Really scared really afraid called 911 and theyb took my boyfrend away

[Guest guest]

It has been 8 years of a very abusive controlling toxic relationship.

He has hep c ,drinking taking pain killers, physc meds and not

treating the his hep c.I'm watching him loose his mind and kill him

self. He caved into his chest " hated " and " i am ugly " with an x-acto

blade. He been calling me names screaming at me ,the animals have all

been real ill from the stress i couldn't take it anymore, He came home

drunk tonight yelling and calling me names as he through something to

the ground scaring the animals, I had to take Luna to the neighbors

,shes an abused 13 year old rescue and it's killing her. he grabbed me

to push me out of the room and I don't have good balance being cause

of my back. I fell head first backwards, then I called 911. Apparently

they didn't take him cause of me he was wanted in Washington for

fleeing peroll for armed robbery and that was why they took him. I

live in an apartment with 3 cats and a dog and rent is 1157$ I don't

know what to do.I'm terrified and feeling panicked.I really need some

stretch hope and support.I have no money and the 2 oldest cats and my

dog is my life, they r my kids...

Please help me find my way, I've been abused in this relationship 4 8

years but it got real bad when I moved out with him cause I didn't

have any options a year and 1/2 ago,.

So scared,

Laurie