Guest guest Posted December 19, 2008 Report Share Posted December 19, 2008 Johanna, And what a wonderful sign that was. We are with you my dear, and I am so happy that you have chosen life. That was the first step for me too. You are strong enough to get through it, but not alone, with God's help and the help of all those that love you. Peace, Love, Light, and Joy, Cherylvisit me at: www.myspace.com/senegalady Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance .MY OATH TO YOU... When you are sad....I will dry your tears. When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears. When you are worried.....I will give you hope. When you are confused.....I will help you cope. And when you are lost....And can't see the light, I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright. This is my oath......I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?....Because you're my friend. Signed: GOD In a message dated 12/19/2008 4:49:38 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, johanna_bechade@... writes: Beloved Family, e-dads, e-mums, e-sisters and e-brothers First of all, I want to thank each and everyone of you for your support and your emails. I'ld rather be overwhelmed by Love so, from my heart, THANK YOU ALL I must say I really thought I'm becoming insane lately: had several "experiences" @ night that I just couldn't explain myself: some kind of sleep paralysis episodes during which I had the feeling something grabed my legs and draws me to the top, like a huge vacuum cleaner (very awckward feeling!!) , with sounds that no one else could hear like a hum in my ear, dizziness all day and so on..Then yesterday, these tremors all day, this sadness overwhelming me... WhateverI'm writing you today to give a little something back. It nothing important, but I want to share this "coincidence" with you. As I came home yesterday, after seeing my therapist and receiving all you messages, so full of Love & Compassion, I felt so peacefull inside and I thought to myself Im feeling the Love you sent to me. Then I cooked something and put some olive oil in a frying pan and guess what happened? A Heart appeared. The oil formed a huge heart in the middle of this pan and I had to laught about the sign I could barely ignore.So yes, I got your messages on my email, and I got your messages of Love in a more direct way and it felt so great. I understood something important yesterday: I decided and choosed to live this life, to go throught these issues, in this body, here, and now. I have a mission here, and I won't run away or cut myself off from my feelings. I have a burden to cary and if I choose so, that's because my soul knows I'm capable to carry it. So now, I'm gonna take each tear like a blessing, because I know this depression won't really go away for ever, I'll have some up's and some down's. If I accept it, I'll be able to "hug" my pain and transform it in something positive. Something I can give back. I got lost yesterday and you gave me your hand. I'm blessed having you in my life. I love you all so much. Much Metta__,_._,___ Qui vous permet d'enregistrer la TV sur votre PC et lire vos emails sur votre mobile ? la réponse en vidéo la réponse en vidéo A Good Credit Score is 700 or Above. See yours in just 2 easy steps! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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