Guest guest Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 Dear - sending good vibes and intent your way. Thank you for asking. Sometimes the hardest part is admitting, stating the problem, that is the first step to the solution. Be well my brother freind, Peaceable > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the flow and charge up my systems. > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. I've always been in control of such things. > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, and then I'm fine. > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that way. > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they too may come forward and do the same. > > > With Love, > > D~ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 10, 2009 Report Share Posted April 10, 2009 Dear and ,Before my puter dumps again, I want to let you know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers..I am on a new journey of Shamanism. It is a path for self healing and to heal others as well when I am ready... I love you guys and miss you..I have been chosen by a wonderful Shaman to learn many different Shamanic Techniques for myself and to Influence and heal others..So far I have learned how to determine if I am on a Shamanic path...And this was answered easily just because I was chosen by a Shaman to start with.. I have learned the Tonal and Nagual and the importance of remaining grounded...AND SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH MORE!! This is just the tip of what I have learned... Also The Three Worlds of the Shaman... The Power of the Shamans World and the tools used to bring healing Spirits from these worlds..I have again been blessed... Although my health is in faltering AGAIN!! As I am on Oxegen 24/7... Long story.. I won't get into that right now.. But it has placed me on a very amazing journey..Just wanted to let you and T know that.. I feel you all.. And I see something wrong I see confusion in you.. I haven't been in touch with anyone so I don't really know what I am SEEING.. Please let me know when you can.. My puter has been down and it will go down as soon as I send this.. Soooooooooooo sorry.. I also have not been on myspace in months... Have you heard from Liane, or anyone.. I send my love and goodness to you and yours..Please know that what you are possibly going through is not uncommon at this time.. 8/8/09 was a very profound and wonderful portal that opened.. And !! You must of all people work at grounding yourself....Shoot there goes my puter again...Love you all... From: <knightsintention@...>Subject: [] Energy Request Date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 11:59 AM OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the flow and charge up my systems. I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. I've always been in control of such things. I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, and then I'm fine. I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then it's back...this needs to stop NOW. Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that way. Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't normally request such thoughts/prayer/ energy seek and ask for it, they too may come forward and do the same. With Love, D~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 11, 2009 Report Share Posted April 11, 2009 Dearest D~ Much love & healing energy going out to you. May you feel strength returning to you, my friend! > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the flow and charge up my systems. > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. I've always been in control of such things. > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, and then I'm fine. > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that way. > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they too may come forward and do the same. > > > With Love, > > D~ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 12, 2009 Report Share Posted April 12, 2009 Wow! What a synchronicity! What resonation!!!For me, smoked forever and was so proud to have quit for 2 yrs, only to find myself smoking a clove! Months have gone by, new job, boyfriend, trials, yada yada, keep trying, it's almost harder it seems than the first time and I know I can do it and so can you....I am trying a flower essence and sending you love, energy and thoughts! > > > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the flow and charge up my systems. > > > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. I've always been in control of such things. > > > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, and then I'm fine. > > > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that way. > > > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they too may come forward and do the same. > > > > > > With Love, > > > > D~ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2009 Report Share Posted April 13, 2009 Aho Beloved Family, I too was a smoker, enjoyed my pipe immensely. Began with cigarettes as a young-un, felt really big, I did. (big city boy, I was) By the age of 35 had switched to the pipe although had quit a couple of times (once for almost a year). (successful manager, I was) Awoke one morning (around 39, I think) with heavier than normal smokers cough. Decided this was enough and now being a farmer with much to do actually succeeded. (yeah team) 51 now, me thinks, looking back at a life of finding my self. Death of my son, the loss of two wives, now living in a 1977 GMC campervan. Had found the light of my life but our time was not yet to be. 55 I was, the occasional cigarillo I enjoyed. Sure did enjoy that pipe. Oh well. 60 I was when the heart attack came and although mild they said, bypass surgery a must, because the smoking had constricted the arteries allowing the plaque to amass. I had tried to quit, honestly, three or four times. Could not find the will, the strength, where was the incentive? I am now soon to be 63 and happy to say smoke free. My incentive quadruple bypass surgery. She said one day, oh so long ago, " , it is all about Self Love " I had found my self but allowed my heart to close. Did this contribute too? Sharing Who you are opens the heart (which you all so beautifully do) What more incentive do you need? I Am Loving You ! > > > > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the > > flow and charge up my systems. > > > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I > > move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till > > I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for > > minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing > > it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i > > collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the > > heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. > > Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance > > ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. > > I've always been in control of such things. > > > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to > > discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air > > just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, > > and then I'm fine. > > > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then > > it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in > > passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know > > we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that > > way. > > > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't > > normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they > > too may come forward and do the same. > > > > > > With Love, > > > > D~ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 13, 2009 Report Share Posted April 13, 2009 Can certainly relate. And I could stop on a dime, as have never had an additive nature, to anything, and when I stopped before I just made up my mind to and it was done. Funny though [not] that I first started at 15 because I was taking cigs from the younger kids as that was bad for them , but having learned never to waste...well, what ya gonna do with a drawer full of cigarettes anyway...so I practiced it, to get rid of them of course. hehe The last time I stopped, due to that loss of breath scare, and when that happened, it wouldn't have done any good to have had someone see me because then it would have been 911, etc... and that would have killed me...I need air, not ppl around me...I just couldn't get it. When they say you see your whole life coming down to that one moment, that one second...they are correct....but i came from it, and that was it, all I needed to stop right then. When I started back it was because I happened to ind where T had a spare pack in the glove compartment of the truck, I had to take them away don't ya know...and not waste them...lol jeez. Can't blame her though...it's a joke around here she's a bad influence on me. I'd be a saint short of that....well, not really, I'd be very much less than that. Wait, I already am...I shoud smoke and think about that..... No, I have the tape, from a seminar from a few years ago, a magnetic for smokers, the herbal stop smoking kit coming in a day or two, and this Tapping [EFT] video here. Gonna smack the hell out of this thing post haste and be doe with it, got things to do, people to drive nuts and dreams to manifest....gotta be able to see what I'm doing. http://intentone.ning.com/forum/topics/quit-smoking-w-emotional May this link will help some in this area as well. There are some other related ET videos found in the video section at the link that cover other things as well. Maybe it's an answer someone needed. With Love, D~ > > > > > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the > > > flow and charge up my systems. > > > > > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I > > > move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till > > > I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for > > > minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > > > > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing > > > it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i > > > collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the > > > heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. > > > Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > > > > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance > > > ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. > > > I've always been in control of such things. > > > > > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to > > > discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air > > > just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, > > > and then I'm fine. > > > > > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then > > > it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > > > > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in > > > passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know > > > we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that > > > way. > > > > > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't > > > normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they > > > too may come forward and do the same. > > > > > > > > > With Love, > > > > > > D~ > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2009 Report Share Posted April 17, 2009 Love, energy, and strength to you, dear friend, BE well and whole!!! > > > > > > OK, so I don't do this a lot but seems I have a need to dip into the > > > flow and charge up my systems. > > > > > > I'm working on a project that is tapping all my reserves of energy and I > > > move like an old man until I'm moving downhill. I don't really stop till > > > I fall out in my chair, eyes too heavy to go on, and then, only for > > > minutes to a few hours, and back at it again. > > > > > > The deeper and more serious issue however is my smoking. yes, I'm doing > > > it, again. I've stopped several times, the last being because i > > > collapsed unable to breath [perhaps accompanied by something with the > > > heart]. I quit then and there, and remained that way for almost 2 years. > > > Then, so much time online it just kind of came back. > > > > > > The smoking isn't serving me well at all, I can't breathe. The instance > > > ability to cease isn't there as it has been and not sure why that is. > > > I've always been in control of such things. > > > > > > I'm smoking and don't even pay attention to it, I light up only to > > > discover that has come and gone and doing it again. I run out of air > > > just standing up and need one of those fast inhalers to boost myself, > > > and then I'm fine. > > > > > > I'll go for as long as I can maintain meditation, and sleep, but then > > > it's back...this needs to stop NOW. > > > > > > Seeking energy into the matter is requested. Just your thoughts in > > > passing can work wonders. While I can fill myself with energy, we know > > > we give it better to others than to ourselves, or seems to work that > > > way. > > > > > > Maybe this is something others here may need, to see someone who doesn't > > > normally request such thoughts/prayer/energy seek and ask for it, they > > > too may come forward and do the same. > > > > > > > > > With Love, > > > > > > D~ > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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