Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 This was a hard story for you to tell; a hard one to listen to. In searching for a fix for our affliction, Rob and I have decided to stop our caffeine intake, forget the metabolism boost, and focus on the things we have control over -- on the things that bring us calm rather than anxiety. Sincerely, Aucott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Bobby, When I was younger I wanted to be taller too, but as I got older I realized its not one's height that is the issue, but how some people are about it. " If I could change the world " I sound like an Clapton song.;-) I would do it, but don't have time, energy for it. I try and spread the world about being short is like anything else and not something awful to be. I know I can't change everyone. I feel sorry for people who not only think negatively about people with dwarfism but other people cause I feel someday in their life they will have to come to terms with that. I'm 4'3 " pretty sharp, funny, pretty, determined. I'm the kind of person who likes someone for who they are inside. I'm the kind of person who wants people to look at me as Helen first, lady with dwarfism second. I'm proud to be little and I don't deny being little but being little to me is not the whole me. I'm someone who is a sister, aunt, cousin, friend, neighbor, coworker and more importantly pet-mother. I'm out marketing myself in the job market. I want someone out there to believe in me as far as my ability to do the work that I'm applying for. I'm a single woman who is back into the dating world when I look for a man to date I look for someone who is smart, funny, attractive. I don't mean a Mr. Bookworm or a Mr. Clown. Someone who is pretty knowledgeable and who makes you laugh. When I mean attractive I don't mean a Mr. Male Model kind I mean someone who you get a connection feel with. Be who you are and if certain people are so concerned about your height they are not worth anything they're superficial and those kind I away from. Helen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Is there a drink for those of us that are happy and content being the height we are? Matt New Member Story Hey, I am a new member. I thought I could come here and benifit everyone in here by sharing my stories and knowledge. When I was 14 years old I really wanted to be 6'feet and I was willing to do anything to become that tall. I thought if I was 6'feet tall I could attract the person I desired and be a celebrity easily, I even turned to Satanic and other stuff regarding religion that will help me grow. From my 2 years of looking and dabbling around. I have found the most effective way to be as tall as I want to be and that is through prayer. Anyway I gave up on my dream of being 6 feet tall and figure I'd let nature or God ( subconscious mind ) to grow me naturally. I am now 19 years old and I'm 5'2 in a half now. Although I am happy with my height I still want to grow taller especially if I know I can. You see I learned something through my search that our subconscious mind grows our body unconsciously according to the image and feeling we have of ourselves add beliefs and fears.. The thing is growth doesn't stop there, you can actually grow your body at will using prayer or hypnosis whatever feels comfortable to you. If any of you can benifit from free information that I have to share just email me and let me know what you guys think. I hope I stir up some feelings of passion and zest for life...telling you guys this story brings about strong feelings of youth and hope. Now this knowledge is universal it applies to all human beings, dwarf or not, you still can grow your body at will. Although I am not a dwarf, I have the desire to grow and help others on the way as I go. Now I don't mean to offend anyone by sending this email, my goal is to share this knowledge. ============= INEXPENSIVE PROTEIN DRINK - MILK SHAKE 1 cup of milk (regular or dry) or soy beverage 1 banana 1 egg (whole or just white of an egg) you can also add chocolate ========================================================== SLEEP If you measure the height of your body before you go to sleep and when you get up, you may notice that your height increased while you were asleep. This happens because during the day, while you are in upright position, your bones and joints are compressing because of earth's gravitation. While you sleep (in horizontal position), your bones and joints are decompressing and the body becomes longer. Your body grows while you sleep. It is during the night that your body releases growth hormones, as well as decompresses. While it is generally recommended that you sleep for 8 - 10 hours, each individual has different needs. It is recommended that you sleep on a flat, firm bed and preferably without a pillow. Right before you go to sleep do one of the following: either listen to the tape, or do the exercises below (doing them only in your mind is just fine). ========================================================== PHYSICAL EXERCISE Dr. Jeana Phillman, a medical doctor at San Pediatric Hospital states that according to studies - you will grow another inch if you hang on a bar every day for five minutes, for about three months. To improve your chances of growth, she recommends you take two big orange calcium tablets (50 ml) and take one in the morning and another in the evening. DOING THE EXERCISE IN YOUR MIND As you may have guessed, you can actually do the whole exercise in your mind. You can close your eyes, take three deep breaths to help you relax and IMAGINE yourself hanging on the bar (for five minutes a day), FEELING it as REAL as you can. As Dr. kson said, " You can PRETEND anything and master it. " Numerous experiments in sports performance have proven that the exercises performed in mind only (through self-hypnosis) have the same effectiveness as the ones performed physically. If you guys are serious growing taller, and stirring up your desire to be taller if you wish too.........email me === Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 good one matt i agree why change? you are the height you are. i dont agree with these ops either to make your legs longer and to be taller. i dont see the point in going through so much pain to be a few inches taller to then later in life most likely end up in a wheelchair cos you cant walk due to the pain . Stephy Matt Roloff <mroloff@...> wrote: Is there a drink for those of us that are happy and content being the height we are? Matt New Member Story Hey, I am a new member. I thought I could come here and benifit everyone in here by sharing my stories and knowledge. When I was 14 years old I really wanted to be 6'feet and I was willing to do anything to become that tall. I thought if I was 6'feet tall I could attract the person I desired and be a celebrity easily, I even turned to Satanic and other stuff regarding religion that will help me grow. From my 2 years of looking and dabbling around. I have found the most effective way to be as tall as I want to be and that is through prayer. Anyway I gave up on my dream of being 6 feet tall and figure I'd let nature or God ( subconscious mind ) to grow me naturally. I am now 19 years old and I'm 5'2 in a half now. Although I am happy with my height I still want to grow taller especially if I know I can. You see I learned something through my search that our subconscious mind grows our body unconsciously according to the image and feeling we have of ourselves add beliefs and fears.. The thing is growth doesn't stop there, you can actually grow your body at will using prayer or hypnosis whatever feels comfortable to you. If any of you can benifit from free information that I have to share just email me and let me know what you guys think. I hope I stir up some feelings of passion and zest for life...telling you guys this story brings about strong feelings of youth and hope. Now this knowledge is universal it applies to all human beings, dwarf or not, you still can grow your body at will. Although I am not a dwarf, I have the desire to grow and help others on the way as I go. Now I don't mean to offend anyone by sending this email, my goal is to share this knowledge. ============= INEXPENSIVE PROTEIN DRINK - MILK SHAKE 1 cup of milk (regular or dry) or soy beverage 1 banana 1 egg (whole or just white of an egg) you can also add chocolate ========================================================== SLEEP If you measure the height of your body before you go to sleep and when you get up, you may notice that your height increased while you were asleep. This happens because during the day, while you are in upright position, your bones and joints are compressing because of earth's gravitation. While you sleep (in horizontal position), your bones and joints are decompressing and the body becomes longer. Your body grows while you sleep. It is during the night that your body releases growth hormones, as well as decompresses. While it is generally recommended that you sleep for 8 - 10 hours, each individual has different needs. It is recommended that you sleep on a flat, firm bed and preferably without a pillow. Right before you go to sleep do one of the following: either listen to the tape, or do the exercises below (doing them only in your mind is just fine). ========================================================== PHYSICAL EXERCISE Dr. Jeana Phillman, a medical doctor at San Pediatric Hospital states that according to studies - you will grow another inch if you hang on a bar every day for five minutes, for about three months. To improve your chances of growth, she recommends you take two big orange calcium tablets (50 ml) and take one in the morning and another in the evening. DOING THE EXERCISE IN YOUR MIND As you may have guessed, you can actually do the whole exercise in your mind. You can close your eyes, take three deep breaths to help you relax and IMAGINE yourself hanging on the bar (for five minutes a day), FEELING it as REAL as you can. As Dr. kson said, " You can PRETEND anything and master it. " Numerous experiments in sports performance have proven that the exercises performed in mind only (through self-hypnosis) have the same effectiveness as the ones performed physically. If you guys are serious growing taller, and stirring up your desire to be taller if you wish too.........email me === Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 > > Is there a drink for those of us that are happy and content being > the height we are? > > Matt Yes Matt, there is such a drink. It is called Mountian Dew Code Red. I drink copious amounts of it and am as happy as can be. Albeit I do visit the facilities quite often, still it is a wonderful concoction. M. