Have a blown it?

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Okay. Here's the story.

MS diagnosed in 1997, effecting the left side and my eyes. Not too bad,

though.

MS attack started this time in December 2003. Left side again, chest to toe,

plus right foot. Feeling more jittery this time. Still more sensory than

motor. Felt like I was walking on stilts.

Started LDN just after the attack began. Did not expect it to stop the

attack, but I was able to get it then, so I started it.

I hate prednisone. Did not like how it made me feel when I had it in 1997,

and I had another attack just after taking it. Took it for ON. Next attack

was my first left side numbness attack. Could the Prednisone have brought

that on, or was it just luck of the draw?

Have been doing diet/herbs and LDN. Cheating, I hate to admit, but I am. I

started cheating on the diet in 2000 when I became pregnant my sixth time

(for our fourth living child). STill not completely on the diet and I do

forget the herbs now and then.

My question: Have a blown this? Is this all the better I will get? Do I need

to get on Prednisone? Sometimes I just wake up scared. I am only 43 and

concerned that I, in my pride (?), have blown my chances of being a healthy

mom for these kids and wife for this wonderful man.

Just wanting to vent. Thanks for listening and for any advice you might

have.

Sally in Indiana