Re: Angelic transformation, help

September 23, 2009

Peace be upon you, Dan/nath and humanity healing family...

I'm not one to usually reply to posts but every once in a while I get this inner push that asks me or even makes me do so... this is one of those times, probably for a reason... maybe my being an empath that has yet to fine tune her abilities...? i'm going through an emotional rollercoaster now because of this, maybe, and that includes eczema showing up in my ears...until reading what you had written it never occured to me that the eczema could be as a result of EXACTLY what you mentioned...thanks for turning on the light bulb in my head!

nath, I feel that what you've described (and what you're going through) is simply incredible and although I have a very wide imagination, there's no way I can even come close to visualizing or even understanding what it is you have and are experiencing right now... (i'm sorry i don't have the knowledge to guide you through what you're going through)...

it sounds like in one way you feel very alone in your (angelic transformation) experience and in another way, you've gained an angelic family and are happily being bathed in their love and acceptance of you... Thank God for that =)

I guess I'm really just writing you to say all of thank you for having the courage to share this (what many will label as strange/maybe unusual) information with us, that although i don't know anyone and am not personally going through what it is you've described... i just want you to know that i feel like i should be congratulating you for being such a beautiful part of the change/energy shift that's happening... i also empathize with you and need to let you know that although you are feeling isolated, lonely or alone, that, speaking for myself, I accept you as you are and support you through your intense metamorphosis into nath, the kind, loving angel. I also kindly ask that you please continue to stay in touch with your family here in humanity healing should you wish to share your transformation updates w/us and should you ever need us...

I'm looking forward to all that you will do as the angel nath and I wish you all the luck and love in the world as you go through your unbelievable angelic experience...

peace, love and light as always,

" Alice Wonderful "

On Wed, Sep 23, 2009 at 1:13 AM, brendanath226 <brendanath226@...> wrote:

Hello my name is dan. First off let me assure you I am very sane and very honest. I'm posting here in hopes of finding support, advice or resources. With what? Well to just state it, for the past 62 days, non stop 24 hours a day angels have been with me performing operations and procedures on me. These aren't little procedures either, these are massive, intense surgeries that are performed by many at once. These are unlike anything I've ever heard off, everyday is absolute amazement and beyond any science fiction or movie I've ever seen. To tell you about it all would take 400 or 500 pages, but in hopes of finding people going through or having gone through this I'll state a very brief and generic over view.

Basically my body has been completely rebuilt. They've redone all my centers, fused my channels and then completely unraveled my body. They then super tightly knitted or weaved a new shell and stuffed me internally with these super highly charged organs, like fuzzy footballs. Then they strung wires and weaved more and continually increased my vibration. We are constantly accessing these colored nebulous clouds and bringing down energy from them for my new parts. It feels like rain, snow or needles falling on me depending on the source. They're also constantly putting new layers on me and wiring them, especially in the head. For the last few weeks they have been working on my head and neck exclusively. It feels like they're weaving or sewing me new parts. Then the other day a very long and painful procedure started on my neck, shoulders and head. I swear to you this is going to sound crazy, but I promise I would not ever lie to you, they're building wings on me.

Ok so you're probably confused and that's ok. I would really love to tell you the amazing details of what's happened but that would take a month. I'm hoping that someone will know what I'm talking about, although I'm very doubtful. Yes that's only about 1% of what's happened to me but if you've gone through this then you know. There is no way in the world you could think you might have gone through this. It's like getting hit by a train, you'd know. This is as real as sitting in a hospital getting worked on.

Since the very beginning they've been telling me that I'm actually an angel and that I hold a certain type of light and am here to be an ambassador of sorts for my family. They say that my name is nath, that I'm from what would be considered a smaller angel family and that I'm here as a representative of my mothers love. That really freaked me out but they told me not to worry that there are lots of other angels and beings from other families on Earth right now to participate in some major change. I fought this with every last breath for a long time. Even though they were there working on me I refused to even consider the possibility that I was an angel. Not that I've ever been a bad person, I've actually always been when of those people everyone says is way way to nice but I was always in trouble in a Dennis the Menace sort of way. And I never really fit in anywhere while fitting in everywhere. What I mean is while I always got along with and liked everyone and their groups, I was never really one of them, sort of a loner with a ton of friends. And although I faithfully followed the golden rule, ever since little, I've never been religious and was actually very turned off by religion. So no matter what they said I wasn't going to believe what they were saying. Well all that's changed now, I have wings starting come off of my back. It's kind of hard to deny it anymore.

