Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

[Guest guest]

I do not like comparing myself to others and pointing out what is wrong. I want

to be perceived as someone capable, with self-respect and capability and not

something to feel sorry for. To me it makes me feel bad about myself. Also I am

a male and males can be like that. I do not want pity but rather strength from

determination to ultimately achieve all my goals. In past years I have been

online seeing others explain themselves.

I will explain it once as your methods of articulations are first inviting and

supportive. However like someone buying lots of candles, saying they are a

supporter then issues an attack I'll treat it similarly because in what I do I

have to be ready for so many things. My job is much more then pouring candles

and I spend vasts amounts of time I suppose understanding the unique politics of

it dispute hating politics. I am bull headed I just plow through obstacles. Like

the Patton says in the movie on Netflix like poop through a goose and that's

funny yet a form of confidence.

1. Once out of the structure of the school system I spent years isolated. Yet

those environments stressed me out allot and I was in special education in part.

Personally that is not a bad thing entirely to me as I have little desires

outside of just thinking to myself unless an interests requires it. Socially

with services I'm much more integrated then anytime before and I think thats for

the best and healthy.

2. A support worker takes me where I need to go 5 days a week. This is how I get

out of the house. I am very rigid about what I do, where I go and the

environments and circumstances I experience. I tend to follow the same routine

everyday and when my job requires meeting new people I am very confident and

direct, but I am not mean, just I intend to complete my interests.

My working is my (hyper) focus and I suspect I do not do anything else aside

from it 7 days a week because that's autism. I do watch movies like on Netflix

online. I do not like looking up what autism is because I don't like labels.

Labels however are needed to for others to understand but I greatly dislike

explaining it because it makes me feel bad about myself.

That is all I want to talk about. I hope you respect my decision to feel ok with

how I am and experience life as if my normal is just my being happy. I don't

want to feel defective and justify things when experts can do that for me if it

is absolutely requires.

Young

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[Guest guest]

I just see you are the only one defining what you can and can't do.. I don't

see anyone pitting you here at all????

All I am saying is if you can run and start a business that not produces

things but employees others , why am I as a tax payer paying your SSI you

are obviously able.

My hubby and I love netfix too and spend my free time ( when we get away

from people that piss me off or stressing me out) downloading from them. I

think we are more a like than you think

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Saturday, July 03, 2010 2:08 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

I do not like comparing myself to others and pointing out what is wrong. I

want to be perceived as someone capable, with self-respect and capability

and not something to feel sorry for. To me it makes me feel bad about

myself. Also I am a male and males can be like that. I do not want pity but

rather strength from determination to ultimately achieve all my goals. In

past years I have been online seeing others explain themselves.

I will explain it once as your methods of articulations are first inviting

and supportive. However like someone buying lots of candles, saying they are

a supporter then issues an attack I'll treat it similarly because in what I

do I have to be ready for so many things. My job is much more then pouring

candles and I spend vasts amounts of time I suppose understanding the unique

politics of it dispute hating politics. I am bull headed I just plow through

obstacles. Like the Patton says in the movie on Netflix like poop through a

goose and that's funny yet a form of confidence.

1. Once out of the structure of the school system I spent years isolated.

Yet those environments stressed me out allot and I was in special education

in part. Personally that is not a bad thing entirely to me as I have little

desires outside of just thinking to myself unless an interests requires it.

Socially with services I'm much more integrated then anytime before and I

think thats for the best and healthy.

2. A support worker takes me where I need to go 5 days a week. This is how I

get out of the house. I am very rigid about what I do, where I go and the

environments and circumstances I experience. I tend to follow the same

routine everyday and when my job requires meeting new people I am very

confident and direct, but I am not mean, just I intend to complete my

interests.

My working is my (hyper) focus and I suspect I do not do anything else aside

from it 7 days a week because that's autism. I do watch movies like on

Netflix online. I do not like looking up what autism is because I don't like

labels. Labels however are needed to for others to understand but I greatly

dislike explaining it because it makes me feel bad about myself.

