Guest guest Posted August 5, 1999 Report Share Posted August 5, 1999 Hi Barbara, I wish someone had mentioned that I'd been biopsied for h-pylori instead of some other dread condition. But, they found nothing and now I'm wondering just what's going on with my left side. Pain's getting worse again and now running down my mid-section to my naval. That's new tonight. Funny, it doesn't hurt during the day. At least, not much. I also was only sick for a few weeks before I was diagnosed, but I was luckier than you. They were talking transplant in positive terms then I did a turnaround. It's a terrible shock to go from believing that you're basically healthy and vigorous to learning that you have a potentially very dangerous condition. I was a laugh a minute while I was in the hospital. I was too sick to know I was sick! Probably brain fog, but I wouldn't have known that. I said and did some spectacularly dumb things. Told Bob to do something about the dog's barking - we don't have a dog - and told my nephew to quit spending all of his money on tattoos. He has no tattoos. As soon as I could walk I staggered down the hall in my bathrobe, hair standing on end, so I could go outdoors to have a cigarette. Me and one of the hospital maintenance men became great buddies during those sojourns. I have no recollection of reading anything, watching TV, or talking to anyone on the phone though I must have done some of that during those 5 days. Crazy, isn't it? And, I felt no pain at all. Not even sick. Just goofy. You've pointed out the insidious thing about AIH and most autoimmune diseases. They don't get cured. We can have our periods of relative good health, but it's like having a load of bricks suspended over our heads on a thin rope. You never know when it's going to fall. Maybe never, maybe any time. How can anyone live a normal life with that kind of spectre haunting them? One of the things that keeps me in a constant state of anxiety is the knowledge that a damaged liver causes other organs to function improperly, so even if we can put the progression of liver failure at bay, other things can be going wrong and we won't know until it happens. Then there's that other ugly - the fact that we're all prone to additional autoimmune diseases. We'd go crazy if we thought about the possibilities all of the time. How are you feeling? You've mentioned a couple of things that sound like it's not entirely smooth sailing. Is your transplant good and stable and are you considered basically out of the woods as long as you take your meds? Take care, Geri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 6, 1999 Report Share Posted August 6, 1999 Hi Geri, I would have been thoughtful of the docs to mention that they were doing a biopsy for h-pylori or not say anything at all until the results were in...at least that's what I prefer. It's just additional unnecessary stress. I'm sorry to hear about the pain that you and some of the others are having. It's not fair that the doctors don't seem to want to address it. We know they hear these complaints from other liver patients, makes me wonder why they seem to ignore it. I love the tattoo bit, I have to laugh every time I picture the expression on your nephew's face<g>. It's amazing how we were both in crisis yet walking, talking and laughing and feeling so good. I was that way up to the time of my transplant. I have no idea what I said (as usual) to make you think something wasn't copasetic regarding my transplant. I'll never be home free though. Something can go wrong at any time, but the way I see it a perfectly healthy person has no guarantees that they'll be around tomorrow. I just focus on the positive and live my life for today. Since I've been pred free 2.5yrs., my quality of life has improved dramatically. But, I know people who thrive on it and fight to stay on it. It just didn't agree with me. It made me very sad to read about Dianne A's friend who died of complications from Wegener's. I had never heard of it, so I checked it out. Talk about insidious! It makes my brain scream......WHAT NEXT? I wanted to ask you if you've found an alternative to the fosomax. My mom uses the miacalcin nose spray and so far no negative reaction. I would add that she also takes a calcium supplement. I hope the pain decides it doesn't like you any more and takes a permanent holiday. TTYL, Barbara Ann AIH Transplant Recipient _____________________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 6, 1999 Report Share Posted August 6, 1999 Barbara, Bob was in a state of serious anxiety when I had the endoscopy for some reason though he was assured by everyone including me that it was no big deal. After it was over, my doctor talked to him and Bob totally blanked it out. All he can remember was that the doctor told me to keep taking Prilosec and to make an appointment to see him. He didn't even remember that I'd had a biopsy! That night he said, " oh, by the way, the doctor did a biopsy. " HUH??????? Bob had no recollection at all of why a biopsy was done. The next day the doctor's office called to tell me that they'd have the results back by Friday or Monday (endoscopy was on Wednesday). But, Bob took the call and didn't think to ask why the biopsy was taken. Finally Friday they called with the negative results and when I asked, his nurse told me that it was a biopsy for H-Pylori. Now, I'm having a new pain, fairly sharp, down my mid-section to my navel. I mentioned it to Bob for the first time tonight and he said, " well, the doctor did say that you have gastritis. " Bob forgot to tell me that, too. To explain, Bob's far from uncaring. He's a little too anxious about my health. I tend to not mention pain or feeling sick to him or even to my doctor most of the time, so when I do say something he goes into semi-panic. Which is one of the reasons I usually don't mention pain or other problems. About the pain, my doctor doesn't brush it off at all -possibly because I generally tell him I'm feeling " fine " no matter how I'm feeling. So, when I did tell him that I was bothered by left-sided pain, he ordered a colonoscopy. In fact, I've been scheduled three times and cancelled it each time. The new pain worries me so I'm going to have to go through with it this time, but not until we get back from Oregon. Probably not until the end of September. We're leaving on the 25th. and will be gone a couple of weeks. Of course, if something extreme happens, I'll do the right thing, but there's no blood and the pain is worse at night and seems to be relieved by food which implies a possible ulcer or maybe increased gastritis. I don't have diarrhea or enough nausea to even think about it, but I don't eat anything all day (except a very light breakfast) and we eat dinner late at night which is probably why the pain is worse at night before dinner or several hours after dinner, like right now. For the first few weeks after I got out of the hospital I took my nephew with me everywhere I went because I was doing things like leaving my wallet at the check stand in the grocery and forgetting our phone number when I'd go to Blockbuster to rent a video. I was in pretty good humor all of the time though I looked like death warmed over. Funny how little I remember about those first few weeks after I got out of the hospital. It must have been the meds because I didn't have that problem pre-pred and Imuran. I thought that you mentioned some elevated labs? Also pedal edema? I know that the doctors don't seem to react strongly to edema, but it's not a natural condition and to me, it means something's cockeyed. In many ways, I have more fear of a transplant than I do of AIH. It's like the last resort and if that doesn't work, what next? Yeah, I know. Another transplant. I've heard that people generally feel better post-transplant but I thought I felt fine until just before I was hospitalized. I'm not taking Fosomax or an alternative yet. I see the new Internist next Wednesday and I'll discuss it with him, but I'm definitely going to ask for the spray. I haven't had any oral/dental problems so far, but from current discussions, I shouldn't push my luck. Also, I'm having a LOT of back and leg pain all of a sudden. It takes me at least 2-3 hours now to get functional after I wake up, because of the pain, grogginess and fatigue. Why now, I wonder? My labs just two weeks ago were really very good. My meds have been at the same level for months - just 5 mgs. of pred and still 50 mgs. of Imuran. No big stress. No big nothing. I'm really treasuring this remission thing and intend to keep it permanently come hell or high water! Take care, Geri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 6, 1999 Report Share Posted August 6, 1999 Thanks Leona I will try that. Can anyone give me some info. on Rhuemotolgist what exactly is there purpose? Pa. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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