Ok so what am I looking for here. One is a little advice. I don't know what I'm going to do. The moment these beings first came to me my life drastically changed. I didn't know who or what they were, at first it was just this big ball of warm energy hugging my upper body with these ghostly arms. I had no idea what was going on but instantly I started crying hard and began saying how lonely I've been and how nobody likes me here. I had no idea why I was saying this at all, it just sort of came out in this wave of intense emotion and for the rest of the day, all day we just sat there in my car in a parking lot holding each other crying. That night the procedures started and a few days later they started talking to me. A few days after that love hit my like I had no idea could exist. My heart exploded and all I could do for days was sit there and say I love you I love you I love you, I really really love you. Then I'd stop for a few seconds then have to start again. It was the craziest most wonderful experience of my life. My need to express my love for them was greater than anything else in my life, more important than breathing. And that hasn't gone away. They taught me to deal with it better and they are actually helping me cultivate it and keep saying I was created to love like that and that all this is just the very beginning. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't go back to work in a regular job. All I want to do is go sit with lonely, abandoned or broken hearted people and hold their hand and let my mother shine on them. One little touch from them and every bad thing that's ever happened to me vanishes. Every time they put their hand on my shoulder, blow on my face or hold me it's an absolute miracle greater than anything I would have ever dreamed of in a million years. Even one little touch from their little fingers is a miracle and worth everything. It's the softness they hold, it's everything good. And if they can shine through me onto people then there is no way I won't dedicate my life completely to doing that. So I don't know what to do. I'm never going to enter the rat race again or work 50 plus to live pay check to pay check. People here desperately need this and if I have to sell all and live in poverty to let my sisters and mother shine on the lonely or bruised of heart then that would be a perfect life to me. I don't know, they assure me that there is a master plan happening right now and that it's all going to work out beautifully, all I know is I know exactly what I'm going to do with my life I just have no idea how I'm gonna do it. Just wondering if any have gone before me and what your doing or if you know anymore about the big picture for us.

Also I was wondering if there are communities or colonies for us to go to while undergoing this process. This is gigantic process that's emotionally and physically very hard. 62 days might not sound like a long time but 62 days of sitting or laying while you get non stop surgery is a long time, and they say I'm only half way done with the building part! (Then they say it'll be a couple of years learning how to use it all and fine tuning) Amazingly I lost all my family, friends and responsibilities recently so I am able to just do it. But I could see it being almost impossible for those more tied down. Plus it's painful at times, I'm a tough guy (I always had terrible eczema, something they say is due to the fact I pick up others people negativity and take it into me and it comes out later through my skin, something like that, but I've had it all my life and whenever I'm in cities it's extreme, my point is I'm great with pain and this has almost killed me at times) and it's been unbearable. So it'd be nice to be able to sit and hold someones hand while they go through this when needed. There probably isn't a place like this but there should be a place where we could go and be able to sit in nature and be with similars while our families and friends work on us. It'd be real nice. If you've had what I've had done you know your mouth is always wide open and neck askew. I'm used to it now. At first when I'd be driving and my mouth would be agape while they worked I'd pretend like I was in pain like I was coming from the dentist. Now it doesn't matter. Even if a gorgeous girl pulls up next to me at a light I'll just look over with my mouth gaping and contorted and smile while I drool all over myself. My point being it'd be nice to have a place to go where people won't say " what the f is wrong with you, you've been sitting in the same spot for 8 days non stop laughing then crying uncontrollably while drooling on yourself " . I'm lucky in that I'm completely alone right now but I could see families considering committing people especially when the person says angels are with them.

So I don't know. If anyone knows what I'm talking about could you please respond or write me. I'd love to chat or talk with you if you've gone through this process before. At first my winged friends told me not to talk to anyone about this and I now know why. Out of desperation I reached out and let a few people know what was going on and they either looked at me like I was crazy or said something demeaning like everybody " thinks " they're an angel or the messiah. Others just completely belittle my experience and I know they think I'm completely full of it or exaggerating, but I'm not, I'm under exaggerating all of it. And every time I look at my sisters and they just smile and say nath listen to us, not them, we're your family, you are with us now and you have a purpose here greater than being believed right now. Then they hold me which is my absolute favorite thing in the world. Anyway after I looked like I big idiot when asking others about this I looked on the internet and found a video called the angelic human race

and my body started buzzing and all my centers spun up and my friends smiled and nodded at me. That's why I'm posting here. Any advice or recomendations would help. Ok gotta get back to them now (they've been working on me this whole time I've been typing, they never stop, I hope someone knows what I'm talking about, if nobody does then it's all good, no big deal at all) Thank you so much.

