Re: Depression and irrationality/Kay

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Kay,

Yeah,You are right. It is a different kind of anger.

Lyme rages are their own kind of rage. I now that I have experienced them

to the point I thought I was going out of my mind.....They are much better

know....Gee, I hope you didn't think I was insinuating that you were holding

unforgiveness. I was just rambling......Please over look my

insensitiveness....

Re: [Lyme-aid] Depression and irrationality

>From: " Kay " <b10g7@...>

>

>thanks linda for your response.

>

>i realize wounds from past wrongs caused me to be a different kind of

angry.

>not the ranting angry lyme caused me.

>

>i worked through my childhood scars using forgiveness about 18 years ago.

>have you ever read any of david seamans' books? they helped me

tremendously.

>

>you are right, forgiving, truly forgiving is a very hard thing to do and

>most importantly it is for you, not those who have hurt you.

>

>zoloft literally stopped my raging and depression. there are times i have

to

>take 200 mg. because something is making me feel a little of that anger

>again. most of the time i take 150 mg. a day.

>

>whenever i have tried to go to 100 mg. i can feel the rage and feelings of

>being OVERWHELMED building in me. i start saying inappropriate things and i

>take 100mg. zoloft as quickly as i can. it has always done the job within

>hours.

>

>i have taken zoloft since jan. 98 and look forward to being well enough

from

>treating lyme to be able to stop taking it some day. i am very glad i found

>zoloft.

>

>peace,

>kay

>

>>>> I had to be willing to

>forgive those that had hurt me so that I could be free of the anger. Here

>they were going about their lives and I was living in bondage....I am

still

>working through some difficult issues, but God is gentle and takes His time

>with me. Forgiveness can be very hard for some people. Like Me! It

hurts

>to be betrayed by those we love......Hugs...<<<

>

>

>

>

>

>

>>>> I had to be willing to

>forgive those that had hurt me so that I could be free of the anger. Here

>they were going about their lives and I was living in bondage....I am

still

>working through some difficult issues, but God is gentle and takes His time

>with me. Forgiveness can be very hard for some people. Like Me! It

hurts

>to be betrayed by those we love......Hugs...<<<

>

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