Guilty Spells R Us

[Guest guest]

Even that we think we are here speaks to our unconscious guilt.

We are expressions of our parent's guilt.

We express guilt.

Sex: out of our skin, expression of separation from God and that we believe we are not

enough; out of, exclusive, and away from God, disconnected

Skin seems to embody us as, us in separation so when we see our skin as our separation boundary, we intimate that everything outside skin excludes us outside and everything inside us includes just as alone.

We seem alone and separate, alive or dead, exclusive to each other.

When we use "peeling the onion" as an idea bubble to express that entering Christ consciousness at the center of layers of, let us say unconscious guilt, we can revel knowing that no thing, nothing, no more layers seems like no more unconscious guilt leaves just some sort of invisible energy at the center of us. When we pray forgiveness prayers with Holy Spirit, meditate focusing on the space between breaths, and thank God for creating us in Oneness, the essence of us, the energy of us, slows down, let's go of and unlearns the us of us, and leads us to the Pineal Gland portal in the center of our two hemispheres in our duality brain.

As we approach this portal, we are welcomed in to sort of an oceanic experience of inner Peace, and gradually learn inner experiences within seeming ethereal dimensions, and when we devote ourselves to innocence again we realize that all our definition perspectives, even of ethereal, are merely human perspectives based on ill motives, judgment and unconscious guilt, itself. The blood in the Pineal gland is 80% more dense than anywhere in the body; inside this portal our consciousness of good conscience is protected like gimbaled flux concentrations spin and tumble. No waves from radio, vhf, uhf, elementals from old dramas, or even our own ways of thinking can contaminate past this protection.

The Pineal gland is shaped just like a Pine cone, has cones and rods just like our two "outer" eyes, secretes melatonin as soon as we close our eyes and wake up, and transforms chemical energy into light. Another source of similar levels of melatonin are available in our genital area, and seem to rest at a portal here as a choice to express out or embrace in this enlightening resource. Entering in our Pineal or in and up the spinal energy system and embracing our lighter energy seems to perform better than the use of the skin definition boundary between the outside of us and the inside of us. When we die, everything inside our skin seems to die with us, and we all seem to understand the great gift of our soul, spirit, or Christ energy lives on in other unknown to us dimensions.

When we experience unlearning ego guilt ridden justice perceptions of ourselves, then Holy Spirit replaces outer devotions with inner lessons of letting go, mercy, and inspiration. We experience the whole Universe inside our divine portal energy where time and space ideas give way to the ecstasy of Oneness as gender free spirit. Here when we experience too much fear and pain from wounds or betrayal perceptions, we sort of medicate deeper down under all our drama by expressing more unconscious guilt driven ego separation energies:

Envy and jealousy from a sort of emptiness express as virulence and deceit

Revenge, war, fighting, competing, and harming others seems a reasonable behavior from guilt and shame

Blaming and playing the victim come from the guilty energy of sacrifice thinking, and causes a continual new source of more and more complicated resentment and sorrow

Addictions including drugs, food, alcohol, sex, shopping, greed, and all our diseases of more, more, and more, because nothing is ever enough.

Love and marriage; legal sex and having more children; generations of more, more, and more certainly seems like quite a thorough infestation from hiding unconscious guilt perpetuating a sort of sick loyalty to the unconscious guilt of our parents that live in linear time and take space outside the Pineal gland portal to the whole Universe just inside.

So our last seeming swim in heavy water is not in and of itself the inside experience of Christ energy, but merely a sort of cleansing transition just before entering our immortal reality in all simultaneous dimensions inclusive of even the 3 dimensional theater where we get to play the lonely parts demanded by our even thinking we seem to be here. Here is where we get to unlearn and relearn by forgiving others, letting go of the arrogant energy that it takes just to remain here, and inspire others here around us by learning to live loved as if there were really no tomorrow. If we share an understanding that our skin is a limited and clumsy definition of our 3 dimensional reality, then we may become kind and compassionate enough to see that sex is a relieving reliving idea that is at least something do-able to allay the grief and seeming meaninglessness of our guilt ridden existence here.

Cuddling, sex, loving hugs and all man and woman stuff gives relief from hopelessness, fear and pain, but only temporarily, just like gambling seems very promising before doing it, but takes on a whole different perception after losing seeming everything in the process. Committing to, and of the world in any form seems a mere devotion to expressing and concealing endless generations of linear time and space when we use our skin as the autonomy creating boundary of confusion that beguiles us all so. Abstinence, prayer, and meditation can synch together in joy and harmony inside any one of us just like our breathing slowly or fast is always in synch with our innocent mind and heart instead of racing full force right into fast moving endless disturbing dramas.

Making love the way we do is a sort of way we make believe here until we close our eyes and wake up inside the inside of us, and even images of gender angels, Gods, and Goddesses become expressions of those that still retain the right to hold onto the skin, sexy skin; life and death of our sorry asses. What an amusing thing we would experience inside other dimensions if we were greeted by symbols of ownership and unconscious guilt like trophies just near the door of Earthly villages. We can imagine anything we want from our poignant perspectives, but our perception of nothing in the center after the last layer of the onion remains our greatest metaphor of Christ consciousness, even right up to the grief and tears that come from peeling onions of deeper letting go than most of us ever seem to experience.

Letting go of sex is letting go of guilt; letting go of guilt is letting go of sex. Doing it involves it doing us and undoing it comes from devotions of forgiveness and continual inner connections with Holy Spirit, sort of interpreting for us and God until we just want to be here in Spirit just to truly help inspire others with new delight, compassion, kindness, ethereal love and mystical humor. It is not wrong what we do here; it is what we do when we do "it" on the way to unlearning and learning by way of experience. It is not right what we do here when we do "it" on the way of sacrifice of more humans by merely loving in exclusive relationships and the black ooze of Earthly family love. Just like the essence of our Christ consciousness energy, the "it" of us is just like God Is in everything we need to project out onto our movie screens to motivate us to turn everything over to God and just turn inside, but a whole lot further inside than just our sensitive skin.