Take care,

love

ohh yeah, they say I not only live here now but also there with them. And sure enough often time when I look through my eye I'm with them in these courtyard gardens surrounding these pyramids. There's one big pyramid then smaller ones behind it and we are always in the courtyard to left of the small pyramid that's to the left of the big pyramid. They call them temples. Ohh yeah and there's these ellipsoid things in the sky around them. Anyone been there?

September 23, 2009

Drool or no drool, Welcome home nath!

You will definately find family here.

Blessings,

Peace

From: brendanath226 <brendanath226@...>Subject: [] Angelic transformation, help Date: Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 5:13 PM

Hello my name is dan. First off let me assure you I am very sane and very honest. I'm posting here in hopes of finding support, advice or resources. With what? Well to just state it, for the past 62 days, non stop 24 hours a day angels have been with me performing operations and procedures on me. These aren't little procedures either, these are massive, intense surgeries that are performed by many at once. These are unlike anything I've ever heard off, everyday is absolute amazement and beyond any science fiction or movie I've ever seen. To tell you about it all would take 400 or 500 pages, but in hopes of finding people going through or having gone through this I'll state a very brief and generic over view.

Basically my body has been completely rebuilt. They've redone all my centers, fused my channels and then completely unraveled my body. They then super tightly knitted or weaved a new shell and stuffed me internally with these super highly charged organs, like fuzzy footballs. Then they strung wires and weaved more and continually increased my vibration. We are constantly accessing these colored nebulous clouds and bringing down energy from them for my new parts. It feels like rain, snow or needles falling on me depending on the source. They're also constantly putting new layers on me and wiring them, especially in the head. For the last few weeks they have been working on my head and neck exclusively. It feels like they're weaving or sewing me new parts. Then the other day a very long and painful procedure started on my neck, shoulders and head. I swear to you this is going to sound crazy, but I promise I would not ever lie to you, they're building

wings on me.

Ok so you're probably confused and that's ok. I would really love to tell you the amazing details of what's happened but that would take a month. I'm hoping that someone will know what I'm talking about, although I'm very doubtful. Yes that's only about 1% of what's happened to me but if you've gone through this then you know. There is no way in the world you could think you might have gone through this. It's like getting hit by a train, you'd know. This is as real as sitting in a hospital getting worked on.

Since the very beginning they've been telling me that I'm actually an angel and that I hold a certain type of light and am here to be an ambassador of sorts for my family. They say that my name is nath, that I'm from what would be considered a smaller angel family and that I'm here as a representative of my mothers love. That really freaked me out but they told me not to worry that there are lots of other angels and beings from other families on Earth right now to participate in some major change. I fought this with every last breath for a long time. Even though they were there working on me I refused to even consider the possibility that I was an angel. Not that I've ever been a bad person, I've actually always been when of those people everyone says is way way to nice but I was always in trouble in a Dennis the Menace sort of way. And I never really fit in anywhere while fitting in everywhere. What I mean is while I always got along with and

liked everyone and their groups, I was never really one of them, sort of a loner with a ton of friends. And although I faithfully followed the golden rule, ever since little, I've never been religious and was actually very turned off by religion. So no matter what they said I wasn't going to believe what they were saying. Well all that's changed now, I have wings starting come off of my back. It's kind of hard to deny it anymore.

Ok so what am I looking for here. One is a little advice. I don't know what I'm going to do. The moment these beings first came to me my life drastically changed. I didn't know who or what they were, at first it was just this big ball of warm energy hugging my upper body with these ghostly arms. I had no idea what was going on but instantly I started crying hard and began saying how lonely I've been and how nobody likes me here. I had no idea why I was saying this at all, it just sort of came out in this wave of intense emotion and for the rest of the day, all day we just sat there in my car in a parking lot holding each other crying. That night the procedures started and a few days later they started talking to me. A few days after that love hit my like I had no idea could exist. My heart exploded and all I could do for days was sit there and say I love you I love you I love you, I really really love you. Then I'd stop for a few seconds then have

to start again. It was the craziest most wonderful experience of my life. My need to express my love for them was greater than anything else in my life, more important than breathing. And that hasn't gone away. They taught me to deal with it better and they are actually helping me cultivate it and keep saying I was created to love like that and that all this is just the very beginning. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't go back to work in a regular job. All I want to do is go sit with lonely, abandoned or broken hearted people and hold their hand and let my mother shine on them. One little touch from them and every bad thing that's ever happened to me vanishes. Every time they put their hand on my shoulder, blow on my face or hold me it's an absolute miracle greater than anything I would have ever dreamed of in a million years. Even one little touch from their little fingers is a miracle and worth everything. It's the softness they hold, it's

