Re: HELP! Seth Shearer is dying from hep c and can't afford to get help,

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From: LAURIE <wexlaur@...>

Sent: Tue, 17 Mar 2009 10:31 am

Subject: [] HELP! Seth Shearer is dying from hep c and can't afford to get help,

as u know, or don't , I am Laurie , I have been in a relationship with this individual 4 8 years, it has never been a good one,I would have left but cause of physical complications in my own body I could not afford to. That is not what matters now. He try's to study , he has special gifts but he continues to work so that we do not loose the place that we live. He is very ill and can not control much of anything physically or mentally anymore.It is very hard on me and especially the animals because he screams and yells and has tantrums.He in a lot of pain yet he choices to drink to dull it witch in the end makes everything worse 4 all especially him.I don't know quite what I'm asking 4.I want to leave now but I don't want to leave him alone he has no friends or family, his choice ,just me.I guess I'm asking 4 prayer and whatever else may be offered to help me and him deal with this. I've stayed s

ilent and sad way to long.It's time 4 me to speak

Thank u

Laurie

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Thank u so much....God blessLaurieTo worry, is like wishing for something you don't want ! From: moorlight18@... <moorlight18@...>Subject: Re: [] HELP! Seth Shearer is dying from hep c and can't afford to get help, Date: Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 1:20 PM

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From: LAURIE <wexlaursbcglobal (DOT) net>

Sent: Tue, 17 Mar 2009 10:31 am

Subject: [] HELP! Seth Shearer is dying from hep c and can't afford to get help,

as u know, or don't , I am Laurie , I have been in a relationship with this individual 4 8 years, it has never been a good one,I would have left but cause of physical complications in my own body I could not afford to. That is not what matters now. He try's to study , he has special gifts but he continues to work so that we do not loose the place that we live. He is very ill and can not control much of anything physically or mentally anymore.It is very hard on me and especially the animals because he screams and yells and has tantrums.He in a lot of pain yet he choices to drink to dull it witch in the end makes everything worse 4 all especially him.I don't know quite what I'm asking 4.I want to leave now but I don't want to leave him alone he has no friends or family, his choice ,just me.I guess I'm asking 4 prayer and whatever else may be offered to help me and him deal with this. I've stayed s

ilent and sad way to long.It's time 4 me to speak

Thank u

Laurie

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Hey Laurie,

Many are, and have been giving prayer/thought to your situation. It is possible

that without it that things could be even darker in some cases. There is a roof

over your head, income at the moment, safety, even if in a twisted kind of way,

and eating for the most part.

I say that because it's important to be reminded of everything you can " be

thankful " for. That tends to draw more things to be tankful for. While keeping

the mind on that which is bad, we draw more of things to make it bad, or worse.

I know, " I do know " , there's a " reality " there to things that amounts to life,

and the " lived " moments in dealing with these issues. It's easy to feel

smothered, trapped, out of answers and options.

Some will tell you to get out now, if there's violence of any kind and deal with

that decision. This is very true, yet, I would point out, these very same ones,

especially ones who have been in that situation and lived it pick up and come

and get you, lock stock and barrel. Don't speak it - DO IT!

Otherwise, prayer and thoughts are with you in all of this, regardless of your

decisions. Given a little time here now, I might even have an option for you to

consider in a " place to live " . We'll see how things go.

However, all of that said...it is you who MUST make a decision. You can't want

to leave on the one hand and feel you must stay on the other, both equally so.

That's called being stuck and without power to move in either direction.

You much choose one way or the other. Stay or go elsewhere. Making one of those,

rules out the other, thus you will be empowered. Not that it won't be hard, but

your focus will be required to overcome and problems. And there will be problems

and consideration with either choice...there will be consequences, there will be

rewards, even if later than sooner.

I would say you are to be commended on either choice, but the important thing is

to make a choice. Then the possibilities will present themselves more clearly,

even if they must be reached for with all your strength.

