Relationships with Men!!!!!!!!

December 4, 2010

2 years after my divorce I decided to date again. After being hot and heavy for

2 months he ended it. We were childhood friends and that is the only reason I

began a relationship with him. He was the one that was making alot of big plans

which I was willing to go along with. After our first date he could tell I was

nervous and asked me to give him a chance. Before ending it he flew me down to

jacksonville where he lives. I live in Atlanta. He travels alot to atlanta. I

ended up in ville with a 103.5 fever. I was in bed for 3 days. He waited

on my hand and foot. I even heard him on the phone talking about a ring that he

was going to buy me. He planned to give it to me on the beach, but I got sick.

While I was sick he researched PA and really got scared that I would be sick all

the time. I left jax feeling fine on Saturday and woke up to a breakup email. I

was married for 17 yrs and was never as close as I was to him. To top things off

my doctor added plaquenil to my cocktail of drugs and I totally pain free for

the first time in 7 yrs. The meds of course kicked in after he broke things off.

I have rarely been sick like I was last week. I told him so. Maybe once a year.

He said that he was afraid that he would have to slow down his work schedule for

me. I said that I would be able to keep up with him thanks to the Plaquenil. He

is divorced and has 2 beautiful little girls. He convinced me that one day I

would be there stepmom. At least I can say that I was truely treated like a

princess for once in my life. Most of the women in his life have treated him

like crap. I did not. I really just needed to vent. I never wanted to let anyone

close to me and I did. Now it hurts. Worse than my divorce.It has been a week

and I am hoping that he will come back to me.

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