Re: Re: Update from Arkansas..I found hope!

[Guest guest]

Nope pain still here poking it's head out, but I'm dealing with it better. I

hope one day the crappy little punk climbs back into hell where it came from but

for now we share this body, I'm just not going down without a fight. We all have

to fight with whatever means we have. Some of us can fight by education, some by

will power ( which I don't have). Today, I hurt, I'm angry.  I'm a little sad to

see it again this am. I worked out yesterday, endorphins ya know. I'm going to

just do upper body today and swim. The legs are shot today, they win. I gladly

take my pain pills and that God for them. I have found a lot of supportive

people with physical challanges at the health club. They drive me on. Some times

I hear others moaning from pain after working out, yes, misery loves company and

I needed others like myself. By the way, this health club gives out scholorships

to people on disability so lack of funds doesn't exclude people that need this

club the

worse.

But anywho, believe and become, right, ha, that's my story and I'm sticking to

it.

Oh and yes, I'm the proud new mother of a 15 year old girl, it all finally got

legal Feb 4th.

God Bless,

Terry

Finally I decided, today, as I once heard, is a good day to die,

meaning, get up, face down this thing and fight. Either it would

kill me or I'd kill it, but one of us me or the constant pain was

going.

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And by God - you did it.

I am very pleased to meet SUCH A SUCCESS!!!

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