A heartfelt Prayer request

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Hello dear family,  Darcy would like to receive the contact with a special message sending healing and prayer. This is a person that is lacking hope and  will to live.Please join me in sending a little message of good will and hope to her.

 Liane

---------- Forwarded message ----------From: Darcy Flannery <darcyflannery@...>

Date: Sun, Mar 29, 2009 at 2:33 AMSubject: Prayer requestrequests-healingandprayer@...

Hello,

I found your site on YouTube. I really liked one of the videos I saw on YouTube. Then I found your site. I read different things and then I found that you pray for people.

My name is Darcy Flannery, I am 48. I will be turning 49 on October 24th. I recently got fired from my job on February 25th 2009. I do not want to go back to work. I have had a lot of issues in my life. I started to work when I was 20, 1980. From 1980 to the present, I have probably been fired from 32 jobs. I have been poor all my life. I think I fail a lot. I have an AA from American River College, and I was at CSUS. I dropped out when I was 24. Recently, the day I was fired, I went to CSUS and talked to an admissions counselor,  I found out I only need 20 units to get my BA, but I need to go back to ARC and take 9 more classes before I go to CSUS.

 

I have never had a intimate relationship. I had a boyfriend from when I was 21 to 26. When he left me, when I was 26, I never found anyone to be close to. I am real lonely.

When I was a small little girl, my mom beat and molested me. I am an only child and I don't have family, outside of my mother. She has changed a lot, she is nicer to me. I think she feels guilty. I think that if I had never grown up, and remained that terrified little girl, she'd still be abusing me. Why do some parents think that their child is a possession, like they own them.

 

(I left out that my father died about 4yrs ago. We were never close, in fact, he did not like me at all. When he died, he left all of his will to his son, my half brother. I call his mom, my grandmother-she loves me- on the weekends, she lives in Maine. I have no sibblings. I am alone.)

 

I just got fired and I feel so lost. What will I do? I filled for SSI/Disability. I can't work any more.  In 1987,I was diagnosed with severe degenerative disk disease in my spine, and the disks rotate. I have osteoarthritis in my knees. I have hypothyroid and I am morbidly obese . Ohh and I am an alcoholic in recovery.

 

I did spend a life time trying to help others. All my jobs( most of them) were in the service of others.

I am very confused right now, in my life.

 

so If you could pray for me..

 

Thanks

 

Darcy Flannery

 

I live in Sacramento California

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