everything good. And if they can shine through me onto people then there is no way I won't dedicate my life completely to doing that. So I don't know what to do. I'm never going to enter the rat race again or work 50 plus to live pay check to pay check. People here desperately need this and if I have to sell all and live in poverty to let my sisters and mother shine on the lonely or bruised of heart then that would be a perfect life to me. I don't know, they assure me that there is a master plan happening right now and that it's all going to work out beautifully, all I know is I know exactly what I'm going to do with my life I just have no idea how I'm gonna do it. Just wondering if any have gone before me and what your doing or if you know anymore about the big picture for us.

Also I was wondering if there are communities or colonies for us to go to while undergoing this process. This is gigantic process that's emotionally and physically very hard. 62 days might not sound like a long time but 62 days of sitting or laying while you get non stop surgery is a long time, and they say I'm only half way done with the building part! (Then they say it'll be a couple of years learning how to use it all and fine tuning) Amazingly I lost all my family, friends and responsibilities recently so I am able to just do it. But I could see it being almost impossible for those more tied down. Plus it's painful at times, I'm a tough guy (I always had terrible eczema, something they say is due to the fact I pick up others people negativity and take it into me and it comes out later through my skin, something like that, but I've had it all my life and whenever I'm in cities it's extreme, my point is I'm great with pain and this has almost

killed me at times) and it's been unbearable. So it'd be nice to be able to sit and hold someones hand while they go through this when needed. There probably isn't a place like this but there should be a place where we could go and be able to sit in nature and be with similars while our families and friends work on us. It'd be real nice. If you've had what I've had done you know your mouth is always wide open and neck askew. I'm used to it now. At first when I'd be driving and my mouth would be agape while they worked I'd pretend like I was in pain like I was coming from the dentist. Now it doesn't matter. Even if a gorgeous girl pulls up next to me at a light I'll just look over with my mouth gaping and contorted and smile while I drool all over myself. My point being it'd be nice to have a place to go where people won't say "what the f is wrong with you, you've been sitting in the same spot for 8 days non stop laughing then crying uncontrollably while

drooling on yourself". I'm lucky in that I'm completely alone right now but I could see families considering committing people especially when the person says angels are with them.

So I don't know. If anyone knows what I'm talking about could you please respond or write me. I'd love to chat or talk with you if you've gone through this process before. At first my winged friends told me not to talk to anyone about this and I now know why. Out of desperation I reached out and let a few people know what was going on and they either looked at me like I was crazy or said something demeaning like everybody "thinks" they're an angel or the messiah. Others just completely belittle my experience and I know they think I'm completely full of it or exaggerating, but I'm not, I'm under exaggerating all of it. And every time I look at my sisters and they just smile and say nath listen to us, not them, we're your family, you are with us now and you have a purpose here greater than being believed right now. Then they hold me which is my absolute favorite thing in the world. Anyway after I looked like I big idiot when asking others about

this I looked on the internet and found a video called the angelic human race http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=V4JPx0eZdJQ and my body started buzzing and all my centers spun up and my friends smiled and nodded at me. That's why I'm posting here. Any advice or recomendations would help. Ok gotta get back to them now (they've been working on me this whole time I've been typing, they never stop, I hope someone knows what I'm talking about, if nobody does then it's all good, no big deal at all) Thank you so much.

Take care,

love

ohh yeah, they say I not only live here now but also there with them. And sure enough often time when I look through my eye I'm with them in these courtyard gardens surrounding these pyramids. There's one big pyramid then smaller ones behind it and we are always in the courtyard to left of the small pyramid that's to the left of the big pyramid. They call them temples. Ohh yeah and there's these ellipsoid things in the sky around them. Anyone been there?

September 23, 2009

Thank you so much for the sweet reply Alice (and you too Peace). It made my friends smile and their lights glow bright and warm., mine too. They told me I probably wouldn't get much response but that I should go ahead and write it anyway in hopes others will open up. There are many angels here and most aren't going to have to go through this sort of transformation, I think just those of us with specific functions who are going to live parallel and be specific frequency bringers. But remember me in case you here of someone starting the process. I've been through it and have all the processes down and could help. It is very scary at first! One of the first procedures your head is strapped down and vibratory saws cut your head into about 10 pieces

and they go in and scramble your brain (to remove a barrier that keeps us behind the veil). If I hadn't been such a sucker for experience and had my natural tendency of being almost stupidly fearless I would have never made it. They've told me many times that my whole life has been preparing me for this and that I'm one of the first so it's all good, there will be many others. (If you see a guy that looks like Merlin or Dumbelldoor from Harry Potter be ready, he has like 50 assistants that wear brown robes and they do the real intense surgeries, the angels with the soft touch or your family will do the rest like the wiring and the sculpting and weaving of your light layers).