That is all I want to talk about. I hope you respect my decision to feel ok

with how I am and experience life as if my normal is just my being happy. I

don't want to feel defective and justify things when experts can do that for

me if it is absolutely requires.

Young

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> > > > > > > > > I will share this with the group.

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> > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving what

> > > others

> > > > are

> > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people like

me

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> > > > > > > the sake of inspirational passions as excuses.

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[Guest guest]

Sometimes ones own pride projects into others.

You don't know me but because you happen to pay money into the system you think

you can judge, insult and put me down. I don't see you as an advocate per say

but someone that wants to feel better about herself for the sake of ego.

I'd welcome you to call me to understand. It's unique cause no one has ever

talked to me this way but should they in person I'd talk to them the same way

I'll talk to you on the phone. I'm not going to pity myself by telling you all

my disabilities. I deserve dignity and the system has determined I deserve an

entitlement but I still do all I can to be independent and for others as well.

Please stop playing dumb and have some respect as a human being mam.

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[Guest guest]

I am not going to use this forum as a place to debate. I was informed some time

ago it was for Mercury and while then I was welcome to introduce myself I

understand and respect it's focal interest and topic. I put up a forum I can

invite both the constructive and non-constructive.

http://compassionateintegrations.org/forum/

If you want to play a mind game and feel good about yourself for attacking

self-esteem to enrich your own ego go for it. Have at it, the forum is a

punching bag. I love studying out right hate and the sublime even in the denial.

Keep paying your taxes. I and others need it to survive. When the economy

rebounds I'm sure the general feeling will return to well we are a rich country

and we help people. Until then and even now my focus is on transitional

(therapeutic) integrations with assigned aids (job coaches) to create bridges.

I'm sorry to have used this forum for non-related topics. It's hard not to

reply.

Young

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[Guest guest]

I just so a typo in my message

It was meant to say

Start a business that not only (only was missing..( I am learning disabled

as well with my dyxlexia I lose my place in text often .. forget my spelling

lol but I try to spell check)

Ego?? If I had an ego I would be publishing a book on 's recovery not

in the trenches helping moms recover their children so they are neither

pitied, nor stigmatized , nor a drain on the system THAT YES I PAY INTO

>>>YES THRU MY OWN AND MY HUSBANDS AND MY CHILDS. And yes .. I do think as a

taxpayer in that system, as a voter, I do get a say or at least an opinion

on how those funds are spent and prioritized.

For every dollar not spent on now at out school.. in our poor and

polluted community . is a dollar that gets spent on a needier child .. that

hasn't had the progress or recovery .. and we owe it to all the disabled to

heal as many people as we can so the most disabled.. the most in need .. the

least able to . can be provided for.

And I am sorry if no one has spoken to you like this before, maybe you

haven't met disabled persons who don't want to fit in boxes of limitations

and comforts(even self imposed)

Like I said you are guaranteed a pursuit of happiness.. not the happiness.

I don't think my cousin w/ cerebral palsy would choose to stay in need of

assistance and refuse possible treatment that would help him.. because that

may infer there is something wrong with him. there is ./.. he knows it . he

can't walk.. and he would do anything to . So maybe our experiences are

different and we should agree to disagree .. but I didn't call you lazy, or

attack you personally.. so going for personal insults like " ego driven " ..

is out of line and usually means the other person has won the debate. So it

j7ust makes you look bad and doesn't help your argument

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 4:44 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

Sometimes ones own pride projects into others.

You don't know me but because you happen to pay money into the system you

think you can judge, insult and put me down. I don't see you as an advocate

per say but someone that wants to feel better about herself for the sake of

ego.

I'd welcome you to call me to understand. It's unique cause no one has ever

talked to me this way but should they in person I'd talk to them the same

way I'll talk to you on the phone. I'm not going to pity myself by telling

you all my disabilities. I deserve dignity and the system has determined I

deserve an entitlement but I still do all I can to be independent and for

others as well.

Please stop playing dumb and have some respect as a human being mam.

