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Edy Rayfield wrote:

>

> Hello Penny and Nelly, I have to chime in here. I lurk about

reading a lot of these posts and the truth for me is that you two

are the ones that make the most sense and you do it elequently at

that.

> I, too, have been ill for over 30 years now. Really ill.

Called it CFS for 28 years then tested at Igenex and now call it

Lyme. What's in a name anyway? I tested many years ago with

immunosciences and have antibodies to just about every pathegen

there is, but can that mean active infection or that I've dealt with

it. I tested pos for Hep B and then had some further testing done

and found that it was non active and I simply had the antibodies. A

mold panal revealed a heavy load.

Peace, Edy

Those of us in the Incline epidemic ALSO have different people

testing positive for every damn weird thing in the book, and none of

these have been the common denominator so far.

Some are Lyme, others Myco, Most HHV6a, while CMV hits someone else.

Interesting about the Gancyclovir, we tried that so many years ago

that I can't even remember when it was. Huge pill, hard to swallow.

Did nothing for any of us.

But of ALL of the people I saw dropping like flies, there was one

exposure that just well and truly kicked ass on everyone.

It was this darn " black mold " . And there were no exceptions.

So this " miracle " that I took a wild leap at was that, just as much

as it made me hurt when I was around it - so I hoped that extreme

avoidance would make me feel commensurately better.

I'm not proposing that mold is the cause of CFS, I have no need for

everybody to land on me like a ton of bricks, although they have

done so, just because they mistakenly interpreted what I said

as " believes that mold is the cause of everything " .

This weird response to mold is what I saw. Avoidance is what I did,

and a better lifestyle was the result. And now I have Dr Shoemakers

science to back me up on this.

I can't wait to find out if this " Cryptovirus " knocking out STAT 1

proteins is the ultimate disabler of the " underpinnings " that allows

these various infections and susceptibilities. (some may recall my

bridge-collapse analogy that I used to get people to forget about

stupid " stress and stressors " ).

So far, I've seen people improve a bit on ampligen and antibiotics,

but it just wasn't as good as one would hope. I am doing neither,

and have been able to control an amazing amount of pain, so until

the cause is found, and the cure is whupping butt on this illness,

I'll keep on doing what I'm doing: Extreme Mold Avoidance.

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Kathy J.F., Contact ACAM (American College for the Adancement of Medicine) and

ask for a list of member physicians in your area, then make inquiries. Don't be

timid; call the office and ask about the doctors credentials, experience,

expertise. Using this technique I located a phycian, an MD with a PhD in

biochemistry...who treats the cause, not the symptom. Also, you can contact the

state licensing board and get a list of all the doctors and their credentials

in the state. Good hunting. Mel

Re: Re: Infections

Penny, I did write to you back channel asking whether you

knew of any doctors testing for the infections I expect I

have.

You didn't have an answer for me. It makes me crazy not

knowing where to go for help or whether or not I'll be well

enough to go for that help if it's a long distance from

home.

Your posts tend to put me in a state of despair. I am not

lazy; I am sick.

I appreciate your posts, but please temper your comments.

You wrote: " This used to be routine, until money became more

important than

> patients. Now the only patients that get this care

> routinely are

> pets and farm animals. "

I have often wished that I could be my daughter's dog. Many

of us are doing the best we can. In many cases you are

preaching to the choir.

I cannot get any testing where I live. I no longer bring my

doctors research painstakingly put together. They ignore it

or get angry. After 16 years of this kind of treatment,

what would you recommend I do? I'm listening, both ears

wide open.

I keep trying supplements but usually I'm unable to tolerate

them. You caught me on a rough morning and your post put me

over the top.

Kathy J. F.

----- Original Message -----

From: " penny " <pennyhoule@...>

>I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes

>that

> infections are " secondary " to our illness.

>

> It's like saying the disease TB is secondary to people's

> weak immune

> systems.

>

> I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard

> to get

> people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would

> post here,

> rather than writing me privately).

>

> I'm also very disturbed by people claiming that " there are

> too many

> infections to test for " . This is not only lazy,

> misleading,

> irritating and wrong, it's also, I believe, a great

> disservice to

> patients and can lead to great harm. The fact is, we don't

> routinely

> get tested for ANY infections. Especially the simple yet

> obvious

> (and cheap) ones like Staph, strep and pseudomonas.

>

> I know several microbiologists who can tell you exactly

> how easy it

> is to test and identify organisms. First you put the

> sample in the

> petri dish and watch to see what grows profusely. You'll

> be able to

> identify the culprit from that. No special techniques

> needed. Then

> you put some antimicrobial discs in the dish, and see

> which ones

> push the growth back. Then you treat with said

> antimicrobials, then

> you retest, adjust the drug and retreat until ALL

> organisms and

> symptoms are gone. Then, if symptoms are not completely

> gone, you

> can dig for stealthier organisms, but I bet you'll be

> surprised at

> how infrequently that will be necessary.

>

> This used to be routine, until money became more important

> than

> patients. Now the only patients that get this care

> routinely are

> pets and farm animals.

>

> penny

>

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is Shoemaker's book the reference I should go to first if I want to learn

more about extreme mold avoidance, as you call it? what secondary

references do you recommend?

Thank you

S

On 6/1/06, erikmoldwarrior <erikmoldwarrior@...> wrote:

>

> Edy Rayfield wrote:

> >

> > Hello Penny and Nelly, I have to chime in here. I lurk about

> reading a lot of these posts and the truth for me is that you two

> are the ones that make the most sense and you do it elequently at

> that.

> > I, too, have been ill for over 30 years now. Really ill.