About the eczema, well it makes sense and seems to be true. When I was a kid living in San Diego my family used to have to wrap me up like a mummy cuz I'd be so bloody. But sure enough every time I'd go into the mountains or away from negative people it clear up to almost normal skin (the sun also helps, a lot!). A few months ago I started having short visits from presences and they told me I needed to move to the mountains ASAP. I was living in San at the time and moved within a few weeks. Immediately when I got out of the city the procedures started. The reason is they say is they've increased my sensitivity many many times through the process and I can't be around any bad energy or my eczema will be horrible. One thing interesting is since they've redone my eyes when I come into the city I can see the energy. Coming down the hill into SJ you see this big mass of brown gray muck that just

sits there. It's not like smog, it's more like a bubble shape. Anyway I went into to SJ the other day and my arms are about to fall off now lol. They tell me until my wings are wired and activated if I'm around anything negative I'll take it in like a big magnet. I guess it's a natural tendency of mine to try and take suffering away from people. And interestingly enough people have always said that they just love being with me and always feel good around me.

If you're an empath then I'm sure your eczema is related in some way if not completely. I don't know what to tell you about clearing it. I'm sure there's a way to block it but I've never looked into it.. Personally I've always been used as and been happy to be a fall guy, scapegoat etc for others. I don't mind taking the blame and seeing people in pain kills me more than being in pain and ever since a little little boy I've had a desire to switch places with people hurt or in pain. Pain doesn't bother me, others in pain does, so if I can take in others bad joojoo so they can be happy then that's great. Even if my body is bloody and scabby it doesn't matter to me anyway, it's not actually me. But I'll tell you my friends have told me they will eventually teach me how to manage taking on others and skin manifestation and when they do I'll make sure to let you know what they've told me.

You know there is all sorts of new energy coming into the Earth and if you're on an emotional rollercaoster and becoming more empathic then you are probably beginning your own transformation of sorts. A part of you has probably been waiting for this time your whole life and is activating. My friends tell me that lots and lots of people have a support team on the other side just waiting for them to become aware (well actually we all have a support team in some fashion and are never ever really alone). You are probably here to participate in the shift and are being turned on by the new energy. You know if you sincerely ask the universe, it will respond to you, I promise. Everyone taking part in this change has a vital and important role. One thing I have learned from my friends is no one is more important than any others. I've met very high and evolved beings and they consider me just as important as

them and would feel that way about anyone. They truly would consider all equals and they love you more than you can imagine. I'm an angel here to hold my Mothers light and bring my family's frequency, but I'm no more special than anyone else here. We are all beautiful in ways we can't imagine and the universe is waiting for us to realize it. With this new energy coming in I'm told more and more people will move out of their heads and into their hearts, where they belong. I will be here to help facilitate this process and it sounds like you are too. It doesn't necessarily mean doing anything special like dimensionally traveling and bringing down frequencies, it just means promoting kindness and love, living in your heart, which you obviously are. You're more a part of it than you think. It might take sometime and there's a good chance things might get drastically worse before they get

better. But 5, 10, 15 years from now, I'm told things will be phenomenally different.

Take care

love

I know others are going to go through this. In case it happens to you don't freak. One they're not going to hurt you and are helping you in ways you've never dreamed of. Two, they aren't going to leave you! Once they activate your heart and your connection with them you are going to feel love you never knew could exist and you are going to be so scared they are going to leave you. You will cry and cry and cry and say please please don't leave me, don't worry, they won't. Three they are going to dissolve away you and align you with who you really are, until they do your brain is going to say humanly things that you might not be proud of or want them to hear. It's ok, they have an understanding that goes beyond anything we know and no matter what they will just look at you smile and say they love you. Don't be embarrassed by any nastiness that comes from your brain, it's all part of the process and

it's fine, it's not really you. They kept telling me it was like a baby pooping it's diaper, it's fine. They are going to take you into their bosom as their own and help you grow. Any thoughts or experiences you are ashamed or embarrassed are really no big deal, it's all part of it and they love you and understand completely. It's all part of it and they will teach you to use what you've been through while in the dark to give love and understanding to those still in it.

