New Member - My Story

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Hey Guys,

I'm currently working with HAN and he told me about how great this site is.

Thought I'd say hi if I'm going to be reading through all of these posts...

Here's a quick background of me. I went to my PCP about 4 yrs ago talking about

most symptoms of low T aside from sexual symptoms. He told me I was clearly

depressed and prescribed my zoloft. I trusted him and after about 3 yrs I woke

up one day and said WTF, why am I taking this? Don't need it and it hasn't done

a damn thing. Around that same time, my sexual sides started up and have been

off and on for about a year or so now.

I'm not trying to compain too much, but my issues are VERY up and down. Some

days I feel HORRIBLE and two days later I feel AMAZING.

Currently, my symptoms are as follows:

- ED (can perform most days but rarely " full strength " and is lost during orgasm

- have orgasmed without erection)

- Penis super shrinkage at times. Does not hang fully flaccid most times. Also,

shrink and bends different directions with more prominent veins. But other days,

fully.

- Long refractory period (like a couple of days) except for the odd day where I

can go 3x (on cialis)

- Morning erections (there most mornings but half of what it should be at best)

- Libido (50/50 from day to day. Unless I'm in the middle of it, I could take it

or leave it)

- Terrible short term memory (can't remember things form like 5 seconds before)

- Can't concentrate (my boss has said something)

- Pelvic spasms and urinary issues

- Depression/Paranoia

- Intolerability (for everyone at times and I hate being touched -other times is

the opposite)

- Penis and testicle pain

- Premature ejaculation (gotten worse)

- Dry Skin (Dandruff no matter what I use)

- Fat deposit in lower abdomen and upper legs (despite being lean everywhere

else and eating super clean)

- Night Sweats (not every night, but some nights there's a puddle)

- Joint and muscle aches (hip, lower back, calves - popping and cracking in

joints)

- Lack of muscle fullness/hardness (comes and goes day to day)

- Cold hands and feet at times (sometimes I'm colder than others, other times

I'm way too hot – hands always numb before everyone else in the winter outside)

- Parts of my body hot to touch other parts freezing at the same time (penis and

testicles sometimes very cold to touch)

Low dose cialis is all it takes for me to be 100% normal sexually. Without it,

it's usually weaker or inconsistent (morning erections and sexually).

HAN and Dr. O have been awesome so far and I'm so grateful I am in their

backyard. I do have some numbers that made me jump to conclusions (low e2, low

dht, TT in the low 400's) but HAN has been awesome at grounding me and helping

to look at the bigger picture. Just the minor adjustments we have made so far

have made me feel better - so I know we'll figure this thing out sooner or

later.

Good luck to everyone!

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