> Called it CFS for 28 years then tested at Igenex and now call it

> Lyme. What's in a name anyway? I tested many years ago with

> immunosciences and have antibodies to just about every pathegen

> there is, but can that mean active infection or that I've dealt with

> it. I tested pos for Hep B and then had some further testing done

> and found that it was non active and I simply had the antibodies. A

> mold panal revealed a heavy load.

> Peace, Edy

>

> Those of us in the Incline epidemic ALSO have different people

> testing positive for every damn weird thing in the book, and none of

> these have been the common denominator so far.

> Some are Lyme, others Myco, Most HHV6a, while CMV hits someone else.

> Interesting about the Gancyclovir, we tried that so many years ago

> that I can't even remember when it was. Huge pill, hard to swallow.

> Did nothing for any of us.

> But of ALL of the people I saw dropping like flies, there was one

> exposure that just well and truly kicked ass on everyone.

> It was this darn " black mold " . And there were no exceptions.

> So this " miracle " that I took a wild leap at was that, just as much

> as it made me hurt when I was around it - so I hoped that extreme

> avoidance would make me feel commensurately better.

> I'm not proposing that mold is the cause of CFS, I have no need for

> everybody to land on me like a ton of bricks, although they have

> done so, just because they mistakenly interpreted what I said

> as " believes that mold is the cause of everything " .

> This weird response to mold is what I saw. Avoidance is what I did,

> and a better lifestyle was the result. And now I have Dr Shoemakers

> science to back me up on this.

> I can't wait to find out if this " Cryptovirus " knocking out STAT 1

> proteins is the ultimate disabler of the " underpinnings " that allows

> these various infections and susceptibilities. (some may recall my

> bridge-collapse analogy that I used to get people to forget about

> stupid " stress and stressors " ).

> So far, I've seen people improve a bit on ampligen and antibiotics,

> but it just wasn't as good as one would hope. I am doing neither,

> and have been able to control an amazing amount of pain, so until

> the cause is found, and the cure is whupping butt on this illness,

> I'll keep on doing what I'm doing: Extreme Mold Avoidance.

> -

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> This list is intended for patients to share personal experiences with each

> other, not to give medical advice. If you are interested in any treatment

> discussed here, please consult your doctor.

>

>

>

>

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Whoops- this isn't the infection and inflammation list.. but hey

my opinion is still the same regardless of the Label of the syndrome.

Barb

> I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes that

> infections are " secondary " to our illness.

>

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Kathy, perhaps someone else can help you. What part of the

country/world do you live? I have rather lengthy lists of docs who

look for infection, and I am on the same page as Penny - the causes

of cfs and fms are infections.

a

pj7@...

>

> Penny, I did write to you back channel asking whether you

> knew of any doctors testing for the infections I expect I

> have.

>

> You didn't have an answer for me. It makes me crazy not

> knowing where to go for help or whether or not I'll be well

> enough to go for that help if it's a long distance from

> home.

>

> Your posts tend to put me in a state of despair. I am not

> lazy; I am sick.

>

> I appreciate your posts, but please temper your comments.

>

> You wrote: " This used to be routine, until money became more

> important than

> > patients. Now the only patients that get this care

> > routinely are

> > pets and farm animals. "

>

> I have often wished that I could be my daughter's dog. Many

> of us are doing the best we can. In many cases you are

> preaching to the choir.

>

> I cannot get any testing where I live. I no longer bring my

> doctors research painstakingly put together. They ignore it

> or get angry. After 16 years of this kind of treatment,

> what would you recommend I do? I'm listening, both ears

> wide open.

>

> I keep trying supplements but usually I'm unable to tolerate

> them. You caught me on a rough morning and your post put me

> over the top.

>

> Kathy J. F.

>

>

> ----- Original Message -----

> From: " penny " <pennyhoule@...>

>

>

>

> >I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes

> >that

> > infections are " secondary " to our illness.

> >

> > It's like saying the disease TB is secondary to people's

> > weak immune

> > systems.

> >

> > I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard

> > to get

> > people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would

> > post here,

> > rather than writing me privately).

> >

> > I'm also very disturbed by people claiming that " there are

> > too many

> > infections to test for " . This is not only lazy,

> > misleading,

> > irritating and wrong, it's also, I believe, a great

> > disservice to

> > patients and can lead to great harm. The fact is, we don't

> > routinely

> > get tested for ANY infections. Especially the simple yet

> > obvious

> > (and cheap) ones like Staph, strep and pseudomonas.

> >

> > I know several microbiologists who can tell you exactly

> > how easy it

> > is to test and identify organisms. First you put the

> > sample in the

> > petri dish and watch to see what grows profusely. You'll

> > be able to

> > identify the culprit from that. No special techniques

> > needed. Then

> > you put some antimicrobial discs in the dish, and see

> > which ones

> > push the growth back. Then you treat with said

> > antimicrobials, then

> > you retest, adjust the drug and retreat until ALL

> > organisms and

> > symptoms are gone. Then, if symptoms are not completely

> > gone, you

> > can dig for stealthier organisms, but I bet you'll be

> > surprised at

> > how infrequently that will be necessary.

> >

> > This used to be routine, until money became more important

> > than

> > patients. Now the only patients that get this care

> > routinely are

> > pets and farm animals.

> >

> > penny

> >

>

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I simply don't get what the argument is about. This list looks at

infection, and often. It's not the only thing it looks at, but how

strange that people are thinking they're not heard. Very strange.

>

>

> Hi Penny,

>

> I totally agree with you. I sent two emails in which I wrote about great

> improvements....but nobody responded to it....feels like people all

want to

> invent the wheel themselves.