There are lots of people making very hard choices right now. Women tend to make

a lot of those, but almost always for the better situation and circumstances.

Sometimes, more times even, it seems like the entire world has lost it' mind and

things are falling apart faster than they can be propped up. But it's our

mindset in our own reality and situation right here and now which creates our

next step.

I'll tell you from experience, and from more than once, just getting up out of

that area for a day or two to anywhere else east will show you how much of a

grip that area has on people with a dark and heavy kind of energy anyway.

Your a strong woman...just look at how far you've come already, how much you've

already done. Picture yourself a year from now, 5 years, 10 years, 50...what

does it look like from here based on the choices?

All you have to do to get there is to set off walking [acting] in that

direction. Now imagine all the possibilities that will surprise you along the

way.

Simply said, if I were in a situation where I decided to stay I'd shout it out,

" I'm alive, I will live, you can live too, or you can continue with your dying,

but I will not die with you...if you choose life then let's get with the living,

and if you are choosing death, I can not stay to watch, I love you that much " .

And then stand beside that statement...or make another choice altogether.

So, what were you saying, things are looking up already?

With Love,

D~

>

> as u know, or don't , I am Laurie , I have been in a relationship with this

individual 4 8 years, it has never been a good one,I would have left but cause

of physical complications in my own body I could not afford to. That is not what

matters now. He try's to study , he has special gifts but he continues to work

so that we do not loose the place that we live. He is very ill and can not

control much of anything physically or mentally anymore.It is very hard on me

and especially the animals because he screams and yells and has tantrums.He in a

lot of pain yet he choices to drink to dull it witch in the end makes everything

worse 4 all especially him.I don't know quite what I'm asking 4.I want to leave

now but I don't want to leave him alone he has no friends or family, his choice

,just me.I guess I'm asking 4 prayer and whatever else may be offered to help me

and him deal with this. I've stayed silent and sad way to long.It's time 4 me to

speak

> Thank u

> Laurie

>

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Laurie,

I of course will say a prayer for you both, however I also wanted to let you know I have been there.

My husband was diagnosed with Hep c six months after we married in 97 We had no health insurance and it was a constant battle to find help. I urge you to look into different gov. agencies to see if there are funds or an organization that is for this purpose.

Also there are support groups for the victims of this illness as well as the caregivers.

As far as his rage that too appears to be apart of the poisons going to the brain as the liver is no longer able to filter them(I am sure he is aware that the drinking is only speeding up his demise)

My Husband after a few yrs of illness became like a stranger and eventually ending up running off . I had no idea where he may have gone and spent weeks searching before he was found in a hospital in his home state.

Sadly his mind was only clear for brief periods after that and he made very rash decisions and acted completely out of character until his passing in July of 05. my only saving grace was that I divorced him before his passing, as otherwise I would have been stuck with a huge financial mess to never be able to get out from under.

Do what you can for your partner, but know that there is a limit to what you can take, and you must think of yourself as well.

May the Light of God surround you and may you be well.

Annie

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From: LAURIE <wexlaur@...>Subject: [] HELP! Seth Shearer is dying from hep c and can't afford to get help, Date: Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 12:31 PM

as u know, or don't , I am Laurie , I have been in a relationship with this individual 4 8 years, it has never been a good one,I would have left but cause of physical complications in my own body I could not afford to. That is not what matters now. He try's to study , he has special gifts but he continues to work so that we do not loose the place that we live. He is very ill and can not control much of anything physically or mentally anymore.It is very hard on me and especially the animals because he screams and yells and has tantrums.He in a lot of pain yet he choices to drink to dull it witch in the end makes everything worse 4 all especially him.I don't know quite what I'm asking 4.I want to leave now but I don't want to leave him alone he has no friends or family, his choice ,just me.I guess I'm asking 4 prayer and whatever else may be offered to help me and him deal with this. I've stayed silent and sad way to long.It's time 4 me to

speakThank uLaurie