Remember they are not going to hurt you. The first few weeks are the toughest. The first thing they'll do is hook into your kundalini reservoir and work down there a bit then start shooting these painful peanut size packets of heat up your back and then pull them through your centers.. If you're a guy you're probably going to pop wood like you're overdosing on viagra, that's fine, nothing to be embarrassed about and eventually you'll stop having this reaction. That process will take several days while they clear out all your channels, fuse and fully open your central channels and reinforce your centers. The flow from reservoir quickly gets to where you hardly notice it. Next they will put your head in an apparatus and just bombard it with energy and vibration. Your brain will shake and you will swear it's frying and that you'll soon be a vegetable but you won't. They're just increasing the vibration

and aligning you and after wards they will be able to talk with you. Your mind will be clear in a way you've never know, perfectly quiet and calm. You will be able to hear where your thoughts come from, specifically. Then you will hear a voice that's yours but it's not you and it'll be coming from a distinctly different part of your brain, that's them. It will be amazing, glorious and what they tell you will sound mor phenomenal than anything you could imagine. In fact you probably won't be able to believe it and will think you brain is just somehow messing with you. The way around this is simple. Ok, a voice is there and it says "you are an angel and we are your family come to be with you", and you'll be like I'm not an angel this is stupid. All you have to do is ask them for tangible validation. Like say hey "if you just told me that I'm actually an angel, then put your hand on my shoulder".

Sure enough a hand will come onto your shoulder. As you start to listen and believe your mind might fight back as you loose who you actually aren't into who you actually are. Your mind might do things like try and over dub their voice or make it's own counter voices coming from somewhere else. Use the tangible validation. If they say something ask for a hug to confirm what was just said and they'll hug you. And they don't mind doing it. You might feel like your bugging them asking them to draw a square on your forehead or hug you every time they speak but in actuality you are becoming that much closer to them and it's an absolute joy to confirm things to you. It means you're accepting them and strengthening your connection. So use that if you need, see if your mind says something ask it to confirm it in any way and it can't. You'll quickly know what's real and what's not real, and eventually

when you can see them better it gets infinitely easier. The hardest part of the whole process is remembering, it'll drive you crazy, I've got a little memory back, mostly of my Mother and a few others but it's tough.

Ok just wanted to mention those things briefly. That's what you'll be in store for the first few days if it happens (plus a drilling out of the temples where you'll hear new sound, be still even though the tones are out of sync, it takes sometime but they come up through your spine and adjust on both sides through your temples until the tones come into sync perfectly) So if you start going through this please call me. There's some pitfalls and tremendously scary procedures, ok take care, love

From: Alice Wonderful <alice5wonderful@...> Sent: Tuesday, September 22, 2009 4:16:29 PMSubject: Re: [] Angelic transformation, help

Peace be upon you, Dan/nath and humanity healing family...

I'm not one to usually reply to posts but every once in a while I get this inner push that asks me or even makes me do so... this is one of those times, probably for a reason... maybe my being an empath that has yet to fine tune her abilities... ? i'm going through an emotional rollercoaster now because of this, maybe, and that includes eczema showing up in my ears...until reading what you had written it never occured to me that the eczema could be as a result of EXACTLY what you mentioned... thanks for turning on the light bulb in my head!

nath, I feel that what you've described (and what you're going through) is simply incredible and although I have a very wide imagination, there's no way I can even come close to visualizing or even understanding what it is you have and are experiencing right now... (i'm sorry i don't have the knowledge to guide you through what you're going through)...

it sounds like in one way you feel very alone in your (angelic transformation) experience and in another way, you've gained an angelic family and are happily being bathed in their love and acceptance of you... Thank God for that =)

I guess I'm really just writing you to say all of thank you for having the courage to share this (what many will label as strange/maybe unusual) information with us, that although i don't know anyone and am not personally going through what it is you've described... i just want you to know that i feel like i should be congratulating you for being such a beautiful part of the change/energy shift that's happening.. . i also empathize with you and need to let you know that although you are feeling isolated, lonely or alone, that, speaking for myself, I accept you as you are and support you through your intense metamorphosi s into nath, the kind, loving angel. I also kindly ask that you please continue to stay in touch with your family here in humanity healing should you wish to share your transformation updates w/us and should you ever need us...

