Healing Needed

[Guest guest]

My name is Tonya and I used to be on here all the time. I miss it so much. I

have had alot of things change over the last year. The biggest thing was moving

out of a small travel trailor I had been in for eight years into a three bedroom

home. Let me tell you, the eight years in the travel trailor was like a jail

cell. I did not work at that time and was very clostrophobic. The only way I

made it through those times was by reading and writing others on this site. Now

I have not had internet for a long time since I moved. I moved to where it is

not offered yet. Anyway, I work now and love my job, and am blessed for so

much. My home is like heaven with the space I never knew in the other travel

trailor. My marriage is awsome. The thing I'm trully writing to you today

about is to ask for healing energy from all of you today. I have recently found

out I have Chronic Hep C and Liver Disease. So my spiritual journey has begun.

I would love for you all to send me light, love, and healing energies.

Everything happens for a reason, and I know this. My life is perfect and then I

was thrown a loop with all of this illness. I worry about losing my job now and

my home because I am very fatigued. Have no medical insurance and the blood

tests and medicines are very expensive. I must work as long as I can to pay for

my home and medical but it is hard. It is also hard to go to work each day and

leave my worries at the door and pretend that every thing is great. I know that

I have the power and the will to heal myself, but to have all of you sending me

light and energy would do me a world of good. It's been a long time since I

have been on here. I have a long road ahead with the medical part and the

spiritual journey I have now embarked upon. Something good will come of this.

I feel it. I feel the angels are with me. I'm in school shal we say. Anyway,

thanks to all of you, I missed you. Please send all the love and light you can

my way.

Your Friend and

Lightworker

Tonya

[Guest guest]

Dearest Tonya,I am so touched and impressed with your email.  Impressed because though you need healing, there was no " poor pitiful me " attitude here.  You display a lot of strength!!  You go girl!!!

I will be thinking of you in the days to come and will send you loads of love and light.  I will pray for extra energy as you face this journey and I feel the lessons you will learn will be invaluable.  You'll then be able to pass on what you've learned and help others as they go through some of the same things!  You're so right about everything happening for a reason.  I have learned this also and knowing this serves us well.  Sometimes we just can't see the big picture, but being able to realize that everything is happening for a reason, and being able in the midst of the journey to always say " all is well " has been my salvation in this life!

As a note of encouragement, I had brain surgery about 5 years ago with not a bit of insurance, at one of the best hospitals by one of the best neurosurgeons in the country.  The Universe/God/My Higher Power (however you believe) opened up doors I would have never dreamed possible.  All really is well, even when in that moment we can't always see it!

You are tremendously blessed!With much love,http://asundayinjune.wordpress.comOn Sat, May 23, 2009 at 10:29 AM, tonya <tonya.gears@...> wrote:

 My name is Tonya and I used to be on here all the time.  I miss it so much.  I have had alot of things change over the last year.  The biggest thing was moving out of a small travel trailor I had been in for eight years into a three bedroom home.  Let me tell you, the eight years in the travel trailor was like a jail cell.   I did not work at that time and was very clostrophobic.  The only way I made it through those times was by reading and writing others on this site.  Now I have not had internet for a long time since I moved.  I moved to where it is not offered yet.  Anyway, I work now and love my job, and am blessed for so much.  My home is like heaven with the space I never knew in the other travel trailor.  My marriage is awsome.  The thing I'm trully writing to you today about is to ask for healing energy from all of you today.  I have recently found out I have Chronic Hep C and Liver Disease.  So my spiritual journey has begun.   I would love for you all to send me light, love, and healing energies.  Everything happens for a reason, and I know this.  My life is perfect and then I was thrown a loop with all of this illness.  I worry about losing my job now and my home because I am very fatigued.  Have no medical insurance and the blood tests and medicines are very expensive.  I must work as long as I can to pay for my home and medical but it is hard.  It is also hard to go to work each day and leave my worries at the door and pretend that every thing is great.  I know that I have the power and the will to heal myself, but to have all of you sending me light and energy would do me a world of good.  It's been a long time since I have been on here.  I have a long road ahead with the medical part and the spiritual journey I have now embarked upon.  Something good will come of this.  I feel it.  I feel the angels are with me.  I'm in school shal we say.  Anyway, thanks to all of you, I missed you.  Please send all the love and light you can my way.

