Re: Morning erections and random sad-thoughts

[Guest guest]

Don't underestimate the impact of your mental state on your health, I

think like the others you really need to take a deep breath and step

back from all of your obsession with your health. Just like the placebo

effect works, so does negative thoughts or emotions, you can wreck your

health with constant worry. At the very least its not helping you get

to a more normal state.

Once during football in the 7th grade a skinny kid I knew could only

bench press 135lbs, we were messing around with 185lbs and he walked

into the room and asked how much is on the bar without paying attention

to what was going on. We told him it was 135lbs, he tried it and lifted

it with no issues, which freaked us out because we were the stronger

guys on the team at that time and struggled to lift it. We then told

him its really 185lbs, he could not budge the bar off his chest the

second attempt. The mind is a very powerful thing.

BR//Matt

On 2/6/2011 4:33 AM, Gibcast wrote:

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> So, guys, if I really am a bit high in E2, which it looks like, why

> would I wake up some mornings (maybe not all - or maybe I just sleep

> thru the erection) with an erection? This often wakes me up, OR, I

> wake up when I already have the erection, before I normally get up. I

> am not happy with my sleeping schedule yet. I never go to bed before

> midnight. This has been my lifestyle for at least 15+ years; I was a

> Vampire, really enjoying the nights... TIL I started on HC, then it

> felt like the body was " rebooted " , and now I get sleepy every evening

> around 9-10-11 pm, instead of feeling like I am waking up! Probably a

> cortisol vs. adrenaline issue, that I had for years. And it probably

> didn't help taking T4 and T3 before going to bed all those years

> either. So, I was wondering about the erections... Cause yesterday, I

> felt NO horniness at ALL, even with 2 hot girls kissing me in the

> evening, and trying to get me to bed. It really made me deeply

> depressed as I

> was sitting there in my couch, just feeling NOTHING (no hornines what

> so ever) but pain in my head, pressure in my head and eyes,

> sleepiness/tiredness, and just plain weird and spaced out in my head

> and thoughts. If this had been OFF _TRT_, or better yet, 3+ years ago

> when I was healthy, well, then you know what would've happened - I

> would've been twice as lucky as I am today! Cause, it didn't

> happen. The girls went out to drink at 10:30 pm, and I couldn't follow

> them, cause I am, well, a sick person! I had NO power to do so, even

> if I wanted to more than anything! THEN a few hrs later, they send me

> an sms at 4:15 am, asking me if they could come and " sleep over " .

> Well. I saw the message as I fell asleep, didn't reply to it. And it

> felt like it was WAY past my bedtime. Being on HC, one doesn't have

> the feeedom of being awake late - It is REALLY hard staying awake late

> cause the last dose of HC is taken at 9 pm. At midnight there is not

> so much

> cortisol left in me. And at 4:15 am, well, I don't need to explain how

> tired I felt at that point. So, I cannot live a normal free live

> anymore and it's killing me. Well this is getting " OT " , but I really

> wonder about that erection though. It happened this morning. Maybe 2-3

> hours before getting up. Maybe it's my body trying to follow a normal

> sleeping schedule? Which I don't have yet. So far I am going to bed

> at 3 am, waking up at like 10-11. I try to NEVER wake up ater noon.

> That would be too close to my old lifestyle of being a Vampire. I have

> a goal of going to bed at midnight, no later than that. Perhaps even

> before. But I know it'll be difficult in the summertime coming; To go

> to bed early (early meaning before midnight) cause " I am young, hot

> and single! " - Haha! If you get me... Damn! :-( It hurts even to make

> jokes like that. I soooooo wanna live like a normal person! Will I

> ever be able to do so? I am pretty sure the answer is

> NO................................

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