Medicate or not to medicate

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G'Day everyone,it has been a while since I have last posted. I have

been on the Enbrel and Methatrexate for 3 months +. I stopped it due to

the fact all I was doing was sleeping .No life at all. I know my body

will go thru alot but at least I will be awake and live. As some of you

know I am a songwriter.I haven't been able to write the entire time I

was on it. I have taken all the other Dmards with no effects.This is a

scarey discission to make but I cannot stand being just a body. I need

to talk,write,read,play, smile.The reason I haven't been in touch with

the group for so long..I was unconcious. Does or did, anyone here make

the same discision? ANy feed back would be appreciated. btw hello to

Lizmama and Zoomer.........................Skye