Healer needing help

[Guest guest]

This is my first post here to the group, although I have been reading your

newsletters for about a year.

I had a spiritual transformation at a retreat with Neale Walsch in the

spring of 2001 that cleared me so that I could do spiritual healing work. It

has been a pretty challenging journey for me, establishing myself as a healer.

I became a massage therapist and Reiki master, took classes in California to get

certified as a spiritual healer, but these were all just the outer trappings

that people expect to see. I actually became a healer by Grace in 2001.

I do whatever is necessary, led by Spirit, to heal. Sometimes it happens by

taking negative energy into my own body and transforming it into Light. And now

it is happening all the time. For example, I was standing in line at a store

and I felt negative energy coming into the back of my right knee. I looked

around for the source, and when the woman in front of me walked away from the

counter, I saw that she was limping. I can also do this from hundreds of miles

away; I had a man call me for Reiki for his wife who had had eye surgery and was

in severe pain. His voice was shaking he was so upset. I was on my cell in the

parking lot of and Nobles at the time with a friend, so I told him I

would find a quiet place and work on her. As soon as I got off of the phone,

getting out of the car, I felt negative energy coming into my face around my

eye. My friend was a witness -- I said, " Wow, it's already happening. " But I

didn't hear from the man for a couple of weeks, and then I called him in regards

to an issue with his mother who is a friend of mine, and I asked him about his

wife. He said, " Well, as soon as you got off the phone, she felt better. You

wouldn't have had time to find a place to sit and get still, so it couldn't have

been you. "

The problem is, when people do this to me, I can't burn it off. I feel that

joyful surge of love that transforms it into Light when they acknowledge the

healing and give gratitude to Spirit. That seems to be the spark that ignites

the Holy Spirit to transform it. So when they do this to me, I'm left holding

it as negative energy, and it's hurting me now. When I go anywhere where there

are a lot of people, I pull a little bit off of everyone around me. All this

stuff I've been taking is manifesting as rheumatoid arthritis, and I can't do

massage anymore.

I'm now on disability living off of $450 a month. My rent alone is $750. I

need help. I want to help others, but I'm blocked up with all this negative

energy and hurting and feeling forgotten (by everyone but the credit card

companies). Can any of you help me? My friend, Shanti, says I should send out

a letter asking all my friends if they can tithe $5 a month, but I can't make

myself do that. If no one answered I would be devastated, and there are other

things that I have tried to do, offering classes and things like that, where

only one person out of 100 answered. I'm not charismatic. No one really cares

what I have to offer because I'm not charismatic. I thought that wasn't

supposed to matter to spiritual people. Can someone help me?

[Guest guest]

( I did not forget you, sorry for my absence)

- Ray of Light,

I understand your situation, I have read your plea for help and I

will look for some of my friends and resources here. I want to know,

where are you located? you can answer me privately, I could not answer

you before, I was so overwhelmed with my own stuff, but I have been

praying for you.

You need to rid of those energies in your body, you can't continue

receiving this energy and transmuting it through your physical, because

, beyond the damages , I mean health wise, You will be be suffering

from the other side of it, which is financial reverse. Money is an

energy,(no matter what other people say) and it works like the blood in

the society like blood in our own veins.

You just can't continue doing this. There are alternatives for that, i

mean to finish the leak of energy. I will place you on the healing

grid, but I need to have more details from you, in order to keep up with

the situation. Please contact me as soon as you can.Lets work together

on this.

Much love

Liane