Angelic transformation, help

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Hello my name is dan. First off let me assure you I am very sane and very honest. I'm posting here in hopes of finding support, advice or resources. With what? Well to just state it, for the past 62 days, non stop 24 hours a day angels have been with me performing operations and procedures on me. These aren't little procedures either, these are massive, intense surgeries that are performed by many at once. These are unlike anything I've ever heard off, everyday is absolute amazement and beyond any science fiction or movie I've ever seen. To tell you about it all would take 400 or 500 pages, but in hopes of finding people going through or having gone through this I'll state a very brief and generic over view.

Basically my body has been completely rebuilt. They've redone all my centers, fused my channels and then completely unraveled my body. They then super tightly knitted or weaved a new shell and stuffed me internally with these super highly charged organs, like fuzzy footballs. Then they strung wires and weaved more and continually increased my vibration. We are constantly accessing these colored nebulous clouds and bringing down energy from them for my new parts. It feels like rain, snow or needles falling on me depending on the source. They're also constantly putting new layers on me and wiring them, especially in the head. For the last few weeks they have been working on my head and neck exclusively. It feels like they're weaving or sewing me new parts. Then the other day a very long and painful procedure started on my neck, shoulders and head. I swear to you this is going to sound crazy, but I promise I would not ever lie to you, they're building wings on me.

Ok so you're probably confused and that's ok. I would really love to tell you the amazing details of what's happened but that would take a month. I'm hoping that someone will know what I'm talking about, although I'm very doubtful. Yes that's only about 1% of what's happened to me but if you've gone through this then you know. There is no way in the world you could think you might have gone through this. It's like getting hit by a train, you'd know. This is as real as sitting in a hospital getting worked on.

Since the very beginning they've been telling me that I'm actually an angel and that I hold a certain type of light and am here to be an ambassador of sorts for my family. They say that my name is nath, that I'm from what would be considered a smaller angel family and that I'm here as a representative of my mothers love. That really freaked me out but they told me not to worry that there are lots of other angels and beings from other families on Earth right now to participate in some major change. I fought this with every last breath for a long time. Even though they were there working on me I refused to even consider the possibility that I was an angel. Not that I've ever been a bad person, I've actually always been when of those people everyone says is way way to nice but I was always in trouble in a Dennis the Menace sort of way. And I never really fit in anywhere while fitting in everywhere. What I mean is while I always got along with and liked everyone and their groups, I was never really one of them, sort of a loner with a ton of friends. And although I faithfully followed the golden rule, ever since little, I've never been religious and was actually very turned off by religion. So no matter what they said I wasn't going to believe what they were saying. Well all that's changed now, I have wings starting come off of my back. It's kind of hard to deny it anymore.

Ok so what am I looking for here. One is a little advice. I don't know what I'm going to do. The moment these beings first came to me my life drastically changed. I didn't know who or what they were, at first it was just this big ball of warm energy hugging my upper body with these ghostly arms. I had no idea what was going on but instantly I started crying hard and began saying how lonely I've been and how nobody likes me here. I had no idea why I was saying this at all, it just sort of came out in this wave of intense emotion and for the rest of the day, all day we just sat there in my car in a parking lot holding each other crying. That night the procedures started and a few days later they started talking to me. A few days after that love hit my like I had no idea could exist. My heart exploded and all I could do for days was sit there and say I love you I love you I love you, I really really love you. Then I'd stop for a few seconds then have to start again. It was the craziest most wonderful experience of my life. My need to express my love for them was greater than anything else in my life, more important than breathing. And that hasn't gone away. They taught me to deal with it better and they are actually helping me cultivate it and keep saying I was created to love like that and that all this is just the very beginning. So I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't go back to work in a regular job. All I want to do is go sit with lonely, abandoned or broken hearted people and hold their hand and let my mother shine on them. One little touch from them and every bad thing that's ever happened to me vanishes. Every time they put their hand on my shoulder, blow on my face or hold me it's an absolute miracle greater than anything I would have ever dreamed of in a million years. Even one little touch from their little fingers is a miracle and worth everything. It's the softness they hold, it's everything good. And if they can shine through me onto people then there is no way I won't dedicate my life completely to doing that. So I don't know what to do. I'm never going to enter the rat race again or work 50 plus to live pay check to pay check. People here desperately need this and if I have to sell all and live in poverty to let my sisters and mother shine on the lonely or bruised of heart then that would be a perfect life to me. I don't know, they assure me that there is a master plan happening right now and that it's all going to work out beautifully, all I know is I know exactly what I'm going to do with my life I just have no idea how I'm gonna do it. Just wondering if any have gone before me and what your doing or if you know anymore about the big picture for us.

Also I was wondering if there are communities or colonies for us to go to while undergoing this process. This is gigantic process that's emotionally and physically very hard. 62 days might not sound like a long time but 62 days of sitting or laying while you get non stop surgery is a long time, and they say I'm only half way done with the building part! (Then they say it'll be a couple of years learning how to use it all and fine tuning) Amazingly I lost all my family, friends and responsibilities recently so I am able to just do it. But I could see it being almost impossible for those more tied down. Plus it's painful at times, I'm a tough guy (I always had terrible eczema, something they say is due to the fact I pick up others people negativity and take it into me and it comes out later through my skin, something like that, but I've had it all my life and whenever I'm in cities it's extreme, my point is I'm great with pain and this has almost killed me at times) and it's been unbearable. So it'd be nice to be able to sit and hold someones hand while they go through this when needed. There probably isn't a place like this but there should be a place where we could go and be able to sit in nature and be with similars while our families and friends work on us. It'd be real nice. If you've had what I've had done you know your mouth is always wide open and neck askew. I'm used to it now. At first when I'd be driving and my mouth would be agape while they worked I'd pretend like I was in pain like I was coming from the dentist. Now it doesn't matter. Even if a gorgeous girl pulls up next to me at a light I'll just look over with my mouth gaping and contorted and smile while I drool all over myself. My point being it'd be nice to have a place to go where people won't say "what the f is wrong with you, you've been sitting in the same spot for 8 days non stop laughing then crying uncontrollably while drooling on yourself". I'm lucky in that I'm completely alone right now but I could see families considering committing people especially when the person says angels are with them.

So I don't know. If anyone knows what I'm talking about could you please respond or write me. I'd love to chat or talk with you if you've gone through this process before. At first my winged friends told me not to talk to anyone about this and I now know why. Out of desperation I reached out and let a few people know what was going on and they either looked at me like I was crazy or said something demeaning like everybody "thinks" they're an angel or the messiah. Others just completely belittle my experience and I know they think I'm completely full of it or exaggerating, but I'm not, I'm under exaggerating all of it. And every time I look at my sisters and they just smile and say nath listen to us, not them, we're your family, you are with us now and you have a purpose here greater than being believed right now. Then they hold me which is my absolute favorite thing in the world. Anyway after I looked like I big idiot when asking others about this I looked on the internet and found a video called the angelic human race

and my body started buzzing and all my centers spun up and my friends smiled and nodded at me. That's why I'm posting here. Any advice or recomendations would help. Ok gotta get back to them now (they've been working on me this whole time I've been typing, they never stop, I hope someone knows what I'm talking about, if nobody does then it's all good, no big deal at all) Thank you so much.

Take care,

love

ohh yeah, they say I not only live here now but also there with them. And sure enough often time when I look through my eye I'm with them in these courtyard gardens surrounding these pyramids. There's one big pyramid then smaller ones behind it and we are always in the courtyard to left of the small pyramid that's to the left of the big pyramid. They call them temples. Ohh yeah and there's these ellipsoid things in the sky around them. Anyone been there?