So Real, So Beautiful (a poem)

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So Real, So BeautifulI wrap my heart guided armsaround the hologramof you.The movie, undying, unending,projected by my mind.The curse, the consequenceof closing my eyesof blinking.You seem so real. So real.Today becomes a continuation,right where yesterday left off.So beautiful, oh so beautiful.My senses trickedregister youwith bells and whistles.With warm moist kissesand whispered promises of love.Why can't I let yesterday fade?All I rememberis how I could create living breathing wordsso easily for you.Offerings, not of poetrybut of lifeand you always smiled.Always,as Heaven applaudedin the distance.I drop my tried shaking armsto wipe away the tearsand the momentary joyas today again becomes today.Reality ugly

and baron.Neighbors looking at meas though I have gone mad.A dog is barking down the street,and you are not here.(Again)I wrap my heart guided armsaround the hologramof you... -Randy