Guest guest Posted October 18, 1999 Report Share Posted October 18, 1999 Hi Reid, Your note to us struck a lot of chords, " my head goes ninety different directions...feel 100....pain pills don't work i am suffering " Before I sensed my husband was changing his feelings for me I seemed to be on an even keel. Then I did a dumb thing and told him I knew of his feelings, so now my world started to spin around. Harder to control emotions and make good calculated decisions. One min. feel like the h--- with, and two hours later want to work to save everything. I know I bring a lot of this on myself, old self pity, but the emotional roller coaster we are on is not easy to deal with. I always had a lot of self control but now I never know for sure what I may say. One thing is for certain. I don't have any energy to go actually do something. Like pack my bags and go away for awhile. I might yet, but have to make sure my Rx.'s are all filled first!! I have found I have to take my mind off of this disease so as a hobby I am doing my family genealogy. It does help to have a diversion that keeps you feeling productive. For me this helps a lot. I am considering painting too. Although I can't draw anything worth beans. But one thing at a time. Too much pressure is brain overload! Take care, Barb - MI. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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