Guest guest Posted December 5, 2008 Report Share Posted December 5, 2008 sorry about that. I'm over my disappointment. Have emotionally adjusted to the fact that I'll be gooing back to my 'chronic fatigue' state and am prepared for the difficulty I know I'll have in the next few days withdrawing from / coming off the adrenal cortex. It was unreal. For a while I felt like I was well again. From: Helen deHavilland <helen_dehavilland@...> Subject: Re: in need of support candidiasis Received: Friday, 5 December, 2008, 8:31 PM I cried and cried and cried today.  Having spent years with some sort of chronic fatigue like disorder, which means I cant work to support myself and my family, and I can barely pass my subjects at college, I discovered (after tests) that I had exhausted adrenals. I learnt that one could potentially get better/cured by taking bovine adrenal cortex. I ordered some from overseas. It was great. I almost felt normal. My life changed. Despite significant problems that I had when I suddenly stopped taking it (when I had run out - some horrible sort of withdrawal effect), I ordered more nonetheless - I thought I just had to make sure I didnt run out. It was my dream come true. I could function almost normally. I felt well. I felt normal. The only other thing that made me feel well was dexamphetamine (legally prescribed) and I learnt that this was not a good thing to take for a number of reasons. Among other things, it gave me horrible gastritis with bloody mucus in my feces.  Today I again found bloody mucus in the toilet, after other emerging symptoms of gastritis started to occur over time. I worked out its the cortex. I cant take the cotex anymore and I'm devastated. In addition I learnt that coming off the stuff is a nightmare for me. I think it must be some sort of autoimmune thing. I know I will be on activated charcoal every 4 hours for a week while  I go through this whole toxic experience again coming off it. I can live with that - but I'm devastated that I'm going to be exhausted again without real hope of recovery. Sorry to pester you guys like ths. I cant stop crying.  Helen Start your day with 7 and win a Sony Bravia TV. Enter now http://au.docs. / homepageset/ ?p1=other & p2=au & p3= tagline Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 5, 2008 Report Share Posted December 5, 2008 Hi Helen I'm new to the site. I wrote something the other day but I don't think it got through. I hope you are feeling better today. I want to ask anyone here, is white tongue, dry mouth and blurry vision a typically reported symptom for this candidiasis? > > From: Helen deHavilland <helen_dehavilland@...> > Subject: Re: in need of support > candidiasis > Received: Friday, 5 December, 2008, 8:31 PM > > > > > > > > I cried and cried and cried today. >  > Having spent years with some sort of chronic fatigue like disorder, which means I cant work to support myself and my family, and I can barely pass my subjects at college, I discovered (after tests) that I had exhausted adrenals. I learnt that one could potentially get better/cured by taking bovine adrenal cortex. I ordered some from overseas. It was great. I almost felt normal. My life changed. Despite significant problems that I had when I suddenly stopped taking it (when I had run out - some horrible sort of withdrawal effect), I ordered more nonetheless - I thought I just had to make sure I didnt run out. It was my dream come true. I could function almost normally. I felt well. I felt normal. The only other thing that made me feel well was dexamphetamine (legally prescribed) and I learnt that this was not a good thing to take for a number of reasons. Among other things, it gave me horrible gastritis with bloody mucus in my feces. >  > Today I again found bloody mucus in the toilet, after other emerging symptoms of gastritis started to occur over time. I worked out its the cortex. I cant take the cotex anymore and I'm devastated. In addition I learnt that coming off the stuff is a nightmare for me. I think it must be some sort of autoimmune thing. I know I will be on activated charcoal every 4 hours for a week while  I go through this whole toxic experience again coming off it. I can live with that - but I'm devastated that I'm going to be exhausted again without real hope of recovery. Sorry to pester you guys like ths. I cant stop crying. >  > Helen > > Start your day with 7 and win a Sony Bravia TV. Enter now http://au.docs. / homepageset/ ?p1=other & p2=au & p3= tagline > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2008 Report Share Posted December 6, 2008 Helen: I know Australia is big but this is a site I love and a place I wish I could go! www.sensible-alternative.com.au Blessings ... Marci > > From: Helen deHavilland <helen_dehavilland@...> > Subject: Re: in need of support > candidiasis > Received: Friday, 5 December, 2008, 8:31 PM > > > > > > > > I cried and cried and cried today. >  > Having spent years with some sort of chronic fatigue like disorder, which means I cant work to support myself and my family, and I can barely pass my subjects at college, I discovered (after tests) that I had exhausted adrenals. I learnt that one could potentially get better/cured by taking bovine adrenal cortex. I ordered some from overseas. It was great. I almost felt normal. My life changed. Despite significant problems that I had when I suddenly stopped taking it (when I had run out - some horrible sort of withdrawal effect), I ordered more nonetheless - I thought I just had to make sure I didnt run out. It was my dream come true. I could function almost normally. I felt well. I felt normal. The only other thing that made me feel well was dexamphetamine (legally prescribed) and I learnt that this was not a good thing to take for a number of reasons. Among other things, it gave me horrible gastritis with bloody mucus in my feces. >  > Today I again found bloody mucus in the toilet, after other emerging symptoms of gastritis started to occur over time. I worked out its the cortex. I cant take the cotex anymore and I'm devastated. In addition I learnt that coming off the stuff is a nightmare for me. I think it must be some sort of autoimmune thing. I know I will be on activated charcoal every 4 hours for a week while  I go through this whole toxic experience again coming off it. I can live with that - but I'm devastated that I'm going to be exhausted again without real hope of recovery. Sorry to pester you guys like ths. I cant stop crying. >  > Helen > > Start your day with 7 and win a Sony Bravia TV. Enter now http://au.docs. / homepageset/ ?p1=other & p2=au & p3= tagline > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2008 Report Share Posted December 6, 2008 > > From: Helen deHavilland <helen_dehavilland@...