Feeling a bit down - need a little pep talk, if you guys could, please?

April 27, 2010

I started the B17 pills and apricot seeds last week, but became very sick for

four days. I took the seeds the first two days with no problem, took a total of

about 15 over the course of each day. Then the pills arrived and I took maybe 2

that day, along with the seeds. Then I got very nauseous and could not eat or

drink for nearly four whole days, so I didn't take ANYTHING. I was so

incredibly nauseous, didn't vomit, just nausea that totally suppressed my thirst

and appetite.

I don't know for sure that it was the B17, I just suspected it since it was the

newest tool. But this was also after I had picked up a bunch of things from my

new naturopath - liver cleanse, immune boost, some other stuff. I wasn't very

impressed with him mainly because he has his own line of products and I kind of

feel like he sold me on a bunch of HIS items and chided everything i was already

taking. He didn't even look at my tumor!

I am just afraid that I had way to much in my system and once I felt better, I

have revised my protocol this only:

Mostly raw food

maitake pro d-fraction (the maximum daily amount)

curcumin (1000 mg daily)

coq10 (400 mg daily)

superfoods multi

enzyme

I am very distraught about the growing tumor on my neck, so I was really excited

to start the B17, but now I' afraid to add anything else here. I even gave up

Budwig because it enlarges the tumor before it shrinks, and I can't afford for

it to enlarge anymore. I am pretty much housebound right now because I feel

hideous to go outside. I have young kids and I've been just hiding in the house

and letting my teenagers handle all of the business.

I am bouncing on the rebounder several times a day also, and applying a heating

pad throughout the day. I am unemployed with no insurance, so most options are

not available to me right now as far as getting fillings removed or IPT, so I

have to find an alternative treatment that will be effective at reducing the

tumor. It grew really quickly starting in January when I lost my job, so over

the last 90 days it just ballooned out of control, I suspect, because of the

stress of being unemployed.

Thanks for listening, just wanted to kind of vent to people who would

understand. I appreciate all of the help I've gotten here in the past!

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