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> > > > > > > > > > I will share this with the group.

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> > > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving

what

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> > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

like

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> > > > > > > > the sake of inspirational passions as excuses.

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> > http://www.compassionateintegrations.org/HumboldtIncludes.mp3

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[Guest guest]

Ok what have you contributed or asked about mercury?

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 5:22 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

I am not going to use this forum as a place to debate. I was informed some

time ago it was for Mercury and while then I was welcome to introduce myself

I understand and respect it's focal interest and topic. I put up a forum I

can invite both the constructive and non-constructive.

http://compassionateintegrations.org/forum/

If you want to play a mind game and feel good about yourself for attacking

self-esteem to enrich your own ego go for it. Have at it, the forum is a

punching bag. I love studying out right hate and the sublime even in the

denial.

Keep paying your taxes. I and others need it to survive. When the economy

rebounds I'm sure the general feeling will return to well we are a rich

country and we help people. Until then and even now my focus is on

transitional (therapeutic) integrations with assigned aids (job coaches) to

create bridges.

I'm sorry to have used this forum for non-related topics. It's hard not to

reply.

Young

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> > > > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving

what

> > > > > others

> > > > > > are

> > > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

like

> > me

> > > > > > limited

> > > > > > > > for

> > > > > > > > > the sake of inspirational passions as excuses.

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> > > http://www.compassionateintegrations.org/HumboldtIncludes.mp3

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> > > > > > > > > > > Thanks,

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[Guest guest]

It's to bad all the assumptions. It's like you want me to justify my existence

in comparison to your proud reality of how your family is. You mean to say what

you mean to say and your mean when you did it but it's as if you think its ok.

I'd really enjoy an ignorance in bliss over that of an ignorance of counter

productive measure. Not everyone will " recover " as you may define it or in the

same ways. I can spend my money my father paid into the system as well in anyway

I want. If it makes me happy or sad to do it and you want to limit my human

rights because my disability does not make your child or your family look good

then it's your right to feel that way just not at the expense of my liberties.

I invite you to talk with me here.

http://compassionateintegrations.org/forum/

No one will remove my liberties nor ability to feel happy just as I would

protect others rights to experience the same.

If you don't like how I spend what the system get's oh well. Just if you intend

to further attack my dignities or imply rights being removed I'd ask you to

remove yourself from the mask of the internet and have the dignity to show your

real identity and be held accountable.

Young

" Close to getting really upset. "

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[Guest guest]

I want to simply to care that you make a ceck and be self sufficient while I

pay .. that's all.. an attempt.. a want .. even if never reached .. it

should be the goal

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 5:43 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

It's to bad all the assumptions. It's like you want me to justify my

existence in comparison to your proud reality of how your family is. You

mean to say what you mean to say and your mean when you did it but it's as

if you think its ok.

I'd really enjoy an ignorance in bliss over that of an ignorance of counter

productive measure. Not everyone will " recover " as you may define it or in

the same ways. I can spend my money my father paid into the system as well

in anyway I want. If it makes me happy or sad to do it and you want to limit

my human rights because my disability does not make your child or your

family look good then it's your right to feel that way just not at the

expense of my liberties.

I invite you to talk with me here.

http://compassionateintegrations.org/forum/

No one will remove my liberties nor ability to feel happy just as I would

protect others rights to experience the same.

If you don't like how I spend what the system get's oh well. Just if you

intend to further attack my dignities or imply rights being removed I'd ask

you to remove yourself from the mask of the internet and have the dignity to

show your real identity and be held accountable.

Young

" Close to getting really upset. "

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> > > > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving

> what

> > > > > others

> > > > > > are

> > > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

> like

> > me

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> > > > > > > > for

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[Guest guest]

I am glad that you can make it simple.

Leadership and strategy requires more then what might be simply obvious. I'd ask

that as I do myself and have always proven to be a good outcome to trust that

self-sufficiency is my goal and not wasteful farthing of dependency. Unless

others in leadership positions and in decision making roles in general are

pushed by motivating by means of audacity I do not see how it will be anymore

probable for anyone including myself that depends on social services as a door

to the freedom of independence will be included or become independent.