>

> I feel ignored and seriously consider unsubscribing....what's the

point of

> being on this list if communication is only a one way thing....

>

> Chiara

>

>

> _____

>

> From:

> [mailto: ] On Behalf Of Nelly Pointis

> Sent: Thursday, June 01, 2006 11:18 AM

>

> Subject: Re: Re: Infections

>

>

> Penny,

>

> >I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard to get

> >people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would post here,

> >rather than writing me privately).

>

>

>

>

>

>

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Chiara,

I read this list on occasion. Are you saying you wrote about great

improvements using antibiotics for infection?

I also am doing great and still on antibiotics at times. But I

suspect the reason many do not want to hear this is because they are

so afraid to take longterm antibiotics. I have often ranted about how

dangerous quinolones are. But that doesn't mean i don't push the use

of antibiotics. So far that is all that I have found to work for

these intracellular infections. And I don't see where anything cures

them.

a

>

> Hi Penny,

>

> I totally agree with you. I sent two emails in which I wrote about

great

> improvements....but nobody responded to it....feels like people all

want to

> invent the wheel themselves.

>

> I feel ignored and seriously consider unsubscribing....what's the

point of

> being on this list if communication is only a one way thing....

>

> Chiara

>

>

> _____

>

> From:

> [mailto: ] On Behalf Of Nelly

Pointis

> Sent: Thursday, June 01, 2006 11:18 AM

>

> Subject: Re: Re: Infections

>

>

> Penny,

>

> >I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard to get

> >people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would post here,

> >rather than writing me privately).

>

>

>

>

>

>

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It's a bit like calling diabetes Chronic Thirst Syndrome. And I think I might

disagree about the underlying cause. So what if it's not the infections. If

treating the infections makes a person FEEL better then I'm all for it. Warm

regards

<simplicity46@...> wrote: Hi ,

Not everybody at this site has exactly the same point of view regarding

infections, there are one or two very vocal members here with extreme

views in my opinion.

But many people here who have had the 'CFS' diagnosis slapped on them,

have later found that they have tested positive for Lyme disease and

other serious infections; so if you can bear with us a bit longer then

these things should become more clear.

Just a thought though, regarding your apparent understanding of the

term 'CFS'.

I dont know if you realise that this 'CFS' tag is NOT the name of any

specific disease; it does not even indicate the same symptoms in each

person!

On the contrary; 'CFS' is a very wide and rather derogatory umbrella

term.

It has been carefully designed to trivialise and cover up quite a

number of other illnesses, and was especially created to imply that

their illness is psychological.

All of this has been done in order that the patients real illness can

legally remain undiagnosed, not to mention unresearched and untreated;

this has its roots with a small association of unscrupulous politicians

and corrupt psychiatrists who are reputed to have conflicting financial

interests and for political reasons and in order to save our

governments huge sums of money.

I personally believe that many of these so called 'CFS' illnesses are

occurring as a result of our exposure to environmental toxins; and the

governments who have approved the use of the said environmental toxins

are fully aware of this fact; and are doing their best to whitewash the

whole thing, to avoid discovery and the huge compensation bill that

would bring; by creating the biggest smoke screen imaginable.

A 'Syndrome' is not even the name of an illness, it simply means a

bunch of symptoms.

There are eight CDC 'diagnostic' symptoms, and you only need four of

those symptoms to qualify for your lucky 'CFS' lottery

ticket; 'diagnosis'.

This means that:

A person who is suffering from:

Depression, Headaches, unrefreshing sleep, sore throats and swollen

glands,

will be given the exact same phoney 'diagnosis' as someone who is

suffering from:

Severe multi-joint pain, muscle pain, thermal dysregulation, cognitive

problems and post-exertional 'malaise'.

(watch out for that neat and deceptive term 'malaise' that doctors use,

too, because it most definitely does NOT indicate the 'payback' that we

experience; which is a delayed reaction where you are bedridden for

days at a time with debilitating flu-like symptoms and an increase in

pain and cognitive problems as a result of minor activities.

If you look up the term 'Post-exertional malaise' it actually means

that the patient is feeling very slightly and vaguely off-colour as a

result of very major physical exertion.

If you stick around a bit longer and keep reading you will see

what I am getting at; and you may get some good ideas as to how to help

yourself; how to get a proper diagnosis and real treatment for what

ever is really wrong with you.

my very best wishes

>

> I do find it disturbing that some people are implying that treatment

> of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both necessary

> and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have infections,

> just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more susceptible

> to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

> further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich may

> oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

> treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

> any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will still

> have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

> possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't be

> considered people with CFS in the first place.

>

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Hi ,

One of the problems in this area is that there are too many infections too test

for and many labs have poor methods. there is no way to tule out infectcions as

being a facator in a persons illness. We all have infections. An ideal panel

would include testing for:

-Mycoplasma fermentans, M. penumoniae, M. hominis, M. penetrans

-Chlamydia pneumoniae & chlamydia trachomatis

-Lyme disease

-HHV-6, variants A & B

-CMV

-EBV

.... at the very least. There are many other infections which have been

implemented in CFS. Many people with CFS also have unsuspected parasiti

infections also. I personally believe that chronic infections are definitely one

of the main facators in CFS, if not the main factor in the majority of cases.

Best regards,

Blake

Infections

I do find it disturbing that some people are implying that treatment

of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both necessary

and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have infections,

just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more susceptible

to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich may

oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will still

have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't be

considered people with CFS in the first place.

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other, not to give medical advice. If you are interested in any treatment

discussed here, please consult your doctor.

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Hi Edy

God, Yes I agree with you,

I am a sufferer not a scientific expert and I certainly couldnt tell

you what the underlying causes may be,

but I totally agree whatever is helping people to feel better has

got to be a very good thing indeed..