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Got anything to make my hair grow back? -Bill New Member Story Hey, I am a new member. I thought I could come here and benifit everyone in here by sharing my stories and knowledge. When I was 14 years old I really wanted to be 6'feet and I was willing to do anything to become that tall. I thought if I was 6'feet tall I could attract the person I desired and be a celebrity easily, I even turned to Satanic and other stuff regarding religion that will help me grow. From my 2 years of looking and dabbling around. I have found the most effective way to be as tall as I want to be and that is through prayer. Anyway I gave up on my dream of being 6 feet tall and figure I'd let nature or God ( subconscious mind ) to grow me naturally. I am now 19 years old and I'm 5'2 in a half now. Although I am happy with my height I still want to grow taller especially if I know I can. You see I learned something through my search that our subconscious mind grows our body unconsciously according to the image and feeling we have of ourselves add beliefs and fears.. The thing is growth doesn't stop there, you can actually grow your body at will using prayer or hypnosis whatever feels comfortable to you. If any of you can benifit from free information that I have to share just email me and let me know what you guys think. I hope I stir up some feelings of passion and zest for life...telling you guys this story brings about strong feelings of youth and hope. Now this knowledge is universal it applies to all human beings, dwarf or not, you still can grow your body at will. Although I am not a dwarf, I have the desire to grow and help others on the way as I go. Now I don't mean to offend anyone by sending this email, my goal is to share this knowledge. ============= INEXPENSIVE PROTEIN DRINK - MILK SHAKE 1 cup of milk (regular or dry) or soy beverage 1 banana 1 egg (whole or just white of an egg) you can also add chocolate ========================================================== SLEEP If you measure the height of your body before you go to sleep and when you get up, you may notice that your height increased while you were asleep. This happens because during the day, while you are in upright position, your bones and joints are compressing because of earth's gravitation. While you sleep (in horizontal position), your bones and joints are decompressing and the body becomes longer. Your body grows while you sleep. It is during the night that your body releases growth hormones, as well as decompresses. While it is generally recommended that you sleep for 8 - 10 hours, each individual has different needs. It is recommended that you sleep on a flat, firm bed and preferably without a pillow. Right before you go to sleep do one of the following: either listen to the tape, or do the exercises below (doing them only in your mind is just fine). ========================================================== PHYSICAL EXERCISE Dr. Jeana Phillman, a medical doctor at San Pediatric Hospital states that according to studies - you will grow another inch if you hang on a bar every day for five minutes, for about three months. To improve your chances of growth, she recommends you take two big orange calcium tablets (50 ml) and take one in the morning and another in the evening. DOING THE EXERCISE IN YOUR MIND As you may have guessed, you can actually do the whole exercise in your mind. You can close your eyes, take three deep breaths to help you relax and IMAGINE yourself hanging on the bar (for five minutes a day), FEELING it as REAL as you can. As Dr. kson said, " You can PRETEND anything and master it. " Numerous experiments in sports performance have proven that the exercises performed in mind only (through self-hypnosis) have the same effectiveness as the ones performed physically. If you guys are serious growing taller, and stirring up your desire to be taller if you wish too.........email me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Well, I had not intended to respond to this message, but given some of the responses I have seen, I feel I have to say something. First, for those who believe otherwise, the only ways to become taller are through growth hormone injections or through surgical limb lengthening. There are no magic tricks or potions out there to significantly increase one's height. Second, while I understand that some get tired of this issue and enjoy casting aspersions at those who wish to become taller you should take a look at what you are doing and remember how much you like it when others make fun of and criticize you. There is never an excuse for such behavior and given the number of people on this list you never know who might be reading what you say. Finally to repeat a very old refrain, there are many people out there who choose to have this done simply because it makes their lives functionally easier. It has nothing to do with how society, their peers or anyone else views them, it is strictly an issue of function. Limb lengthening is a serious procedure with serious consequences if things go wrong. Let's spend our time figuring out what doctors are doing this safely and then helping those who want this find those doctors rather than putting people down for personal choices. As always, just my opinion. Gillian. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Well Bill.... I know one thing for sure! Putting out another newsletter isn't going to help. ....Have you considered cutting some of your extra beard off and gluing that up top? You are talking about that cute little patch your missing on the top right? Matt P.S. By the way, Great job on the newsletter conference call last Sunday. I'm extremely excited about what you have planned. Thanks for volunteering to do another one. Re: New Member Story Got anything to make my hair grow back? -Bill New Member Story Hey, I am a new member. I thought I could come here and benifit everyone in here by sharing my stories and knowledge. When I was 14 years old I really wanted to be 6'feet and I was willing to do anything to become that tall. I thought if I was 6'feet tall I could attract the person I desired and be a celebrity easily, I even turned to Satanic and other stuff regarding religion that will help me grow. From my 2 years of looking and dabbling around. I have found the most effective way to be as tall as I want to be and that is through prayer. Anyway I gave up on my dream of being 6 feet tall and figure I'd let nature or God ( subconscious mind ) to grow me naturally. I am now 19 years old and I'm 5'2 in a half now. Although I am happy with my height I still want to grow taller especially if I know I can. You see I learned something through my search that our subconscious mind grows our body unconsciously according to the image and feeling we have of ourselves add beliefs and fears.. The thing is growth doesn't stop there, you can actually grow your body at will using prayer or hypnosis whatever feels comfortable to you. If any of you can benifit from free information that I have to share just email me and let me know what you guys think. I hope I stir up some feelings of passion and zest for life...telling you guys this story brings about strong feelings of youth and hope. Now this knowledge is universal it applies to all human beings, dwarf or not, you still can grow your body at will. Although I am not a dwarf, I have the desire to grow and help others on the way as I go. Now I don't mean to offend anyone by sending this email, my goal is to share this knowledge. ============= INEXPENSIVE PROTEIN DRINK - MILK SHAKE 1 cup of milk (regular or dry) or soy beverage 1 banana 1 egg (whole or just white of an egg) you can also add chocolate ========================================================== SLEEP If you measure the height of your body before you go to sleep and when you get up, you may notice that your height increased while you were asleep. This happens because during the day, while you are in upright position, your bones and joints are compressing because of earth's gravitation. While you sleep (in horizontal position), your bones and joints are decompressing and the body becomes longer. Your body grows while you sleep. It is during the night that your body releases growth hormones, as well as decompresses. While it is generally recommended that you sleep for 8 - 10 hours, each individual has different needs. It is recommended that you sleep on a flat, firm bed and preferably without a pillow. Right before you go to sleep do one of the following: either listen to the tape, or do the exercises below (doing them only in your mind is just fine). ========================================================== PHYSICAL EXERCISE Dr. Jeana Phillman, a medical doctor at San Pediatric Hospital states that according to studies - you will grow another inch if you hang on a bar every day for five minutes, for about three months. To improve your chances of growth, she recommends you take two big orange calcium tablets (50 ml) and take one in the morning and another in the evening. DOING THE EXERCISE IN YOUR MIND As you may have guessed, you can actually do the whole exercise in your mind. You can close your eyes, take three deep breaths to help you relax and IMAGINE yourself hanging on the bar (for five minutes a day), FEELING it as REAL as you can. As Dr. kson said, " You can PRETEND anything and master it. " Numerous experiments in sports performance have proven that the exercises performed in mind only (through self-hypnosis) have the same effectiveness as the ones performed physically. If you guys are serious growing taller, and stirring up your desire to be taller if you wish too.........email me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2003 Report Share Posted April 21, 2003 Awesome post! And very true! ~Bon > Well, I had not intended to respond to this message, but given some of the > responses I have seen, I feel I have to say something. First, for those > who believe otherwise, the only ways to become taller are through growth > hormone injections or through surgical limb lengthening. There are no > magic tricks or potions out there to significantly increase one's > height. Second, while I understand that some get tired of this issue and > enjoy casting aspersions at those who wish to become taller you should take > a look at what you are doing and remember how much you like it when others > make fun of and criticize you. There is never an excuse for such behavior > and given the number of people on this list you never know who might be > reading what you say. Finally to repeat a very old refrain, there are many > people out there who choose to have this done simply because it makes their > lives functionally easier. It has nothing to do with how society, their > peers or anyone else views them, it is strictly an issue of function. Limb > lengthening is a serious procedure with serious consequences if things go > wrong. Let's spend our time figuring out what doctors are doing this > safely and then helping those who want this find those doctors rather than > putting people down for personal choices. As always, just my > opinion. Gillian. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2003 Report Share Posted April 22, 2003 In a message dated 4/21/2003 12:23:38 PM Eastern Standard Time, mrsmith_1956@... writes: > > Yes Matt, there is such a drink. It is called Mountian Dew Code Red. > I drink copious amounts of it and am as happy as can be. Albeit I do > visit the facilities quite often, still it is a wonderful concoction. > > M. You're further adding to the misery of those who share my nerve-wracking phobia -- PPPP (people petrified of public potties). ;-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 24, 2003 Report Share Posted September 24, 2003 What is your diet like? New member story Hi All, I am relatively new to the group, and this is my 1st post. I learned about through the cean Diet group. I have bought the ER4YT Encyclopedia and have tried to follow the diet in most cases. I totally cut out dairy products for a short while, but recently started eating whole milk yogurt to gain some of the benefits from the Probiotics that I understand are supposed to help with various gastrointestinal conditions. I have been dealing with IBD for some time. Since I have been on a high protein low carb diet, I have lost 12 lbs (that I didn't need to lose - down to 160 from 172 @ 6'0 " height), and now tend to be too regular with bowel movements. If possible, I would like to bring my weight close to my previous norm, and not have to deal with consistent irregularity. I do exercise on a regular basis (surf 3 - 4 days a week for 1 - 2 hours), and also seem to have a high metabolic rate. I have been using a product called Healix (a natural antibiotic w/ complex mineral in a Fulvic Acid base) for the last 2 weeks, and am also taking acidophilus supplements. I have experienced a moderate relief, but still deal with stomach acid problems (baking soda in water helps this), and burping, etc. Also, I seem to be consistently hungry and snack eat through out the day. In an effort to add more calories and fat, but stick to the diet, I have been eating Macadamia nuts, Almonds, and String Cheese. Does anyone have any ideas, comments or suggestions? On the positive side, other flushing, and serious sinus problems I had when I was eating lots of carbs has improved dramatically. Thanks for your support. It's a great discussion group! Bill Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 24, 2003 Report Share Posted September 24, 2003 More beef, no carbs will relieve your acid reflux. Also no food for 3 hours before bedtime. --- Dekany <info@...> wrote: > What is your diet like? > > New member story > > Hi All, > > I am relatively new to the group, and this is my 1st > post. I > learned about through the cean Diet > group. I have bought > the ER4YT Encyclopedia and have tried to follow the > diet in most > cases. I totally cut out dairy products for a short > while, but > recently started eating whole milk yogurt to gain > some of the > benefits from the Probiotics that I understand are > supposed to help > with various gastrointestinal conditions. I have > been dealing with > IBD for some time. Since I have been on a high > protein low carb > diet, I have lost 12 lbs (that I didn't need to lose > - down > to 160 from 172 @ 6'0 " height), and now tend to be > too regular with > bowel movements. If possible, I would like to bring > my weight close > to my previous norm, and not have to deal with > consistent > irregularity. I do exercise on a regular basis (surf > 3 - 4 days a > week for 1 - 2 hours), and also seem to have a high > metabolic rate. > > I have been using a product called Healix (a natural > antibiotic w/ > complex mineral in a Fulvic Acid base) for the last > 2 weeks, and am > also taking acidophilus supplements. I have > experienced a moderate > relief, but still deal with stomach acid problems > (baking soda in > water helps this), and burping, etc. Also, I seem > to be > consistently hungry and snack eat through out the > day. In an effort > to add more calories and fat, but stick to the diet, > I have been > eating Macadamia nuts, Almonds, and String Cheese. > > Does anyone have any ideas, comments or suggestions? > > On the positive side, other flushing, and serious > sinus problems I > had when I was eating lots of carbs has improved > dramatically. > > Thanks for your support. It's a great discussion > group! > > Bill > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 24, 2003 Report Share Posted September 24, 2003 , For breakfast I normally eat organic oatmeal flake cereal with unsweetened soy milk. Snacktimes - Hard boiled egg, soy nuts, macadamia nuts, almonds, string cheese. Sometimes yogurt or cottage cheese. Lunch: Chicken or Beef or Tuna and/or Salad (lettuce, tomatos, carrots, celery). Dinner - Beef or Chicken or Fish on occasion (Salmon or Tuna), Veggies, Rice (occasionally). Rarely I splurge and have a few bites of pasta. Bill > What is your diet like? > > New member story > > Hi All, > > I am relatively new to the group, and this is my 1st post. I > learned about through the cean Diet group. I have bought > the ER4YT Encyclopedia and have tried to follow the diet in most > cases. I totally cut out dairy products for a short while, but > recently started eating whole milk yogurt to gain some of the > benefits from the Probiotics that I understand are supposed to help > with various gastrointestinal conditions. I have been dealing with > IBD for some time. Since I have been on a high protein low carb > diet, I have lost 12 lbs (that I didn't need to lose - down > to 160 from 172 @ 6'0 " height), and now tend to be too regular with > bowel movements. If possible, I would like to bring my weight close > to my previous norm, and not have to deal with consistent > irregularity. I do exercise on a regular basis (surf 3 - 4 days a > week for 1 - 2 hours), and also seem to have a high metabolic rate. > > I have been using a product called Healix (a natural antibiotic w/ > complex mineral in a Fulvic Acid base) for the last 2 weeks, and am > also taking acidophilus supplements. I have experienced a moderate > relief, but still deal with stomach acid problems (baking soda in > water helps this), and burping, etc. Also, I seem to be > consistently hungry and snack eat through out the day. In an effort > to add more calories and fat, but stick to the diet, I have been > eating Macadamia nuts, Almonds, and String Cheese. > > Does anyone have any ideas, comments or suggestions? > > On the positive side, other flushing, and serious sinus problems I > had when I was eating lots of carbs has improved dramatically. > > Thanks for your support. It's a great discussion group! > > Bill > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 24, 2003 Report Share Posted September 24, 2003 Breakfast - oatmeal? Avoid! Soymilk? Avoid! Not a good way to start since breakfast is the most important meal of the day. Snack times - eggs? Good! Soy nuts? Avoid! String cheese? Avoid! Cottage cheese? Avoid! Nuts are ok. Lunch - now you're talking, except where is the fat? Os strive on fat. Dinner - Very good, but again there is not HB fat. Pasta? Forget about it, (I hope it is rice pasta) especially at night. Rice is ok, but not at night, however with your condition it should be avoided until condition is corrected. Weight loss - it will normalize with time on its own, but what you did loose is water & fat weight which you do want to get rid of and replace it with muscle tissue. For now just focus on getting better and don't worry about your body getting rid of poison. (Weight loss) Drink a gallon of water a day also. Whole milk yogurt is a huge no-no. Again, instead of trying to work on the symptom, focus on correcting the cause. You don't need yogurt to heal your intestines as an O. Acidity - Bladderwrack, DGL are very helpful as is ARA. You should also food combine properly. I could go on, but I type fairly slow and running out of time. Can you weight lift? New member story > > Hi All, > > I am relatively new to the group, and this is my 1st post. I > learned about through the cean Diet group. I have bought > the ER4YT Encyclopedia and have tried to follow the diet in most > cases. I totally cut out dairy products for a short while, but > recently started eating whole milk yogurt to gain some of the > benefits from the Probiotics that I understand are supposed to help > with various gastrointestinal conditions. I have been dealing with > IBD for some time. Since I have been on a high protein low carb > diet, I have lost 12 lbs (that I didn't need to lose - down > to 160 from 172 @ 6'0 " height), and now tend to be too regular with > bowel movements. If possible, I would like to bring my weight close > to my previous norm, and not have to deal with consistent > irregularity. I do exercise on a regular basis (surf 3 - 4 days a > week for 1 - 2 hours), and also seem to have a high metabolic rate. > > I have been using a product called Healix (a natural antibiotic w/ > complex mineral in a Fulvic Acid base) for the last 2 weeks, and am > also taking acidophilus supplements. I have experienced a moderate > relief, but still deal with stomach acid problems (baking soda in > water helps this), and burping, etc. Also, I seem to be > consistently hungry and snack eat through out the day. In an effort > to add more calories and fat, but stick to the diet, I have been > eating Macadamia nuts, Almonds, and String Cheese. > > Does anyone have any ideas, comments or suggestions? > > On the positive side, other flushing, and serious sinus problems I > had when I was eating lots of carbs has improved dramatically. > > Thanks for your support. It's a great discussion group! > > Bill > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 16, 2004 Report Share Posted September 16, 2004 Murdoc, Sorry to hear that you had such trouble with finding an attentive doctor. I to understand the frustration of doctors who brush over what you know to be the problem and not listen to what you are saying. For years I had a family doctor who would flush my ear out with warm tap water whenever it was painful as he couldn't see what was going on due to 'gunk' (ehhh) in the ear. Wasn't I suprised to visit a specialist who told me not to get water in my ear as bacteria is abundent in water! He spent weeks vaccuming my ear while I was on antibotics. He found a hole in ear drum...which has now led me down ctoma path! I have learnt that when you know something is wrong fight for your right to be heard! Nobody knows you like you!!! Goodluck with your op (sounds like we will be going in around the same time).... New member story Hi all. New to the group and thought I'd share some of my story. I have chronic sinusitus and nasal problems. Have had several reconstructive surguries to alleviate the problems associaited with that including frequent, painfull ear infections. I guess all of that caught up to me and in July '03 when I woke up w/ pain in my ear. Being the only thing that will get me to the Dr. I put it off a week in hopes it would go away, when it didn't I went to the Dr. and after 2 weeks of antibiotics, an ear irrigation the pain was still there. A month later I was in to see an ENT - here in sinus valley Ohio it takes