As I said Patton. Watch the first part of the movie with the speech.

I'm doing a damn fine job and others have told me I've achieved what others have

failed to do and in such a small amount of time. It is like war but without the

blood and guts. It's motivating beyond that of the spirit found in others

clouded from the past of many strategic failures but they have had successes as

well.

Bottom line is I don't want your money, I don't want your pity and want a face

smothered to the dong as any sort of insult concerning my dependency on you or

anyone else. I am proud, I am a fighter and I progress unequally in the

directions I feel strong to result in abilities for myself and others.

Later others will be invited to lead and get involved. Some have been offered

but yet dignity and the self-esteem is such a complicated beast I really need to

prove to others it's " safe " .

Young

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> > what

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> > > > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

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[Guest guest]

Make my family look good? What are you talking about? I want not to burden

the system, I want to help others unable to help themselves… how does that

mean I am acting in a way to make my family look better?

YOU HAVE NO HUMAN RIGHT TO BE HAPPY, you have e the right to pursue it … big

difference. And no that money is for your care. You are not to do anything

you want with it.. I BELIEVE THAT’S FRAUD.

You go on and on about someone limiting your rights… NO ONE here has every

said you can’t do anything…. BUT YOU , so look in the mirror, the only one

taking away your rights is you…

Name one example …its so full of crap, how typical … a person claiming to

be handicapped and blaming everyone else .. when the words out of their

mouth is “I won’t ort I can’t”

Remove your liberties?? Who, what , how? Get real! You can spout the lingo

dear but there is no justification .. maybe you should look in a mirror and

read that to yourself.

I tell you there are veterans back from Iraq and Afghanistan that are

missing most of their bodies and ½ of their brains and suffer terrible pain

and emotional and psychological pain and horror, and you know what??? Most

want to get back and serve .. be useful in one way or another .. and when my

Dad (also a vet who is disabled) volunteered to help them at the rehab

clinic .. they say I’m fine .. I am good to go. I don’t need anything … ask

the buddy next to me .. he may need you more than I … then you go to the

next wounded vet and he says the same .. and the next … these men are not

letting anyone define them… and they certainly want to serve others.. and

keep fighting .. THAT IS AMERICA

You can keep diverting from a real argument here or debate the issues

Wow we got to the heart of it! Ding ding you say you rather have an

ignorance is bliss… and we should all pay for your bliss.. and ignorance ‘

What you fail in understanding is the you are failing yourself in this

righteous self loathing ignorance is bliss .. I shouldn’t have to do

anything that makes me uncomfortable attitude . you hurt the taxpayers

struggling and losing their homes to afford your bliss lifestyle and those

dollar spent could help someone who just maybe isn’t “uncomfortable “ doing

something …. BUT TRULY UNABLE and Sadly you need to be reminded that it not

just your dad’s money being pd in the system.. it’s a LOT MORE than his..

If it were just his money … he could afford to take care of you with out

SSI… but your taking in services more than he is paying in …

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 5:43 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

It's to bad all the assumptions. It's like you want me to justify my

existence in comparison to your proud reality of how your family is. You

mean to say what you mean to say and your mean when you did it but it's as

if you think its ok.

I'd really enjoy an ignorance in bliss over that of an ignorance of counter

productive measure. Not everyone will " recover " as you may define it or in

the same ways. I can spend my money my father paid into the system as well

in anyway I want. If it makes me happy or sad to do it and you want to limit

my human rights because my disability does not make your child or your

family look good then it's your right to feel that way just not at the

expense of my liberties.

I invite you to talk with me here.

http://compassionateintegrations.org/forum/

No one will remove my liberties nor ability to feel happy just as I would

protect others rights to experience the same.

If you don't like how I spend what the system get's oh well. Just if you

intend to further attack my dignities or imply rights being removed I'd ask

you to remove yourself from the mask of the internet and have the dignity to

show your real identity and be held accountable.