Regarding infections, genetics and toxins etc, there are lots of

widely different ideas and opinions being expressed here; and quite

rightly imo.

It looks as though there are numerous likely causes being furiously

shoved under the Health Departments carpet...

if only they had the patients best interest at heart for once, they

would be actively be seeking the truth instead of covering it up- but

I guess thats just a naive point of view?

New scientific evidence is coming to light every day and hopefully

its only a matter of time before real treatments and real diagnoses

become available.

Meantime, speaking for myself, it all only looks like some fantasy

land to me- because none of these helfpul tests and treaments being

mentioned are likely to ever be within my reach during my lifetime.

If only I could afford a doctor who was prepared to stick his neck

out and do some proper tests just once and who could support me

through any kind of treatment protocol at all- that would be a big

plus living where I live!

Still I have heard many different things since coming here and at

least been able to make some minor positive adjustments that are

within my budget.

best wishes

>

> It's a bit like calling diabetes Chronic Thirst Syndrome. And I

think I might disagree about the underlying cause. So what if it's

not the infections. If treating the infections makes a person FEEL

better then I'm all for it. Warm regards

>

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> But many people here who have had the 'CFS' diagnosis slapped on

them, have later found that they have tested positive for Lyme

disease and other serious infections;<

> Just a thought though, regarding your apparent understanding of

the term 'CFS'.

> I dont know if you realise that this 'CFS' tag is NOT the name of

any specific disease; it does not even indicate the same symptoms in

each person!

> On the contrary; 'CFS' is a very wide and rather derogatory

umbrella term. It has been carefully designed to trivialise and

cover up quite a number of other illnesses, and was especially

created to imply that their illness is psychological.

>

How many with a CFS diagnosis have tested positive for some

pathogen that almost looks like it would be " good enough " to be

causative for something like this?

All of us! with all kinds of bugs - just like AIDS, yet they all

fall just a little short. Perhaps for the same type of reason.

Something deeper that doctors haven't been looking for.

Lyme, when it broke out in Old Lyme, Connecticut looked like

Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis.

They say that Lyme has been found in Alzheimers, yet Alzheimers is

not like CFS. Dunno what part Lyme plays in CFS, but it needs some

work before it fits the facts.

The fiendish part about CFS is that, Yes! it IS the name of a

specific illness. It is the " name " that was directly slapped onto

Incline Village " Yuppie Flu " Disease, and although it was designed

at the outset to trivialize the illness by the CDC - CFS was

associated with the real deal in the public's mind.

The syndromic description was intended to induce doctors to look at

people with these concurrent complaints in order to raise their

suspicions that further testing was necessary to uncover the

immunological abnormalities found by Dr Cheney and Dr .

Instead, CFS was twisted by doctors into " CFS is characterized by

fatigue, therefore CFS is nothing MORE than fatigue. If you have

something MORE than fatigue, then it cannot be CFS " .

Yet all the time, people still want to say " CFS " and think " Incline

Village " .

Twisting the word from its original meaning and then asserting that

the old references must now conform to the new meaning is like

listening to Gene Autry, the singing cowboy who sang " When it was

fiesta, and we were so GAY, south of the border, down Mexico way "

and saying " SEE? Gene must have been a closet case of " Brokeback

Mountain " .

It one wants to divorce " CFS " from it's original meaning and apply

it to tiredeness in the way denialists have done their best to

achieve, you'd have to completely forget that it was ever associated

with Incline Village or with anyone who used its original meaning.

That's kind of difficult to do, because you can look back over

twenty years of people saying " CFS is LIVING HELL " , and when they

said it - they weren't lying and they weren't wrong.

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Hi ,

I'm in my mid 50s now and have not got much hope that anything can be done to

salvage what's left of my health. There's so much going on and some of the

things may help some of the people out there, but it's the pharmaceutical

companies that are going to be the winners in this one I'm afraid.

For decades I've hoped for a miracle and frankly I'm getting worn down trying

and trying to find an answer. I think a major " cause " is that we live in a

polluted environment and some of us don't have the proper methylation pathways

to keep healthy. In poorer countries they have their illnesses, but mostly from

the environment outright.....parasites, worms, starvation, malaria. Ours is

more insidious in that we've sort of created it ourselves through toxic

substances surrounding us everywhere changing the terrain of our chemistry. Our

bodies weren't meant for this kind of toxic load. Bubble boy syndrome is more

like it. I wish better health for EVERYONE on this list and all the others as

well. One thing you can say in all our favor is we get an A for effort to

regain anything that will make life more bearable. Good Luck everyone!!!!! Edy

<simplicity46@...> wrote:

Hi Edy

God, Yes I agree with you,

I am a sufferer not a scientific expert and I certainly couldnt tell

you what the underlying causes may be,

but I totally agree whatever is helping people to feel better has

got to be a very good thing indeed..

Regarding infections, genetics and toxins etc, there are lots of

widely different ideas and opinions being expressed here; and quite

rightly imo.

It looks as though there are numerous likely causes being furiously

shoved under the Health Departments carpet...

if only they had the patients best interest at heart for once, they

would be actively be seeking the truth instead of covering it up- but

I guess thats just a naive point of view?

New scientific evidence is coming to light every day and hopefully

its only a matter of time before real treatments and real diagnoses

become available.

Meantime, speaking for myself, it all only looks like some fantasy

land to me- because none of these helfpul tests and treaments being

mentioned are likely to ever be within my reach during my lifetime.

If only I could afford a doctor who was prepared to stick his neck

out and do some proper tests just once and who could support me

through any kind of treatment protocol at all- that would be a big

plus living where I live!

