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Hi Everyone,

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and a safe and happy New

Year. I would first like to say to that I am sorry for the loss

of your son and am praying for your daughter.

I also wanted to see how is doing with the treatment. I am

catching up on the posts since Christmas and haven't seen any more

from her. , I hope your are still doing well with the tx and

keeping your positive attitude.

Well life is back to normal --- and time to face reality. I think I

have been using Christmas as an excuse to not face this disease. I'm

pretty sure I'm in denial. I was going to start tx in January and

then I just postponed it until May and now I am having second

thoughts about that. I know I'm wrong, but I just keep thinking

maybe I should have more blood work to make sure it's still there

before I do tx. In my mind I'm hoping it magically disappeared. I

know I need to face the facts, but I really don't want to. I really

am not sure what to do. Sorry, I just needed to get that off my

chest. I just wish I had an answer about what to do.

Good to be back and I hope everyone is doing well.

Chris