Advice on telling my situation to my Father

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As you may know, I messed up my body with TRT and Nolvadex and have been

suffering from side effects for a while.

I never told my parents at first because I fear that they will be very

disappointed with me. Which, they should be.

I just told my mother about it, and she is giving me great moral support.

I haven't told my father, he is a different character and a manic depressive. I

don't want to give him anymore worries, but at the same time, I am tired of

living a lie i.e. lying about my reason for going to Lansing, etc. (I work with

my father and see him everyday). I have to make up excuses to go and get lab

work done etc. I could use his support and understanding.

My father and I are not too close and I feel more like an employee rather than

his son most of the time. So it is difficult for me to explain this to him, at

the same time, I know I should. I know he won't take it well either, it could

cause him to be depressed for a long time and he'll stop working and stop taking

care of his health (he's not in good health).

I feel stupid asking you guys this question. But any suggestions?

Thx all.

Marc M