Still I have heard many different things since coming here and at

least been able to make some minor positive adjustments that are

within my budget.

best wishes

>

> It's a bit like calling diabetes Chronic Thirst Syndrome. And I

think I might disagree about the underlying cause. So what if it's

not the infections. If treating the infections makes a person FEEL

better then I'm all for it. Warm regards

>

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Well said.

erikmoldwarrior <erikmoldwarrior@...> wrote:

> But many people here who have had the 'CFS' diagnosis slapped on

them, have later found that they have tested positive for Lyme

disease and other serious infections;<

> Just a thought though, regarding your apparent understanding of

the term 'CFS'.

> I dont know if you realise that this 'CFS' tag is NOT the name of

any specific disease; it does not even indicate the same symptoms in

each person!

> On the contrary; 'CFS' is a very wide and rather derogatory

umbrella term. It has been carefully designed to trivialise and

cover up quite a number of other illnesses, and was especially

created to imply that their illness is psychological.

>

How many with a CFS diagnosis have tested positive for some

pathogen that almost looks like it would be " good enough " to be

causative for something like this?

All of us! with all kinds of bugs - just like AIDS, yet they all

fall just a little short. Perhaps for the same type of reason.

Something deeper that doctors haven't been looking for.

Lyme, when it broke out in Old Lyme, Connecticut looked like

Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis.

They say that Lyme has been found in Alzheimers, yet Alzheimers is

not like CFS. Dunno what part Lyme plays in CFS, but it needs some

work before it fits the facts.

The fiendish part about CFS is that, Yes! it IS the name of a

specific illness. It is the " name " that was directly slapped onto

Incline Village " Yuppie Flu " Disease, and although it was designed

at the outset to trivialize the illness by the CDC - CFS was

associated with the real deal in the public's mind.

The syndromic description was intended to induce doctors to look at

people with these concurrent complaints in order to raise their

suspicions that further testing was necessary to uncover the

immunological abnormalities found by Dr Cheney and Dr .

Instead, CFS was twisted by doctors into " CFS is characterized by

fatigue, therefore CFS is nothing MORE than fatigue. If you have

something MORE than fatigue, then it cannot be CFS " .

Yet all the time, people still want to say " CFS " and think " Incline

Village " .

Twisting the word from its original meaning and then asserting that

the old references must now conform to the new meaning is like

listening to Gene Autry, the singing cowboy who sang " When it was

fiesta, and we were so GAY, south of the border, down Mexico way "

and saying " SEE? Gene must have been a closet case of " Brokeback

Mountain " .

It one wants to divorce " CFS " from it's original meaning and apply

it to tiredeness in the way denialists have done their best to

achieve, you'd have to completely forget that it was ever associated

with Incline Village or with anyone who used its original meaning.

That's kind of difficult to do, because you can look back over

twenty years of people saying " CFS is LIVING HELL " , and when they

said it - they weren't lying and they weren't wrong.

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Do you think that's what folks are implying. I think we just want to feel

better and get on with what life left we can salvage. Respectfully, Edy

" H. Wish " <orchidwish@...> wrote: I do find it disturbing that

some people are implying that treatment

of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both necessary

and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have infections,

just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more susceptible

to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich may

oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will still

have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't be

considered people with CFS in the first place.

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Nelly, I'm glad that you have found helpful meds but I am obliged to warn others

about the dangers of Larium...much like the dangers of levoquin. Details

regarding the considerable risks can be found at

http:www.indiana.edu/primate/lariam.html. Mel

Re: Infections

I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes that

infections are " secondary " to our illness.

It's like saying the disease TB is secondary to people's weak immune

systems.

I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard to get

people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would post here,

rather than writing me privately).

I'm also very disturbed by people claiming that " there are too many

infections to test for " . This is not only lazy, misleading,

irritating and wrong, it's also, I believe, a great disservice to

patients and can lead to great harm. The fact is, we don't routinely

get tested for ANY infections. Especially the simple yet obvious

(and cheap) ones like Staph, strep and pseudomonas.

I know several microbiologists who can tell you exactly how easy it

is to test and identify organisms. First you put the sample in the

petri dish and watch to see what grows profusely. You'll be able to

identify the culprit from that. No special techniques needed. Then

you put some antimicrobial discs in the dish, and see which ones

push the growth back. Then you treat with said antimicrobials, then

you retest, adjust the drug and retreat until ALL organisms and

symptoms are gone. Then, if symptoms are not completely gone, you

can dig for stealthier organisms, but I bet you'll be surprised at

how infrequently that will be necessary.

This used to be routine, until money became more important than

patients. Now the only patients that get this care routinely are

pets and farm animals.

penny

>

> I do find it disturbing that some people are implying that

treatment

> of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both

necessary

> and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have

infections,

> just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more

susceptible

> to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

> further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich

may

> oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

> treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

> any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will

still

> have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

> possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't

be

> considered people with CFS in the first place.

>

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Ditto.

in Champaign IL

>

>

>

> Chiara

>

> Don't feel alone in that. I've posted questions more than once

without

> getting a response, so you are not alone.

>

> mjh

>

> Date: Thu Jun 1, 2006 10:54 am (PDT)

> From: " Chiara " molsbos@...

> Subject: Re: Infections

>

>

>

> Hi Penny,

>

> I totally agree with you. I sent two emails in which I wrote about

great

> improvements....but nobody responded to it....feels like people

all want to

> invent the wheel themselves.

>

> I feel ignored and seriously consider unsubscribing....what's the

point of

> being on this list if communication is only a one way thing....

