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Hi ,

Sorry I didn't reply to this sooner. I have been very busy. The summer months

usually carry me away somewhere, if I am lucky! I have been! =)

I wanted to thank you for your comment. I do have to say however, it has only

been the last year that I have " made " myself have a life. Don't get me wrong,

I still wrote poetry and spent time online or just on the computer playing.

But in my mind, I wasn't having a very fulfilling life and a year ago when I

was really sick I decided that only " I " can make my life better and have done

what I can to make it better in my eyes. That means getting closer to family,

and friends, enjoying what I do, even if all I do is watch a TV show. And to

not feel guilty if I do spend all day watching TV bcs it is something I chose

to do. I finally stopped worrying about what " others " thought I should be

doing and became my own person and made my own decisions. And to not let

anyone tell me what I should be doing. I came to a place in my life where I

have stopped waiting for " my life to begin. " And learned my life began the

day I was born. I always had this feeling like I was waiting for something,

in other words, waiting for my life to start. I had to do a lot of thinking

and retraining my mind to understand that everything I have done was mostly

my choice and that my life started years ago and to not worry what others

think I should be doing.

~Sue

In a message dated 6/20/00 2:43:15 AM Pacific Daylight Time,

dmillerman@... writes:

> Sue

> You sound as if you have a very filling life...that is so wonderful to

> hear...i get very bored and wish i had some God Given Talents such as

> you....keeep up the good work and let me know what you publications

> are......

>

> Just Interested.....

> ........LOVE DOGGIES and KITTIES