6 more days (not that I'm counting or anything)!

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Just checkin back in. Been listening to my Preparing for Surgery CD

everyday, such a good girl I am!! ha ha

Thanx Bonnie for your comments. Don't know if I've ever been accused

of having a great attitude before!! Nice to be reminded that I have

it in me somewhere AND it actually comes out from time to time.

Actually, I've lived most of my life in Darkness (aka Depression),

even as a child, but I'll spare ya'll my life story! Your welcome.

Jeri, good luck with your interview. It's been a long time since

I've interviewed, but just seeing the word brings up anxiety for me.

It has helped me to make sure I'm a few minutes early, so I can take

a moment (in the car) to get centered w/ some deep breathing before I

go in. That's my 2cents worth.

About the brain fog, I'm in it now, can't imagine when I come home

on the pain meds. It gets worse for me during Spring/Fall allergy

seasons, which is NOW. Then in the summer, I blame it on the heat!

Maybe that's why I like Winter so much. Yes, I really do like

Winter, however, I do live " down south " where we don't have REAL

winters.

And I digress so easily. I rested most of the day today, was slap

worn out by all this " getting ready " stuff. Activated the nerve pain

down my leg, which sux (as ya'll know). The resting today has

helped.....obviously or I wouldn't be writing all this stuff.

So, I guess it's a little too late to try and get in shape for

surgery, huh?! Okay, I'll stop now, I'm getting goofy. Usually a

sign of fear for me.

goodnite,

camille