>

> Chiara

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On Jun 1, 2006, at 12:49 PM, Edy Rayfield wrote:

> Do you think that's what folks are implying. I think we just want

> to feel better and get on with what life left we can salvage.

> Respectfully, Edy

>

> " H. Wish " <orchidwish@...> wrote: I do find it

> disturbing that some people are implying that treatment

> of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both necessary

> and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have infections,

> just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more susceptible

> to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

> further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich may

> oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

> treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

> any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will still

> have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

> possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't be

> considered people with CFS in the first place.

Actually, there's a well-supported suspicion among researchers,

doctors, and a lot of us here, that CFS is indeed triggered by one or

more out of a wide range of possible infectious agents. In our case

-- perhaps because of genetic predispostion, or environmental

factors, or disrupted methylation, or (name your pet theory -- there

are a lot of likely candidates) -- our bodies decide to respond to

these infections by spiraling into the cascade of symptoms we now

know as CFS.

In other words: there are many different infections that offer entry

points to the illness -- but, in the end, all of them create a

disease process that ultimately leads to the same syndrome. (That's

why they still haven't found a single causative agent after 25 years.

It's increasingly likely that there is no ONE agent, but rather a

group of agents that have the potential to trigger the immune system

to create the same syndrome.) It also seems logical that the various

subsets seen in CFS might be differentiated by the variety of

triggering infections that are causing it.

Under this model, tracking down the causal infection(s) and

addressing it (them) as directly as may be possible does become a

central piece of recovering health. If it turns out to be something

that can be treated, and we treat it, we're cutting the core problem

off at the knees and giving our bodies the best chance of recovery.

It's a good working theory with some credible science and a lot of

patient experience behind it. That's why so many people here are so

focused on testing for and finding effective treatments for the core

group. It's also why all the top-of-the-line CFS doctors in the world

just automatically test for about a dozen of the most likely

candidates (mycplasmas, CMV, Lyme, HHV-6, etc. etc.) on the first

visit to their offices. Their own clinical experience, along with the

research, have taught them that these infections play an important --

and possibly causative -- role; and identifying and resolving them

(if possible) can create dramatic improvement in a very short time.

It's one of the two or three best theories we have about how to pull

this thing out at the roots.

Sara

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On Jun 1, 2006, at 1:00 PM, Katrina Tangen wrote:

> Wastebasket diagnosis is something they dump people into when they

> don't know where else to put them. CFS is often used this way--we

> don't know what's wrong with you, so we'll dump you in with all

> these other people that we don't know what to do with even though

> you only have a few superficial things in common and probably don't

> have the same thing wrong with you. Sort of categorizing rather

> than diagnosing. I just looked at your message again; it means the

> same thing basically as " umbrella term. "

This has certainly been the historical case in the past. But, as the

science has mounted (especially over the past 5-7 years), I don't

think any serious doctor or researcher who's actually worked with ME/

CFS believes this any more.

This is now a growing medical speciality with serious research money,

peer-reviewed journals, conferences hither and yon, clinics

everywhere, and a gathering consensus between doctors and patients

about what's going on and what can be done. Which means that people

are also getting a lot more careful about putting patients in our

diagnosis pool for " wastebasket' reasons -- and a lot better at

identifying those who belong somewhere else.

Anyone who thinks this isn't a well-defined illness needs to spend

some time with the Canadian Criteria. That's 114 peer-reviewed pages

summarizing everything that's known about the specifics of the

disease. This is the ME/CFS definition used by the Canadian health

care system, and it's several light years beyond anything the CDC or

any other Amercian or British agency has produced.

" Wastebasket diagnosis " and the Fukuda requirements somebody else

mentioned here in the last couple days are way out of date. We still

encounter doctors who don't know how far things have progressed in

the past decade -- but WE, at least, should know better.

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On Jun 1, 2006, at 4:57 PM, H. Wish wrote:

> I've been ill longer than most of you, I dare say, I'm highly

> educated and I have read more than average in my own quest to become

> well. This is my opinion, and my opinion is that you can test 'til

> you are 100 and take all the antibiotics made by man or nature and

> many of us, if not you personally, will still have CFS.

There are a lot of people on this list who have been sick a long

time, and quite a few who have been " highly educated " all the way to

the cutting edge of the subject. Such assertions aren't terribly

impressive in this company.

Your opinion appears to be strongly held. But the idea of underlying

infections is well-accepted enough in CFS circles that I'm surprised

you haven't already encountered it in your allegedly extensive research.

And antibiotics may or may not be the answer to the underlying

infections. That's not a question that can be answered until one

knows what they are.

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Barb,

Would it be possible for you to tell me where I can read that 16 page article

you mentioned?

I have c. pneumonia, asthma, allergies, and I just had a stress test and heart

echo because

of some heart related episodes I have had.

Thank you!

Dawn V

Re: Infections

Penny:

I'm with you 100% on this.

I just read recently a very good 16 page report about c.pneumonia &

asthma, allergy and heart disease.

SCIENCE NEWS just recently published findings that infection

(and accumulated infection burden) over a lifetime primes the immunes

system for all sorts of dysfunction.

We know some virues can cause cancer...

So I do not understand why anyone thinks infections are a 'secondary'

to our illness... Infections ARE our illness (and infections can be

from fungi, virus or bacteria.. or a combo of the three).

IMO the autoimmune DISORDERS are secondary to INFECTION and

INFLAMMATION.. isn't that why we named this list what we did?

Barb

Penny wrote:

I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes that

infections are " secondary " to our illness.

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Just to be clear, that is the same point I was making.