Young

" Close to getting really upset. "

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> > > > > > > > > > > I will share this with the group.

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving

> what

> > > > > others

> > > > > > are

> > > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

> like

> > me

> > > > > > limited

> > > > > > > > for

> > > > > > > > > the sake of inspirational passions as excuses.

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> > > http://www.compassionateintegrations.org/HumboldtIncludes.mp3

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> > > > > > > > > > > Thanks,

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > Young

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[Guest guest]

You have continued to use your family to try and make me look bad. They are

self-sufficient but I am not so that means your better. I really am getting

tired of the baiting. I've invited you to a phone call, a private forum place

for in-depth conversation and you have declined.

Are you disturbed not to realize that no matter how many times you take a jab at

me I will fight back. It doesn't matter how aloof you are acting in reply. I

don't care to be better then you but you care enough about my quality of life to

submit me to the shame of explaining myself and ignore what I've already

explained.

What I do produces tax-dollars all the time for my state and even for social

security as participants pay into the system for the hours they work in a

program. There is a mirror in every house hold. The American Dream does indeed

include one in every home regardless as to if it is owned or rented by someone

that requires it as much as others for any reason other then getting ready for

the day.

You are so much better then anyone else not using there disability income to

your standards. After all you and your family pay for it so you have the right

to dictate and judge because of it. And this while expecting that because you

pay it I'd not deserve any sort of dignity or governing ethics in the standards

of constitutional interpretation or human rights to use it as i so please even

in the pursuit to be a better person like you are compared to me now.

Specific Lanterman Act laws protect my rights in this regard.

Mirror mirror on the wall why can't the person just see the brick wall.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > I will share this with the group.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > This is my dedicated focus in life. This is achieving

> > what

> > > > > > others

> > > > > > > are

> > > > > > > > > > scared to do. What others are paid to do but keep people

> > like

> > > me

> > > > > > > limited

> > > > > > > > > for

> > > > > > > > > > the sake of inspirational passions as excuses.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > http://www.compassionateintegrations.org/HumboldtIncludes.mp3

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks,

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Young

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[Guest guest]

A board of directors position I have chosen is a Harvard PHD graduate and my

autism specialist. You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason for

why others won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general psychological

oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you have the gulls to say

it offline on record.

I can guarantee you, your hatred only fuels me to conquer it.

Name one example …its so full of crap, how typical … a person claiming to be

handicapped and blaming everyone else .. when the words out of their mouth is " I

won't ort I can't "

[Guest guest]

I don't hate you? Have I shown you hate?

I admire what you want to do for others, and I called you a pioneer.

But , it is not hatred I see or feel or expressed toward you .. very

much the opposite.. I wish YOU saw in YOU what I SEE in you. That is

something bigger and more special and more powerful than you can imagine.

If no one ever gave you this .. I want you to read it

" Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that

we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most

frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,

talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened

about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are

all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory

of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And

as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission

to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence

automatically liberates others. " by nne on

YOU WROTE

You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason for why others

won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general psychological

oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you have the gulls to

say it offline on record.

??? get this from where?? I don't know how anything I have said would infer

this. I am exactly the same in person online as I am in person . I do have

a lot of phone anxiety and I will admit I do not think as fast on my feet

... trust me online is on the record, email never goes away.

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 9:30 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

A board of directors position I have chosen is a Harvard PHD graduate and my

autism specialist. You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason

for why others won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general

psychological oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you

have the gulls to say it offline on record.

I can guarantee you, your hatred only fuels me to conquer it.

Name one example .its so full of crap, how typical . a person claiming to be

handicapped and blaming everyone else .. when the words out of their mouth

is " I won't ort I can't "

[Guest guest]

What your doing is much like giving someone a hug and saying they care then

literally stabbing them with a knife in the back.