forever. The ENT was not my ENT I saw previously for my sinus problems, but one of the Dr's in the group. (Also happened to be my roomate at the time's supervising Dr. while he was on an ENT rotation for med school.) So I figured the guy knew his stuff.After several visits, I felt like the guy didn't hear a word I said. (Later found out he really didn't pay any attention to me or 'take me serious' at all I guess, but that's a whole other story.) He insisted on looking up my nose and all that and being niave & trusting, I figured there was some association w/ my nasal problems and ear pain. Well, after a sinus CAT scan and several visits later I finally say, "Doc, I understand my nose is messed up, but I'm here b/c my ear is killing me." So he orders a CAT scan of my ear to rule up cholesteatoma. So I go for yet another visit. By this time its early Sept. The CAT scan that I had on my ear was not at the office, but the Dr. read the report and said it was fluid in my ear. He recommended surgury to repair my septum, remove pollups, and put a tube in. I agreed since it sounded like a logical explination coming from a Dr. I assumed he knew what he was doing, and what he wanted to do would fix my problem.Well, the surgury never happened due to the whole him not paying attention thing, and me leaving the hospital in a fit of rage. (In short I don't do hospitals, told the Dr. this, and requested sedation ASAP upon arrival. Almost 2 hrs and no sedative later I was a little fired up, 2 hospital security personnel and a co. sheriff later I was on my way out the door.)Dec. of '03 I had a follow up apt. (to the surgury that didn't happen) scheduled when yet another Dr. in the group. He put a tube in my ear right there in the office. RELIEF! Or so I thought. The releif lasted a month or so when the pain came back. So I got in to see the tube Dr. and he said everything was functioning fine and left it at that.I still had no idea what was wrong with my ear, but at this point was through with Dr.'s. July of '04 my aspiring ENT roomate convinced me to go see a mentor of his in Cincinnati, Dr. Morad. After seeing Dr. Morad I finally got a Dr. to listen to my problem, assess the problem, and be honest with me. To him, there was no logical explination for my (at this point now) hearing loss and continued pain. Dr. Morad is a sinus guy so to speak, but he was honest. His assessment based on the CAT report and such was there was no explaination. So he referred me to Dr. Myles Pensak of the University of Cincinnati. On Monday, Sept. 13th, I saw Dr. Pensak. It took him all of 3 minutes to diagnos me with cholesteatoma. He actually read my CAT scan (as did Dr. Morad) but he was able to see the problem both on the CAT and in my ear.*** I HIGHLY RECCOMMEND DRs. MORAD AND PENSAK for anyone living in the vicinity of Cinci.*** To be honest, I'm full of emotion right now. I'm angry at the original ENT who didn't bother to look at the CAT scan himself and never bothered to adress the problem with my ear. I'm releived that after almost a year and 1/2 I now know what the problem is. I am in pain and have been for a year and 1/2 now, and I'm angry about that. I'm afraid my prognosis isn't very good. I am concerned and angry about the fact that its been over a year now. Having had spinal meningitis as an infant (I was 3 mos. old)I ponder and worry about the liklihood of it recurring due to my current ear situation. I know this was a long post, and I thank you for taking the time to read. Any help and supprot is greatly appreiciated. I don't yet have a surgury date, but it will be sometime mid-October. I won't bad-mouth a Dr. on the public forum, but if you want more info. I'll gladly share.Thanks again,Murdoc Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Hello, group members, I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be-graduate. That's " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms-sweating, shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never change. He ended his life through suicide. Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to-a special trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as much as Mark did. Medication Malpractice: Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non-serotonergic Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five prescribed serotonergic drugs: a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin syndrome) c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, as verified by his GI surgeon. And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on Saturday. He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable about feeling awful. As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin augmentation. I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, he would still be alive. My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there it is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 I am so sorry about your loss. These acts are criminal. That quack should rot in prison til death. Her continued freedom poses a hazard to public safety. what have you heard from the medical board? Thanks for sharing your story. Have you posted it to the FDA adverse side effects site? Terry - Re: RE: new member story Hello, group members, I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be-graduate. That's " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms-sweating, shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never change. He ended his life through suicide. Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to-a special trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as much as Mark did. Medication Malpractice: Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non-serotonergic Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five prescribed serotonergic drugs: a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin syndrome) c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, as verified by his GI surgeon. And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on Saturday. He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable about feeling awful. As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin augmentation. I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, he would still be alive. My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there it is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 I am sorry for your loss and I knw how disturbing it is to find out that we can't trust the so called health care professionals. If you read Jone's full report, you will research and make your own choice about prescription drugs. It's a shame that we cannot trust doctors. They are being trained by pharmaceutical companies. A few good doctors have expressed concerns over the amount of influence that pharmaceutical companies have. Our elderly are even more at risk; because it's well known that they cannot tolerate the atypical drugs; but, doctors (especially those involved with nursing homes) continue to prescribe. Many of the nursing home doctors are involved in making false reports to APS inorder to fill the nursing homes with clients who have assets to take. Television advertising does not tell all; but, by even listening to the side effects of the drugs, you may rather live with the condition instead of adding others to it or even being killed. Thank you for sharing your story and warning others, Durant SSRI medications From: nandtbearden@... Date: Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:26:18 -0800 Subject: Re:Re: RE: new member story I am so sorry about your loss. These acts are criminal. That quack should rot in prison til death. Her continued freedom poses a hazard to public safety. what have you heard from the medical board? Thanks for sharing your story. Have you posted it to the FDA adverse side effects site? Terry - Re: RE: new member story Hello, group members, I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be-graduate. That's " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms-sweating, shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never change. He ended his life through suicide. Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to-a special trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as much as Mark did. Medication Malpractice: Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non-serotonergic Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five prescribed serotonergic drugs: a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin syndrome) c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, as verified by his GI surgeon. And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on Saturday. He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable about feeling awful. As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin augmentation. I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, he would still be alive. My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there it is. _________________________________________________________________ Connect and share in new ways with Windows Live. http://www.windowslive.com/share.html?ocid=TXT_TAGHM_Wave2_sharelife_012008 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2008 Report Share Posted January 20, 2008 Thanks, Terry. The lawsuit and license chapters in this story are also not happy ones. I live in a conservative state in the US, and both my lawyer and another I checked with verified that a lawsuit had very little likelihood of success. This was even after we had the scathing review by the forensic psychiatrist we hired (and corroboration by another psychiatrist and two pharmacologists, independent of each other). But it came down to three things: (1) he killed himself instead of being killed directly by Serotonin Syndrome--which can happen, i.e. hyperthermia, seizures, coma, death; (2) it involves psych drugs and someone with a psych history--and those are the hardest cases to convince a jury of 12; and (3) almost no medical malpractice cases of *any* kind have been succeeding in our state the last few years. This was all determined by fall 2006. At the end of February 2007, the two-year window during which litigation was possible closed, and, as I already knew in the fall, that was the end of that. The Medical Board: Very protective of doctors. After I filed, I called to get a general idea of timing and process. That was when I learned that in my state, unlike some others, the process is (was) completely closed. You do not get to see the response of the doctor. You obviously don't get to rebut statements of the doctor or provide more information in response. (Both of these are automatic in states like Massachusetts.) You are not even told the disposition of the Board and the basis for its disposition, unless a public action such as suspending or rescinding the license occurs, which, for obvious reasons is very rare. Protecting their own! And it's easy behind closed doors and documents. I contacted my state representative to ask if there