Trina

Mercuria <mercuria@...> wrote:

On Jun 1, 2006, at 1:00 PM, Katrina Tangen wrote:

> Wastebasket diagnosis is something they dump people into when they

> don't know where else to put them. CFS is often used this way--we

> don't know what's wrong with you, so we'll dump you in with all

> these other people that we don't know what to do with even though

> you only have a few superficial things in common and probably don't

> have the same thing wrong with you. Sort of categorizing rather

> than diagnosing. I just looked at your message again; it means the

> same thing basically as " umbrella term. "

This has certainly been the historical case in the past. But, as the

science has mounted (especially over the past 5-7 years), I don't

think any serious doctor or researcher who's actually worked with ME/

CFS believes this any more.

This is now a growing medical speciality with serious research money,

peer-reviewed journals, conferences hither and yon, clinics

everywhere, and a gathering consensus between doctors and patients

about what's going on and what can be done. Which means that people

are also getting a lot more careful about putting patients in our

diagnosis pool for " wastebasket' reasons -- and a lot better at

identifying those who belong somewhere else.

Anyone who thinks this isn't a well-defined illness needs to spend

some time with the Canadian Criteria. That's 114 peer-reviewed pages

summarizing everything that's known about the specifics of the

disease. This is the ME/CFS definition used by the Canadian health

care system, and it's several light years beyond anything the CDC or

any other Amercian or British agency has produced.

" Wastebasket diagnosis " and the Fukuda requirements somebody else

mentioned here in the last couple days are way out of date. We still

encounter doctors who don't know how far things have progressed in

the past decade -- but WE, at least, should know better.

Sara

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Mel,

Yes, Lariam can have some neuropsychiatric side effects, but in my experience

the neuropsych effects I had from lariam was no worse (in fact milder) than the

effects I had when taking atovaquone (Mepron in the US) which is another

anti-protozoan that people with Babesia take. I took the atovaquone first when

my infectious load was probably heavier, I took the Lariam after nearly 2 years

of atovaquone and got psycho again (crying a lot and screaming at everybody

mainly). I also got some amazing headaches, but I got ALL of the symptoms a)

before treatment, b)with all anti-protozoan treatments (including doxy and

artemisinin), c) they disappeared without discontinuation of the treatments. In

fact the only thing i was never able to tolerate was the artemisinin.

My hunch is that it's the bugs that cause the reaction when attacked and dying,

rather than just a pure toxic/adverse reaction to the drug. Of course I have no

proof of this, just my experience (my long experience!).

I think a certain % of people who think they are healthy and who take Lariam as

malarial prophylaxy are in fact harbouring bugs in their brains (walled off

toxoplasmosis comes to mind for eg) and these bugs get disturbed by

anti-malarial treatment, hence the % of people who go bananas on Lariam. BTW,

the neuropsych effects are much easier to tolerate if you (think) you know what

is going on, and if people around you know what to expect and if they don't

agravate you, otherwise grrrrrrrrrrrr!! :))

Nelly

Re: Infections

I find it disturbing that almost everyone still believes that

infections are " secondary " to our illness.

It's like saying the disease TB is secondary to people's weak immune

systems.

I'm accused of being vocal. But that's because it's hard to get

people to listen. (and I wish those who do listen would post here,

rather than writing me privately).

I'm also very disturbed by people claiming that " there are too many

infections to test for " . This is not only lazy, misleading,

irritating and wrong, it's also, I believe, a great disservice to

patients and can lead to great harm. The fact is, we don't routinely

get tested for ANY infections. Especially the simple yet obvious

(and cheap) ones like Staph, strep and pseudomonas.

I know several microbiologists who can tell you exactly how easy it

is to test and identify organisms. First you put the sample in the

petri dish and watch to see what grows profusely. You'll be able to

identify the culprit from that. No special techniques needed. Then

you put some antimicrobial discs in the dish, and see which ones

push the growth back. Then you treat with said antimicrobials, then

you retest, adjust the drug and retreat until ALL organisms and

symptoms are gone. Then, if symptoms are not completely gone, you

can dig for stealthier organisms, but I bet you'll be surprised at

how infrequently that will be necessary.

This used to be routine, until money became more important than

patients. Now the only patients that get this care routinely are

pets and farm animals.

penny

>

> I do find it disturbing that some people are implying that

treatment

> of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both

necessary

> and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have

infections,

> just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more

susceptible

> to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may cause

> further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich

may

> oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

> treatment of the infections is pretty much just like treatment for

> any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will

still

> have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

> possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we wouldn't

be

> considered people with CFS in the first place.

>

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Interesting theory, Nelly. Glad you're posting again. How are you doing?

> >

> > I do find it disturbing that some people are implying that

> treatment

> > of infections is the final goal of treatment for CFS, both

> necessary

> > and sufficient for a cure. We will from time to time have

> infections,

> > just like non-PWCs. We may even be predisposed to or more

> susceptible

> > to certain infections because of our CFS. and infections may

cause

> > further matabolic or other problems and symptoms some of twhich

> may

> > oerlap with what are usually thought of a 'CFS' symptoms. But

> > treatment of the infections is pretty much just like

treatment for

> > any other confounding, secondary or residual condition. We will

> still

> > have CFS (and the continuing susceptibility to more infections

> > possibly) when we are through with that. If we didn't, we

wouldn't

> be

> > considered people with CFS in the first place.

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> This list is intended for patients to share personal

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>

>

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Hi Jill,

Well, I am on several abx INCLUDING an imidazole (currently doxy 100 mg +

azythromycin 250 mg + tinidazole 1g) per day + Lariam 250 mg once a week, and I

seem to be doing better, except for a weekly headache the day after my lariam

day.