You seem to have many more excuses then me with regards to your behavior in

life. At the very least your playing a constructive game. I do not accept your

remarks, your support and or otherwise. In advocacy you would definitely be more

of a hindrance then a help and a certain liability in politics.

Please leave me alone.

>

> I don't hate you? Have I shown you hate?

>

>

>

> I admire what you want to do for others, and I called you a pioneer.

>

>

>

> But , it is not hatred I see or feel or expressed toward you .. very

> much the opposite.. I wish YOU saw in YOU what I SEE in you. That is

> something bigger and more special and more powerful than you can imagine.

>

>

>

>

>

> If no one ever gave you this .. I want you to read it

>

>

>

> " Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that

> we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most

> frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,

> talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

> Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened

> about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are

> all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory

> of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And

> as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission

> to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence

> automatically liberates others. " by nne on

>

>

>

>

>

> YOU WROTE

>

> You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason for why others

> won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general psychological

> oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you have the gulls to

> say it offline on record.

>

>

>

> ??? get this from where?? I don't know how anything I have said would infer

> this. I am exactly the same in person online as I am in person . I do have

> a lot of phone anxiety and I will admit I do not think as fast on my feet

> .. trust me online is on the record, email never goes away.

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> From: [mailto: ]

> On Behalf Of

> Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 9:30 PM

>

> Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

>

>

>

>

>

> A board of directors position I have chosen is a Harvard PHD graduate and my

> autism specialist. You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason

> for why others won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general

> psychological oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you

> have the gulls to say it offline on record.

>

> I can guarantee you, your hatred only fuels me to conquer it.

>

> Name one example .its so full of crap, how typical . a person claiming to be

> handicapped and blaming everyone else .. when the words out of their mouth

> is " I won't ort I can't "

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Whatever you want to think..

You wouldn't believe me anyway

From: [mailto: ]

On Behalf Of

Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 11:30 PM

Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

What your doing is much like giving someone a hug and saying they care then

literally stabbing them with a knife in the back.

You seem to have many more excuses then me with regards to your behavior in

life. At the very least your playing a constructive game. I do not accept

your remarks, your support and or otherwise. In advocacy you would

definitely be more of a hindrance then a help and a certain liability in

politics.

Please leave me alone.

>

> I don't hate you? Have I shown you hate?

>

>

>

> I admire what you want to do for others, and I called you a pioneer.

>

>

>

> But , it is not hatred I see or feel or expressed toward you .. very

> much the opposite.. I wish YOU saw in YOU what I SEE in you. That is

> something bigger and more special and more powerful than you can imagine.

>

>

>

>

>

> If no one ever gave you this .. I want you to read it

>

>

>

> " Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that

> we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that

most

> frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,

> talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of

God.

> Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened

> about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We

are

> all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the

glory

> of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And

> as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people

permission

> to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence

> automatically liberates others. " by nne on

>

>

>

>

>

> YOU WROTE

>

> You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the reason for why others

> won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general psychological

> oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you have the gulls

to

> say it offline on record.

>

>

>

> ??? get this from where?? I don't know how anything I have said would

infer

> this. I am exactly the same in person online as I am in person . I do have

> a lot of phone anxiety and I will admit I do not think as fast on my feet

> .. trust me online is on the record, email never goes away.

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> From:

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[mailto:

<mailto: %40> ]

> On Behalf Of

> Sent: Sunday, July 04, 2010 9:30 PM

>

<mailto: %40>

> Subject: [ ] Re: Current Autism Campaign (Dignity)

>

>

>

>

>

> A board of directors position I have chosen is a Harvard PHD graduate and

my

> autism specialist. You are the empedimy of hatred, narcissism and the

reason

> for why others won't speak out. Your emotional, political and general

> psychological oppression of sorts won't last a moment offline should you

> have the gulls to say it offline on record.

>

> I can guarantee you, your hatred only fuels me to conquer it.

>

> Name one example .its so full of crap, how typical . a person claiming to

be

> handicapped and blaming everyone else .. when the words out of their mouth

> is " I won't ort I can't "

>

>

>

>

>

>