might not be some loophole. He responded by saying he was prepared to introduce new legislation to change the process. He did so, and worked a lot of angles behind the scenes, ending up with a more progressive amendment and more support than we thought we could get at first--not as progressive as Massachusetts, but still much better than before. I testified, the committee and legislature voted all in favor, and the governor signed it into law. All this occured over many months, during which time my complaint was being reviewed. The lawyer for the Board said to me later (if he can be trusted) that this one provoked a lot of attention, that it was a pretty hot case. Some weeks later, the adjudication of my complaint was complete. I got the standard " it has been handled appropriately " letter. (Which also said that there was no action against the doctor's license.) I called and spoke with the Board's attorney to say I'd like a copy of the doctor's response and to know the Board's determination and the basis for it (terms of new law). He explained that the Board didn't have to do that since my complaint was filed before the new law. I stated reasons why the Board should reasonably do so, and he urged me to write these as a letter to the Board. I did and got a terse " No; go away " letter back. I was outraged and later despondent. During the outraged period, I got a letter to the editor published and also a popular columinst wrote her column on the situation--how Mark died, how I got the law changed, and the irony that I cannot ever benefit from it. I cannot refile the complaint. The documents are exempt from the state public records laws. The complaint is forever grandfathered under the old law. The only principled answer by the doctor to the complaint would have been: Yes, this is correct. I should have known about Serotonin Syndrome and I did not. I was not reading the medical journal articles in my field or in major medical journals. The more symptomatic he became of the syndrome, the more serotonergic drugs I gave him. As a result, he lost his life. I understand now and I am very sorry. It is very unlikely that this was her reply. Even with the " sorry " I think the Board would have taken her license away. Speaking of " sorry " , I met at length with her minister (thank you, Google), who knew nothing of the situation. He listened very sympathetically and agreed that he would ask if at that point--many months after the litigation possibility was completely dead--she would meet in complete confidentiality with him and me. Not for a copy of her response to the Board--she had already declined my very non-hostile, this would be good for both of us request. But to acknowledge her wrongdoing to God and to me. How else can she live with herself? The minister was a bit doubtful, saying that she is " very very quiet. " I agreed, having met her only twice and finding her to be actually " pathologically " quiet, speaking very barely above a whisper. (No wonder she feels like she has to drug the hell out of anyone having--oh, no--*feelings*.) Sure enough, he wrote me later saying he gave it his best try but she declined. So she goes on with her practice and I go on without Mark, without these documents about the death of my own husband, without apology, and without financial assistance--just my paycheck and some insurance money. I'd live in a cardboard box if I just had Mark. And I'd still fight against psych drugs! Re: RE: new member story Hello, group members, I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be-graduate. That's " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms-sweating, shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never change. He ended his life through suicide. Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to-a special trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as much as Mark did. Medication Malpractice: Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non-serotonergic Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five prescribed serotonergic drugs: a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin syndrome) c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, as verified by his GI surgeon. And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on Saturday. He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable about feeling awful. As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin augmentation. I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, he would still be alive. My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there it is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 27, 2008 Report Share Posted January 27, 2008 I have not looked in on this group in some time. Today, scanning recent posts, I came upon this one, and am sick with disgust and rage. Not only at the destruction and premature death of a person, but at the charade surrounding your attempt to at least procure some accountablity. It seems the legal/official route to change, as well as to an appropriate response by the authorities to the results of the failure to change this horror that is contemporary shrinkery, is a dead end, adding to your pain and loss. It seems that the only route open to victims and their families is the way of the guerilla, using whatever is available, the electronic media, news, internet, to spread the facts, and deny these monsters their anonymity. Shine the spotlight on them. Maybe even put up posters with their mugs on walls around town. *Wanted.* And then tell why under the picture. Include name and address and phone number of the perp. Business cards with their ugly faces and the facts in brief in little stacks in public places. The cost of creating and reproducing that stuff has dropped since the advent of the home computer and Kinko's. Huge suppies of posters and cards would still not cost the price of a useless lawyer. Print more and more, and put new ones around faster than they can tear them down and pick them up! How can they come after you? They won't be able to prove who is doing it. Have friends leave the cards around in restaurants and laundromats and on random shelves in Lowe's or Home Depot or Giant or FoodForLess or CVS...you get the idea. And we could create drug fact cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > Thanks, Terry. > > The lawsuit and license chapters in this story are also not happy ones. I live in a conservative state in the US, and both my lawyer and another I checked with verified that a lawsuit had very little likelihood of success. This was even after we had the scathing review by the forensic psychiatrist we hired (and corroboration by another psychiatrist and two pharmacologists, independent of each other). But it came down to three things: (1) he killed himself instead of being killed directly by Serotonin Syndrome--which can happen, i.e. hyperthermia, seizures, coma, death; (2) it involves psych drugs and someone with a psych history--and those are the hardest cases to convince a jury of 12; and (3) almost no medical malpractice cases of *any* kind have been succeeding in our state the last few years. This was all determined by fall 2006. At the end of February 2007, the two-year window during which litigation was possible closed, and, as I already knew in the fall, that was the end of that. > > The Medical Board: Very protective of doctors. After I filed, I called to get a general idea of timing and process. That was when I learned that in my state, unlike some others, the process is (was) completely closed. You do not get to see the response of the doctor. You obviously don't get to rebut statements of the doctor or provide more information in response. (Both of these are automatic in states like Massachusetts.) You are not even told the disposition of the Board and the basis for its disposition, unless a public action such as suspending or rescinding the license occurs, which, for obvious reasons is very rare. Protecting their own! And it's easy behind closed doors and documents. > > I contacted my state representative to ask if there might not be some loophole. He responded by saying he was prepared to introduce new legislation to change the process. He did so, and worked a lot of angles behind the scenes, ending up with a more progressive amendment and more support than we thought we could get at first--not as progressive as Massachusetts, but still much better than before. I testified, the committee and legislature voted all in favor, and the governor signed it into law. > > All this occured over many months, during which time my complaint was being reviewed. The lawyer for the Board said to me later (if he can be trusted) that this one provoked a lot of attention, that it was a pretty hot case. > > Some weeks later, the adjudication of my complaint was complete. I got the standard " it has been handled appropriately " letter. (Which also said that there was no action against the doctor's license.) I called and spoke with the Board's attorney to say I'd like a copy of the doctor's response and to know the Board's determination and the basis for it (terms of new law). He explained that the Board didn't have to do that since my complaint was filed before the new law. I stated reasons why the Board should reasonably do so, and he urged me to write these as a letter to the Board. I did and got a terse " No; go away " letter back. I was outraged and later despondent. > > During the outraged period, I got a letter to the editor published and also a popular columinst wrote her column on the situation--how Mark died, how I got the law changed, and the irony that I cannot ever benefit from it. I cannot refile the complaint. The documents are exempt from the state public records laws. The complaint is forever grandfathered under the old law. > > The only principled answer by the doctor to the complaint would have been: Yes, this is correct. I should have known about Serotonin Syndrome and I did not. I was not reading the medical journal articles in my field or in major medical journals. The more symptomatic he became of the syndrome, the more serotonergic drugs I gave him. As a result, he lost his life. I understand now and I am very sorry. > > It is very unlikely that this was her reply. Even with the " sorry " I think the Board would have taken her license away. > > Speaking of " sorry " , I met at length with her minister (thank you, Google), who knew nothing of the situation. He listened very sympathetically and agreed that he would ask if at that point--many months after the litigation possibility was completely dead--she would meet in complete confidentiality with him and me. Not for a copy of her response to the Board--she had already declined my very non-hostile, this would be good for both of us request. But to acknowledge her wrongdoing to God and to me. How else can she live with herself? > > The minister was a bit doubtful, saying that she is " very very quiet. " I agreed, having met her only twice and finding her to be actually " pathologically " quiet, speaking very barely above a whisper. (No wonder she feels like she has to drug the hell out of anyone having--oh, no--*feelings*.) Sure enough, he wrote me later saying he gave it his best try but she declined. > > So she goes on with her practice and I go on without Mark, without these documents about the death of my own husband, without apology, and without financial assistance--just my paycheck and some insurance money. I'd live in a cardboard box if I just had Mark. And I'd still fight against psych drugs! > > > > > Re: RE: new member story > > Hello, group members, > > I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am > really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing > this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something > that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of > this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. > > My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in > June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a > troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood > with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and > overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the > feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be- graduate. That's > " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) > and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. > > From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on > top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly > up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely > dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which > is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic > drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as > Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His > symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. > During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that > further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a > non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages > recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. > The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as > " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " > > Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was > falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms- sweating, > shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative > sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no > other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, > that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never > change. He ended his life through suicide. > > Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been > profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who > took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to > deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient > precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he > felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. > And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to- a special > trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is > missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as > much as Mark did. > > Medication Malpractice: > > Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize > the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: > > Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. > F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal > articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was > first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and > the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the > checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) > > If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic > medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never > would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had > discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose > at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and > Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting > serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that > same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called > Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin > (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, > Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have > added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. > > [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make > the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of > serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non- serotonergic > Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. > Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] > > At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five > prescribed serotonergic drugs: > > a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) > b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic > drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin > syndrome) > c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) > d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) > She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of > ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of > Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications > with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not > evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist > independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the > drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his > bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although > Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, > as verified by his GI surgeon. > > And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have > taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 > in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound > from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and > each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that > dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic > drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was > aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried > about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency > action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my > call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather > told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very > adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " > > Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes > about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social > worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what > was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had > ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the > confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and > it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from > things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note > and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on > Saturday. > > He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't > remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He > was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all > Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain > medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable > about feeling awful. > > As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): > > Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT > (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with > high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents > are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate > washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are > used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain > medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be > caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. > > The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. > Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and > symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin > augmentation. > > I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she > would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would > not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she > would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the > published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact > with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. > > Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one > cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large > scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, > food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered > such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as > precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and > medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical > psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, > he would still be alive. > > My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's > more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there > it is. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2008 Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 Wow, I like it. If it could be done in such a way that you didn't get slander or defamation of character charges against yourself. Jim I have not looked in on this group in some time. Today, scanning recent posts, I came upon this one, and am sick with disgust and rage. Not only at the destruction and premature death of a person, but at the charade surrounding your attempt to at least procure some accountablity. It seems the legal/official route to change, as well as to an appropriate response by the authorities to the results of the failure to change this horror that is contemporary shrinkery, is a dead end, adding to your pain and loss. It seems that the only route open to victims and their families is the way of the guerilla, using whatever is available, the electronic media, news, internet, to spread the facts, and deny these monsters their anonymity. Shine the spotlight on them. Maybe even put up posters with their mugs on walls around town. *Wanted.