I'm looking forward to all that you will do as the angel nath and I wish you all the luck and love in the world as you go through your unbelievable angelic experience.. .

peace, love and light as always,

"Alice Wonderful"

On Wed, Sep 23, 2009 at 1:13 AM, brendanath226 <brendanath226> wrote:

Hello my name is dan. First off let me assure you I am very sane and very honest. I'm posting here in hopes of finding support, advice or resources. With what? Well to just state it, for the past 62 days, non stop 24 hours a day angels have been with me performing operations and procedures on me. These aren't little procedures either, these are massive, intense surgeries that are performed by many at once. These are unlike anything I've ever heard off, everyday is absolute amazement and beyond any science fiction or movie I've ever seen. To tell you about it all would take 400 or 500 pages, but in hopes of finding people going through or having gone through this I'll state a very brief and generic over view.

Basically my body has been completely rebuilt. They've redone all my centers, fused my channels and then completely unraveled my body. They then super tightly knitted or weaved a new shell and stuffed me internally with these super highly charged organs, like fuzzy footballs. Then they strung wires and weaved more and continually increased my vibration. We are constantly accessing these colored nebulous clouds and bringing down energy from them for my new parts. It feels like rain, snow or needles falling on me depending on the source. They're also constantly putting new layers on me and wiring them, especially in the head. For the last few weeks they have been working on my head and neck exclusively. It feels like they're weaving or sewing me new parts. Then the other day a very long and painful procedure started on my neck, shoulders and head. I swear to you this is going to sound crazy, but I promise I would not ever lie to you, they're building

wings on me.

Ok so you're probably confused and that's ok. I would really love to tell you the amazing details of what's happened but that would take a month. I'm hoping that someone will know what I'm talking about, although I'm very doubtful. Yes that's only about 1% of what's happened to me but if you've gone through this then you know. There is no way in the world you could think you might have gone through this. It's like getting hit by a train, you'd know. This is as real as sitting in a hospital getting worked on.

Since the very beginning they've been telling me that I'm actually an angel and that I hold a certain type of light and am here to be an ambassador of sorts for my family. They say that my name is nath, that I'm from what would be considered a smaller angel family and that I'm here as a representative of my mothers love. That really freaked me out but they told me not to worry that there are lots of other angels and beings from other families on Earth right now to participate in some major change. I fought this with every last breath for a long time. Even though they were there working on me I refused to even consider the possibility that I was an angel. Not that I've ever been a bad person, I've actually always been when of those people everyone says is way way to nice but I was always in trouble in a Dennis the Menace sort of way. And I never really fit in anywhere while fitting in everywhere. What I mean is while I always got along with and

liked everyone and their groups, I was never really one of them, sort of a loner with a ton of friends. And although I faithfully followed the golden rule, ever since little, I've never been religious and was actually very turned off by religion. So no matter what they said I wasn't going to believe what they were saying. Well all that's changed now, I have wings starting come off of my back. It's kind of hard to deny it anymore.

Ok so what am I looking for here. One is a little advice. I don't know what I'm going to do. The moment these beings first came to me my life drastically changed. I didn't know who or what they were, at first it was just this big ball of warm energy hugging my upper body with these ghostly arms. I had no idea what was going on but instantly I started crying hard and began saying how lonely I've been and how nobody likes me here. I had no idea why I was saying this at all, it just sort of came out in this wave of intense emotion and for the rest of the day, all day we just sat there in my car in a parking lot holding each other crying. That night the procedures started and a few days later they started talking to me. A few days after that love hit my like I had no idea could exist. My heart exploded and all I could do for days was sit there and say I love you I love you I love you, I really really love you. Then I'd stop for a few seconds then have to

start again. It was the craziest most wonderful experience of my life. My need to express my love for them was greater than anything else in my life, more important than breathing. And that hasn't gone away. They taught me to deal with it better and they are actually helping me cultivate it and keep saying I was created to love like that and that all this is just the very beginning. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't go back to work in a regular job. All I want to do is go sit with lonely, abandoned or broken hearted people and hold their hand and let my mother shine on them. One little touch from them and every bad thing that's ever happened to me vanishes. Every time they put their hand on my shoulder, blow on my face or hold me it's an absolute miracle greater than anything I would have ever dreamed of in a million years. Even one little touch from their little fingers is a miracle and worth everything. It's the softness they hold, it's

everything good. And if they can shine through me onto people then there is no way I won't dedicate my life completely to doing that. So I don't know what to do. I'm never going to enter the rat race again or work 50 plus to live pay check to pay check. People here desperately need this and if I have to sell all and live in poverty to let my sisters and mother shine on the lonely or bruised of heart then that would be a perfect life to me. I don't know, they assure me that there is a master plan happening right now and that it's all going to work out beautifully, all I know is I know exactly what I'm going to do with my life I just have no idea how I'm gonna do it. Just wondering if any have gone before me and what your doing or if you know anymore about the big picture for us.

