Sad times

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Having Hypogonadism feels like a slap in the face from life. Everyday I wake up,

do more research, and still come up with nothing. All I want is to be able to

find a cure or some satisfying results. The only thing thats been satisfiable

is a 300mg a week test E injection, doing 150 twice a week. Its annoyingly

painful. But what can ya do? SometimeS I want to give up, but a part of me

still has some hope that either I will find the solution and or someone will

find a cure. The cure will never be found because life is all about

business(Pharma). It saddens me that other people would want to make money off

of someone elses sickness.

I am taking such a huge risk in trying to fix myself. Doctors are so usless and

the ones that can help are too expensive. What are my options? Treat yourself

and risk dying? Or just remain this way forever with its complications. But as

I open my eyes, I feel that this happened to me for a reason. For what? I have

no clue.

Fellas, I try so very hard to find solutions, and better options for treatment.

I dont know how much longer I can suffer from this issue. I cant afford the

enzymes I want to experiement with. I have doctors who dont understand how this

makes me feel inside as a man, and It feels that life is just slapping me left,

right and sideways.

If I ever find a cure to this disease, I would cure all of those who feel the

same way as I do. Hopeless and helpless, but I will not give up. There is an

answer, there is a solution and theer is... a cure... I just wish I had the

tools, time, money to achieve this.

nite everyone.