* And then tell why under the picture. Include name and address and phone number of the perp. Business cards with their ugly faces and the facts in brief in little stacks in public places. The cost of creating and reproducing that stuff has dropped since the advent of the home computer and Kinko's. Huge suppies of posters and cards would still not cost the price of a useless lawyer. Print more and more, and put new ones around faster than they can tear them down and pick them up! How can they come after you? They won't be able to prove who is doing it. Have friends leave the cards around in restaurants and laundromats and on random shelves in Lowe's or Home Depot or Giant or FoodForLess or CVS...you get the idea. And we could create drug fact cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > Thanks, Terry. > > The lawsuit and license chapters in this story are also not happy ones. I live in a conservative state in the US, and both my lawyer and another I checked with verified that a lawsuit had very little likelihood of success. This was even after we had the scathing review by the forensic psychiatrist we hired (and corroboration by another psychiatrist and two pharmacologists, independent of each other). But it came down to three things: (1) he killed himself instead of being killed directly by Serotonin Syndrome--which can happen, i.e. hyperthermia, seizures, coma, death; (2) it involves psych drugs and someone with a psych history--and those are the hardest cases to convince a jury of 12; and (3) almost no medical malpractice cases of *any* kind have been succeeding in our state the last few years. This was all determined by fall 2006. At the end of February 2007, the two-year window during which litigation was possible closed, and, as I already knew in the fall, that was the end of that. > > The Medical Board: Very protective of doctors. After I filed, I called to get a general idea of timing and process. That was when I learned that in my state, unlike some others, the process is (was) completely closed. You do not get to see the response of the doctor. You obviously don't get to rebut statements of the doctor or provide more information in response. (Both of these are automatic in states like Massachusetts.) You are not even told the disposition of the Board and the basis for its disposition, unless a public action such as suspending or rescinding the license occurs, which, for obvious reasons is very rare. Protecting their own! And it's easy behind closed doors and documents. > > I contacted my state representative to ask if there might not be some loophole. He responded by saying he was prepared to introduce new legislation to change the process. He did so, and worked a lot of angles behind the scenes, ending up with a more progressive amendment and more support than we thought we could get at first--not as progressive as Massachusetts, but still much better than before. I testified, the committee and legislature voted all in favor, and the governor signed it into law. > > All this occured over many months, during which time my complaint was being reviewed. The lawyer for the Board said to me later (if he can be trusted) that this one provoked a lot of attention, that it was a pretty hot case. > > Some weeks later, the adjudication of my complaint was complete. I got the standard " it has been handled appropriately " letter. (Which also said that there was no action against the doctor's license.) I called and spoke with the Board's attorney to say I'd like a copy of the doctor's response and to know the Board's determination and the basis for it (terms of new law). He explained that the Board didn't have to do that since my complaint was filed before the new law. I stated reasons why the Board should reasonably do so, and he urged me to write these as a letter to the Board. I did and got a terse " No; go away " letter back. I was outraged and later despondent. > > During the outraged period, I got a letter to the editor published and also a popular columinst wrote her column on the situation--how Mark died, how I got the law changed, and the irony that I cannot ever benefit from it. I cannot refile the complaint. The documents are exempt from the state public records laws. The complaint is forever grandfathered under the old law. > > The only principled answer by the doctor to the complaint would have been: Yes, this is correct. I should have known about Serotonin Syndrome and I did not. I was not reading the medical journal articles in my field or in major medical journals. The more symptomatic he became of the syndrome, the more serotonergic drugs I gave him. As a result, he lost his life. I understand now and I am very sorry. > > It is very unlikely that this was her reply. Even with the " sorry " I think the Board would have taken her license away. > > Speaking of " sorry " , I met at length with her minister (thank you, Google), who knew nothing of the situation. He listened very sympathetically and agreed that he would ask if at that point--many months after the litigation possibility was completely dead--she would meet in complete confidentiality with him and me. Not for a copy of her response to the Board--she had already declined my very non-hostile, this would be good for both of us request. But to acknowledge her wrongdoing to God and to me. How else can she live with herself? > > The minister was a bit doubtful, saying that she is " very very quiet. " I agreed, having met her only twice and finding her to be actually " pathologically " quiet, speaking very barely above a whisper. (No wonder she feels like she has to drug the hell out of anyone having--oh, no--*feelings*.) Sure enough, he wrote me later saying he gave it his best try but she declined. > > So she goes on with her practice and I go on without Mark, without these documents about the death of my own husband, without apology, and without financial assistance--just my paycheck and some insurance money. I'd live in a cardboard box if I just had Mark. And I'd still fight against psych drugs! > > > > > Re: RE: new member story > > Hello, group members, > > I've just recently joined this group, and I see that it is very active. I am > really appreciating the posts. So I thought I'd share my story. I am writing > this assuming that everyone is well read about Serotonin Syndrome, something > that I knew nothing about until after I became a psych drug widow. Some of > this is cut and pasted from my complaint to the State Medical Board. > > My husband was very upset over the loss of his job in May 2003 and went in > June to the psychiatrist he had gone to 30 years earlier when he was a > troubled college student. (Translation: he felt the weight of his childhood > with a terrified, raging father from a Polish Jewish refugee family and > overwhelmed--4 kids, no life--mother, plus painful Crohn's disease, and the > feelings of hope and limitless possibility as a soon-to-be- graduate. That's > " bipolar. " ) He believed the medical model had saved him then (psych drugs) > and with his Crohn's disease, so back he went. > > From that time until his death in February 2005, Dr. F gave him one drug on > top of another. (Total: seven psychiatric drugs.) She titrated doses rapidly > up and down, contrary to medical standards. She induced the extremely > dangerous, sometimes fatal condition known as the Serotonin Syndrome, which > is the well-studied, predictable consequence of excessive serotonergic > drugs. She did not recognize or checklist for the syndrome, and in fact as > Mark became more symptomatic, she administered more serotonergic drugs. His > symptoms worsened, and she again increased his serotonergic medications. > During this time, Dr. F did not prohibit alcohol or OTC medications that > further augment hyper-serotonergic status. She had him on a low dose of a > non-serotonergic mood stabilizer, yet rather than increase it to dosages > recommended for adults or even children, she added more serotonergic drugs. > The forensic psychiatrist who reviewed the case described this as > " disturbing " , " incomprehensible " , and " a lesson in what not to do. " > > Afflicted with unidentified Serotonin Syndrome, my husband believed he was > falling apart physically and mentally. With classic symptoms- sweating, > shaking, leg-twitching, agitation, clumsiness, sedation, unrestorative > sleep, hypomania, confusion, extreme forgetfulness-he assumed, having no > other explanation and being in a frightening state of cognitive impairment, > that he had irreducible mental illness and that his condition would never > change. He ended his life through suicide. > > Losing him has been devastating beyond words. The shock and grief have been > profound. We were a very compatible, communicative, affectionate couple who > took great joy in living together and marveled at how our love continued to > deepen. Mark wanted to live very, very much. He was a compliant patient > precisely because he did want so much to live-he even said so explicitly; he > felt he could trust Dr. F and the medicinal approach. I miss him terribly. > And he will never get to do the many things he looked forward to- a special > trip we planned, his sister's kidney transplant, old age together. He is > missing everything, and that is incredible for someone who savored life as > much as Mark did. > > Medication Malpractice: > > Wrongful Administration of Adversely Interacting Drugs; Failure to Recognize > the Predictable Consequence; Failure to Use an Appropriate Medication: > > Mark and I knew nothing of Serotonin Syndrome. Apparently, neither did Dr. > F, despite the fact that it is the subject of frequent medical journal > articles and her practice is pharmacotherapy*. (*The Serotonin Syndrome was > first described in 1959; the common term for it was agreed upon in 1986; and > the landmark, often-cited article in Am J Psychiatry, June 1991 proposed the > checklist of symptoms that has been used universally since.) > > If she had, she never would have prescribed five concurrent serotonergic > medications. She never would have added one on top of another. She never > would have, on November 17, 2004, resumed Lithium (which she had > discontinued, and which is serotonergic), while leaving Mark's Lamictal dose > at only 200 mg.