                                               Your Friend and

                                                   Lightworker

                                                         Tonya

[Guest guest]

You will be fine Tonya. All the love and light to you.

Om Shanti

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> My name is Tonya and I used to be on here all the time. I miss it so much.

I have had alot of things change over the last year. The biggest thing was

moving out of a small travel trailor I had been in for eight years into a three

bedroom home. Let me tell you, the eight years in the travel trailor was like a

jail cell. I did not work at that time and was very clostrophobic. The only

way I made it through those times was by reading and writing others on this

site. Now I have not had internet for a long time since I moved. I moved to

where it is not offered yet. Anyway, I work now and love my job, and am blessed

for so much. My home is like heaven with the space I never knew in the other

travel trailor. My marriage is awsome. The thing I'm trully writing to you

today about is to ask for healing energy from all of you today. I have recently

found out I have Chronic Hep C and Liver Disease. So my spiritual journey has

begun. I would love for you all to send me light, love, and healing energies.

Everything happens for a reason, and I know this. My life is perfect and then I

was thrown a loop with all of this illness. I worry about losing my job now and

my home because I am very fatigued. Have no medical insurance and the blood

tests and medicines are very expensive. I must work as long as I can to pay for

my home and medical but it is hard. It is also hard to go to work each day and

leave my worries at the door and pretend that every thing is great. I know that

I have the power and the will to heal myself, but to have all of you sending me

light and energy would do me a world of good. It's been a long time since I

have been on here. I have a long road ahead with the medical part and the

spiritual journey I have now embarked upon. Something good will come of this.

I feel it. I feel the angels are with me. I'm in school shal we say. Anyway,

thanks to all of you, I missed you. Please send all the love and light you can

my way.

>

> Your Friend and

> Lightworker

> Tonya

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Tonya!! Sending you healing vibes and lots of love. May the angels be with you always giving you the support you need. I agree with you, we have the power to heal yourself. We are here for you. Blessings and light. Wanda.>> My name is Tonya and I used to be on here all the time. I miss it so much. I have had alot of things change over the last year. The biggest thing was moving out of a small travel trailor I had been in for eight years into a three bedroom home. Let me tell you, the eight years in the travel trailor was like a jail cell. I did not work at that time and was very clostrophobic. The only way I made it through those times was by reading and writing others on this site. Now I have not had internet for a long time since I moved. I moved to where it is not offered yet. Anyway, I work now and love my job, and am blessed for so much. My home is like heaven with the space I never knew in the other travel trailor. My marriage is awsome. The thing I'm trully writing to you today about is to ask for healing energy from all of you today. I have recently found out I have Chronic Hep C and Liver Disease. So my spiritual journey has begun. I would love for you all to send me light, love, and healing energies. Everything happens for a reason, and I know this. My life is perfect and then I was thrown a loop with all of this illness. I worry about losing my job now and my home because I am very fatigued. Have no medical insurance and the blood tests and medicines are very expensive. I must work as long as I can to pay for my home and medical but it is hard. It is also hard to go to work each day and leave my worries at the door and pretend that every thing is great. I know that I have the power and the will to heal myself, but to have all of you sending me light and energy would do me a world of good. It's been a long time since I have been on here. I have a long road ahead with the medical part and the spiritual journey I have now embarked upon. Something good will come of this. I feel it. I feel the angels are with me. I'm in school shal we say. Anyway, thanks to all of you, I missed you. Please send all the love and light you can my way.> > Your Friend and> Lightworker> Tonya>