> > Subject: Re: in need of support > candidiasis > Received: Friday, 5 December, 2008, 8:31 PM > > Hi Helen I was wondering if there may be someother underlying problem, i.e. heavy metal toxicity or GI problem. Just an idea? Kenny > > > > > > I cried and cried and cried today. >  > Having spent years with some sort of chronic fatigue like disorder, which means I cant work to support myself and my family, and I can barely pass my subjects at college, I discovered (after tests) that I had exhausted adrenals. I learnt that one could potentially get better/cured by taking bovine adrenal cortex. I ordered some from overseas. It was great. I almost felt normal. My life changed. Despite significant problems that I had when I suddenly stopped taking it (when I had run out - some horrible sort of withdrawal effect), I ordered more nonetheless - I thought I just had to make sure I didnt run out. It was my dream come true. I could function almost normally. I felt well. I felt normal. The only other thing that made me feel well was dexamphetamine (legally prescribed) and I learnt that this was not a good thing to take for a number of reasons. Among other things, it gave me horrible gastritis with bloody mucus in my feces. >  > Today I again found bloody mucus in the toilet, after other emerging symptoms of gastritis started to occur over time. I worked out its the cortex. I cant take the cotex anymore and I'm devastated. In addition I learnt that coming off the stuff is a nightmare for me. I think it must be some sort of autoimmune thing. I know I will be on activated charcoal every 4 hours for a week while  I go through this whole toxic experience again coming off it. I can live with that - but I'm devastated that I'm going to be exhausted again without real hope of recovery. Sorry to pester you guys like ths. I cant stop crying. >  > Helen > > Start your day with 7 and win a Sony Bravia TV. Enter now http://au.docs. / homepageset/ ?p1=other & p2=au & p3= tagline > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 6, 2008 Report Share Posted December 6, 2008 Hi  Thanks - I had my big cry and disappointment, then emotionally recovered, then got some really good leads and hope from my dear friends on this group. ------------------ No - I don't think your message did get through to the group.  I know that a white coated tongue is a candida symptom. As is blurry vision - I certainly have both of those - however strangely when I took a high dose of adrenal cortex the vision cleared up and then deteriorated again as I lowered my dose. I also had dry mouth when I was a lot worse than what I was now. If you are really in a bad way as I was - I took lots and lots of olive leaf extract which got out lots of things in the system that shouldnt have been there - the dry mouth cleared up aswell.  Helen From: bucephalus01au <davidsullivan1974@...> Subject: Re: in need of support - dont worry -ok now candidiasis Received: Saturday, 6 December, 2008, 2:02 PM Hi Helen I'm new to the site. I wrote something the other day but I don't think it got through. I hope you are feeling better today. I want to ask anyone here, is white tongue, dry mouth and blurry vision a typically reported symptom for this candidiasis? > > From: Helen deHavilland <helen_dehavilland@ ...> > Subject: Re: in need of support > candidiasis > Received: Friday, 5 December, 2008, 8:31 PM > > > > > > > > I cried and cried and cried today. >  > Having spent years with some sort of chronic fatigue like disorder, which means I cant work to support myself and my family, and I can barely pass my subjects at college, I discovered (after tests) that I had exhausted adrenals. I learnt that one could potentially get better/cured by taking bovine adrenal cortex. I ordered some from overseas. It was great. I almost felt normal. My life changed. Despite significant problems that I had when I suddenly stopped taking it (when I had run out - some horrible sort of withdrawal effect), I ordered more nonetheless - I thought I just had to make sure I didnt run out. It was my dream come true. I could function almost normally. I felt well. I felt normal. The only other thing that made me feel well was dexamphetamine (legally prescribed) and I learnt that this was not a good thing to take for a number of reasons. Among other things, it gave me horrible gastritis with bloody mucus in my feces. >  > Today I again found bloody mucus in the toilet, after other emerging symptoms of gastritis started to occur over time. I worked out its the cortex. I cant take the cotex anymore and I'm devastated. In addition I learnt that coming off the stuff is a nightmare for me. I think it must be some sort of autoimmune thing. I know I will be on activated charcoal every 4 hours for a week while  I go through this whole toxic experience again coming off it. I can live with that - but I'm devastated that I'm going to be exhausted again without real hope of recovery. Sorry to pester you guys like ths. I cant stop crying. >  > Helen > > Start your day with 7 and win a Sony Bravia TV. Enter now http://au.docs. / homepageset/ ?p1=other & p2=au & p3= tagline > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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