-when 600 mg. is safely given to pediatric populations, and > Lamictal serves the same purpose (mood stabilization) without augmenting > serotonin levels or other side effects. She never would have added, that > same day, a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic called > Zyprexa. She would have observed that after the discontinuation of Klonopin > (a benzodiazapine, which mitigates some syndrome symptoms) on November 17, > Mark became more obviously symptomatic of the syndrome. She never would have > added, one month later (December18), the SSRI Lexapro. > > [PS to group: I am actually against ALL these drugs. But I wanted to make > the point to the Board that he could have been weaned off the huge load of > serotonergic drugs with a higher and safer dose of the non- serotonergic > Lamictal, according to the forensic psychiatrist who did the expert review. > Then, my personal retroactive wish, veerrry gradually and safely off that.] > > At that point, two months before his death, Dr. F had Mark on five > prescribed serotonergic drugs: > > a.. Paxil and Lexapro (SSRIs-selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors) > b.. Wellbutrin (a dopamine agonist, which when taken with serotonergic > drugs, will increase the availability of serotonin, leading to serotonin > syndrome) > c.. Zyprexa (a serotonergic atypical antidepressant/antipsychotic) > d.. Lithium (a mood stabilizer that increases serotonin release) > She did not prohibit his occasional use of alcohol, his frequent use of > ibuprofen (including 800 mg. every Friday night before dancing) and of > Sudafed (p.r.n., fairly often), and his occasional use of cough medications > with DM. All of these interact with serotonin neurotransmission. She did not > evaluate his hypertension (another Serotonin Syndrome symptom): did it exist > independent of the serotonergic drugs, or was it caused by them, or were the > drugs exacerbating the pre-existing hypertension? She did not correlate his > bouts of diarrhea (another symptom) with the medication increases. Although > Mark had Crohn's disease, he had no active disease during this very period, > as verified by his GI surgeon. > > And if Dr. F were aware of the Serotonin Syndrome, she never would have > taken Mark from 0 mg. Paxil (she rapidly discontinued it during January to 0 > in early February 2005; not surprisingly, he experienced terrible rebound > from the far-too-rapid titration) to 50 mg. in one day, February 17, and > each of the days that remained. Paxil, a powerful SSRI, especially at that > dose, slammed a huge serotonin load on top of the other four serotonergic > drugs. He suffered immensely that week, the last week of his life. She was > aware of his suffering from daily phone calls, and writes " I am very worried > about this gentleman " in the medical record, yet does not take any emergency > action. When I called in alarm a few weeks earlier, she never returned my > call (although it is recorded verbatim in the medical record) but rather > told Mark to reassure me that she knew what she was doing. He was very > adamant about following doctor's orders, " because I want to live. " > > Mark attended an all-day work meeting that Friday, February 25, making notes > about phone calls and actions to make on Monday for his job as a social > worker. That evening he took his usual 800 mg. of ibuprofen, on top of what > was now one week of the largest load of serotonergic medication that he had > ever been on, and went to his folk dance, where he could not shake the > confusion, the clumsy/rigid muscles, the new wave of non-IBD diarrhea, and > it was then that he truly gave up. I was able to piece this together from > things other people and I heard him say. He wrote me a loving farewell note > and took all the drugs at the same time while I was out from noon to five on > Saturday. > > He died a man both impaired and in acute fear. He was aware that he couldn't > remember things. He was aware that he was sweating profusely and shaking. He > was aware that his mind often felt dull and confused. (These are all > Serotonin Syndrome symptoms.) He'd had manic episodes with certain > medication changes and now he felt awful, and he felt afraid and miserable > about feeling awful. > > As we in this group all know (excerpted from journal article): > > Serotonin syndrome is a hyper-serotonergic state, that is, an excess of 5-HT > (serotonin) in the central nervous system. It is usually associated with > high doses of serotonergic drugs, when combinations of serotonergic agents > are used together, or when antidepressants are changed without an adequate > washout period between drugs. It can also occur when serotonergic drugs are > used in combination with non-serotonergeric drugs, such as certain pain > medications, certain antibiotics, and others. Less frequently it can also be > caused by moderate dosage of a single serotonergeric drug. > > The patient does not develop serotonin syndrome by natural processes alone. > Abnormally elevated concentrations of serotonin and clinical signs and > symptoms of serotonin syndrome develop because of drug-induced serotonin > augmentation. > > I cannot believe that Dr. F was aware of Serotonin Syndrome. Otherwise she > would not have made the prescription choices I described above: she would > not have continued to add more serotonergic drugs at higher doses, and she > would not have under-utilized Lamictal. She would have gone through the > published (repeatedly, since 1991) checklist of symptoms with every contact > with Mark. This is inexcusable and criminal. > > Nothing can bring back Mark, the man who wanted so much to live. No one > cared more about making life fair and good for all of humanity, on a large > scale and person by person. No one savored life more, enjoying music, dance, > food, nature, ideas, friends, and a deep committed love. Having suffered > such painful undiagnosed bowel disease as a young person, he saw life as > precious. Modern medicine served him well, through surgeries and > medications, in treating his Crohn's disease. If only this " medical > psychiatrist " (as if biopsychiatry had any validity) had been so competent, > he would still be alive. > > My struggle since his death has been excrutiating---and drug free. There's > more, but this is more than enough for now. Sorry it's so long, but there > it is. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2008 Report Share Posted February 9, 2008 the more ideas, the better. Think what the little person can do, against the monolith of Big Everything-- pharma, medicine, media, ad agencies, govt. agencies, public private collusions like TMAP, and on and on and on! It gets awfully discouraging, unless we stop and think that there are hundreds of thousands of us, and only a couple of dozen of them, even if they do have all the money. Cate > > And we could create drug fact > > cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been > > talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought > > to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a > > story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one > > thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > > I like your ideas. Can I add to them? I think it would be worth it > to put the drug info cards (and alternatives to drugs, and underlying > medical/drug causes of depression/anxiety) in psych textbooks in > universities and colleges. The educational system is part of the > problem, and the students going in often are brainwashed to believe > the only treatment options are drugs, counseling or ECT. They need to > know there are other options; they also need to know who is funding > studies, and their educations. > > > I think the drug fact cards would make nice replacements for some of > the pamphlets they have in psychiatrists' waiting rooms... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2008 Report Share Posted February 9, 2008 the more ideas, the better. Think what the little person can do, against the monolith of Big Everything-- pharma, medicine, media, ad agencies, govt. agencies, public private collusions like TMAP, and on and on and on! It gets awfully discouraging, unless we stop and think that there are hundreds of thousands of us, and only a couple of dozen of them, even if they do have all the money. Cate > > And we could create drug fact > > cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been > > talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought > > to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a > > story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one > > thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > > I like your ideas. Can I add to them? I think it would be worth it > to put the drug info cards (and alternatives to drugs, and underlying > medical/drug causes of depression/anxiety) in psych textbooks in > universities and colleges. The educational system is part of the > problem, and the students going in often are brainwashed to believe > the only treatment options are drugs, counseling or ECT. They need to > know there are other options; they also need to know who is funding > studies, and their educations. > > > I think the drug fact cards would make nice replacements for some of > the pamphlets they have in psychiatrists' waiting rooms... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2008 Report Share Posted February 9, 2008 the more ideas, the better. Think what the little person can do, against the monolith of Big Everything-- pharma, medicine, media, ad agencies, govt. agencies, public private collusions like TMAP, and on and on and on! It gets awfully discouraging, unless we stop and think that there are hundreds of thousands of us, and only a couple of dozen of them, even if they do have all the money. Cate > > And we could create drug fact > > cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been > > talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought > > to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a > > story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one > > thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > > I like your ideas. Can I add to them? I think it would be worth it > to put the drug info cards (and alternatives to drugs, and underlying > medical/drug causes of depression/anxiety) in psych textbooks in > universities and colleges. The educational system is part of the > problem, and the students going in often are brainwashed to believe > the only treatment options are drugs, counseling or ECT. They need to > know there are other options; they also need to know who is funding > studies, and their educations. > > > I think the drug fact cards would make nice replacements for some of > the pamphlets they have in psychiatrists' waiting rooms... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2008 Report Share Posted February 9, 2008 the more ideas, the better. Think what the little person can do, against the monolith of Big Everything-- pharma, medicine, media, ad agencies, govt. agencies, public private collusions like TMAP, and on and on and on! It gets awfully discouraging, unless we stop and think that there are hundreds of thousands of us, and only a couple of dozen of them, even if they do have all the money. Cate > > And we could create drug fact > > cards, as well, for random wide distribution. For years we've been > > talking to each other, preaching to the choir. All of us maybe ought > > to consider doing this, each in our own communities, each of us has a > > story to tell, a heart that's been broken by these vermin. The one > > thing they fear is exposure. It could cut into the income. Cate > > > I like your ideas. Can I add to them? I think it would be worth it > to put the drug info cards (and alternatives to drugs, and underlying > medical/drug causes of depression/anxiety) in psych textbooks in > universities and colleges. The educational system is part of the > problem, and the students going in often are brainwashed to believe > the only treatment options are drugs, counseling or ECT. They need to > know there are other options; they also need to know who is funding > studies, and their educations. > > > I think the drug fact cards would make nice replacements for some of > the pamphlets they have in psychiatrists' waiting rooms... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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