But I have more energy, mental and physical, and what I find most encouraging is

that I seem to have definitely " shedded " some of my really bad symptoms like the

vertigo attacks, the Central Sleep Apnoae and the heart arrhythmia. I don't even

seem to have any " heart quizziness " any longer, which I still did have a few

months ago.

But as you know, this has been achieved very, very gradually, on practically

non-stop abx combos for several years. A lot of suffering both from the symptoms

and from trying to treat the infections I suspect as being at the root of my

illness. But I was so ill with what I think were life-threatening symptoms, that

in my case, it was not a hard choice to make, regardless of the potential

dangers of the treatments. I am absolutely sure that had I not treated myself

agressively with abx combos, I would simply be no more.

In fact i now wish I had treated myself earlier with abx rather than waiting

until I was so ill I really thought I would die (and so did a few doctors I saw

who never offered abx but strongly advised I would die if I continued to refuse

a pacemaker).

I realise not everybody is as ill as I was a few years ago, but I didn't think i

was THAT sick either 10 years ago, and then it all went really fast downhill and

I had no choice and abx were definitely the only way for me to go.

Nelly

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Interesting theory, Nelly. Glad you're posting again. How are you doing?

>

> Mel,

>

> Yes, Lariam can have some neuropsychiatric side effects, but in my

experience the neuropsych effects I had from lariam was no worse (in

fact milder) than the effects I had when taking atovaquone (Mepron in

the US) which is another anti-protozoan that people with Babesia take.

I took the atovaquone first when my infectious load was probably

heavier, I took the Lariam after nearly 2 years of atovaquone and got

psycho again (crying a lot and screaming at everybody mainly). I also

got some amazing headaches, but I got ALL of the symptoms a) before

treatment, b)with all anti-protozoan treatments (including doxy and

artemisinin), c) they disappeared without discontinuation of the

treatments. In fact the only thing i was never able to tolerate was

the artemisinin.

>

> My hunch is that it's the bugs that cause the reaction when attacked

and dying, rather than just a pure toxic/adverse reaction to the drug.

Of course I have no proof of this, just my experience (my long

experience!).

>

> I think a certain % of people who think they are healthy and who

take Lariam as malarial prophylaxy are in fact harbouring bugs in

their brains (walled off toxoplasmosis comes to mind for eg) and these

bugs get disturbed by anti-malarial treatment, hence the % of people

who go bananas on Lariam. BTW, the neuropsych effects are much easier

to tolerate if you (think) you know what is going on, and if people

around you know what to expect and if they don't agravate you,

otherwise grrrrrrrrrrrr!! :))

>

> Nelly

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Nelly, I have virtually the same symptoms as you and then some. Been near

death on many occassions. Are you treating for Lyme? I'm new here so don't

know your history. Best, Edy

Nelly Pointis <janel@...> wrote: Hi Jill,

Well, I am on several abx INCLUDING an imidazole (currently doxy 100 mg +

azythromycin 250 mg + tinidazole 1g) per day + Lariam 250 mg once a week, and I

seem to be doing better, except for a weekly headache the day after my lariam

day.

But I have more energy, mental and physical, and what I find most encouraging is

that I seem to have definitely " shedded " some of my really bad symptoms like the

vertigo attacks, the Central Sleep Apnoae and the heart arrhythmia. I don't even

seem to have any " heart quizziness " any longer, which I still did have a few

months ago.

But as you know, this has been achieved very, very gradually, on practically

non-stop abx combos for several years. A lot of suffering both from the symptoms

and from trying to treat the infections I suspect as being at the root of my

illness. But I was so ill with what I think were life-threatening symptoms, that

in my case, it was not a hard choice to make, regardless of the potential

dangers of the treatments. I am absolutely sure that had I not treated myself

agressively with abx combos, I would simply be no more.

In fact i now wish I had treated myself earlier with abx rather than waiting

until I was so ill I really thought I would die (and so did a few doctors I saw

who never offered abx but strongly advised I would die if I continued to refuse

a pacemaker).

I realise not everybody is as ill as I was a few years ago, but I didn't think i

was THAT sick either 10 years ago, and then it all went really fast downhill and

I had no choice and abx were definitely the only way for me to go.

Nelly

Re: Infections

Interesting theory, Nelly. Glad you're posting again. How are you doing?

>

> Mel,

>

> Yes, Lariam can have some neuropsychiatric side effects, but in my

experience the neuropsych effects I had from lariam was no worse (in

fact milder) than the effects I had when taking atovaquone (Mepron in

the US) which is another anti-protozoan that people with Babesia take.

I took the atovaquone first when my infectious load was probably

heavier, I took the Lariam after nearly 2 years of atovaquone and got

psycho again (crying a lot and screaming at everybody mainly). I also

got some amazing headaches, but I got ALL of the symptoms a) before

treatment, b)with all anti-protozoan treatments (including doxy and

artemisinin), c) they disappeared without discontinuation of the

treatments. In fact the only thing i was never able to tolerate was

the artemisinin.

>

> My hunch is that it's the bugs that cause the reaction when attacked

and dying, rather than just a pure toxic/adverse reaction to the drug.

Of course I have no proof of this, just my experience (my long

experience!).

>

> I think a certain % of people who think they are healthy and who

take Lariam as malarial prophylaxy are in fact harbouring bugs in

their brains (walled off toxoplasmosis comes to mind for eg) and these

bugs get disturbed by anti-malarial treatment, hence the % of people

who go bananas on Lariam. BTW, the neuropsych effects are much easier

to tolerate if you (think) you know what is going on, and if people

around you know what to expect and if they don't agravate you,

otherwise grrrrrrrrrrrr!! :))

>

> Nelly

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