FW: Really scared really afraid called 911 and theyb took my boyfrend away

[Guest guest]

dear laurie; i hope you are feeling no sense of loss. You have gained freedom

from that toxic relationship. We are all products of our choices and he created

who and what he is.people like this who are miserable enjoy making others feel

like they do. I know now there are many uncertainties but with him gone things

can only get better. Always be aware that there are no accidents good or bad.

You or the universe, maybe both said it was time for change and after 8 bad

years it came to be and when your emotional clouds clear you will see this as

the blessing it truely is. I speak from much observation understanding and

personal experience. You will make it through this. Life is for living. Breathe

it in, love your 4 legged family and trust in the higher and yourself equally.

The sun will shine. It has to because a dark cloud is gone. With compassion.

Randy.

----- Original Message -----

Subject: [] Really scared really afraid called 911 and theyb took

my boyfrend away

Date: Tue, 23 Dec 2008 7:04:19

From: LAURIE <wexlaur@...>

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It has been 8 years of a very abusive controlling toxic

relationship.

He has hep c ,drinking taking pain killers, physc meds and not

treating the his hep c.I'm watching him loose his mind and kill him

self. He caved into his chest " hated " and " i am ugly " with an x-acto

blade. He been calling me names screaming at me ,the animals have all

been real ill from the stress i couldn't take it anymore, He came home

drunk tonight yelling and calling me names as he through something to

the ground scaring the animals, I had to take Luna to the neighbors

,shes an abused 13 year old rescue and it's killing her. he grabbed me

to push me out of the room and I don't have good balance being cause

of my back. I fell head first backwards, then I called 911. Apparently

they didn't take him cause of me he was wanted in Washington for

fleeing peroll for armed robbery and that was why they took him. I

live in an apartment with 3 cats and a dog and rent is 1157$ I don't

know what to do.I'm terrified and feeling panicked.I really need some

stretch hope and support.I have no money and the 2 oldest cats and my

dog is my life, they r my kids...

Please help me find my way, I've been abused in this relationship 4 8

years but it got real bad when I moved out with him cause I didn't

have any options a year and 1/2 ago,.

So scared,

Laurie