Also I was wondering if there are communities or colonies for us to go to while undergoing this process. This is gigantic process that's emotionally and physically very hard. 62 days might not sound like a long time but 62 days of sitting or laying while you get non stop surgery is a long time, and they say I'm only half way done with the building part! (Then they say it'll be a couple of years learning how to use it all and fine tuning) Amazingly I lost all my family, friends and responsibilities recently so I am able to just do it. But I could see it being almost impossible for those more tied down. Plus it's painful at times, I'm a tough guy (I always had terrible eczema, something they say is due to the fact I pick up others people negativity and take it into me and it comes out later through my skin, something like that, but I've had it all my life and whenever I'm in cities it's extreme, my point is I'm great with pain and this has almost killed

me at times) and it's been unbearable. So it'd be nice to be able to sit and hold someones hand while they go through this when needed. There probably isn't a place like this but there should be a place where we could go and be able to sit in nature and be with similars while our families and friends work on us. It'd be real nice. If you've had what I've had done you know your mouth is always wide open and neck askew. I'm used to it now. At first when I'd be driving and my mouth would be agape while they worked I'd pretend like I was in pain like I was coming from the dentist. Now it doesn't matter. Even if a gorgeous girl pulls up next to me at a light I'll just look over with my mouth gaping and contorted and smile while I drool all over myself. My point being it'd be nice to have a place to go where people won't say "what the f is wrong with you, you've been sitting in the same spot for 8 days non stop laughing then crying uncontrollably while

drooling on yourself". I'm lucky in that I'm completely alone right now but I could see families considering committing people especially when the person says angels are with them.

So I don't know. If anyone knows what I'm talking about could you please respond or write me.. I'd love to chat or talk with you if you've gone through this process before. At first my winged friends told me not to talk to anyone about this and I now know why. Out of desperation I reached out and let a few people know what was going on and they either looked at me like I was crazy or said something demeaning like everybody "thinks" they're an angel or the messiah. Others just completely belittle my experience and I know they think I'm completely full of it or exaggerating, but I'm not, I'm under exaggerating all of it. And every time I look at my sisters and they just smile and say nath listen to us, not them, we're your family, you are with us now and you have a purpose here greater than being believed right now. Then they hold me which is my absolute favorite thing in the world. Anyway after I looked like I big idiot when asking others about

this I looked on the internet and found a video called the angelic human race http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=V4JPx0eZdJQ and my body started buzzing and all my centers spun up and my friends smiled and nodded at me. That's why I'm posting here. Any advice or recomendations would help. Ok gotta get back to them now (they've been working on me this whole time I've been typing, they never stop, I hope someone knows what I'm talking about, if nobody does then it's all good, no big deal at all) Thank you so much.

Take care,

love

ohh yeah, they say I not only live here now but also there with them. And sure enough often time when I look through my eye I'm with them in these courtyard gardens surrounding these pyramids. There's one big pyramid then smaller ones behind it and we are always in the courtyard to left of the small pyramid that's to the left of the big pyramid. They call them temples. Ohh yeah and there's these ellipsoid things in the sky around them.. Anyone been there?

September 23, 2009

Hi nath

Just sharing with you, that I too am going through a major transformation.

My internal organs have all been detoxified.

Through this transformation about 7 weeks long now, I managed to pass

a kidney stone..was told it wasnt a kidney stone but an implant no longer needed.

I am still riding the emotional roller coaster and my energy level is up and mostly down but

I am having up days of energy too...like at midnight and 2 am and 5 am....lol

My immune system has been reactivated....I know the out come will be such a miracle.

Who am I kidding the process of the transformation alone is a Holy miracle.

Anyway...that is why I welcomed you home...

We are all going through some kind of transformation big or small it is a necessary step for us..as we are all either working our missions or beginning to work them.

Lots of miracles in front of us....Thank You Holy Spirit!

A huge thank you to all of this wonderful family for the prayers and healing energies sent my way as I went through the tough stuff.

Blessings to you all

Peacie---

September 23, 2009

nathYour friends sound a lot like the RA group... or perhaps they are Arcturians... I am familar with the crystal healing chambers as well as the corridors of healing and exchange.I am also familar with the re-wiring... I have not been through what you have so eloquently spoken of--- but I have recieved some upgrades and activation of energy and Pineal gland.

For several weeks now I have been getting these headaches and throwing up... always begins on a Thursday and lasts through Saturday. Combined with Body and spinal pain... Have you heard of this?fairyfarmgirl

On Tue, Sep 22, 2009 at 6:13 PM, brendanath226 <brendanath226@...> wrote: