] Re: feeling suicidal - please tell us

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Bobby et al,

I want to thank Bobby, Debi and others who wrote recently on the

psychological aspects of this condition. I haven't seen much about

it before on this site (although I haven't been on the site all that

long) but the mental aspects are perhaps the worst part of it. You

wonder if you're crazy, nobody gets it, etc., etc. You think you're

getting better and it comes back again. Not to mention the die-off.

Anyway, I'll try to stop complaining (), and just want to say I

appreciate this discussion.

>

> , please hang in there, this group is a great support, to

help you

> through, don't give up, I am not an expert nor do or did I have

suicidal

> feelings, sometimes I get mad or frustrated when I think I have

won the

> fight and than the beast pops up again, the symptoms you describe ,

we all

> went through an d occasionally still do, if it hits me, I fight it

and tell

> my self " I am oke , nothing wrong and put my mind else where " I

think a

> positive attitude is half the cure, how difficult this might be at

times.

>

> Edy

>

> Edy Dykstra-Blum

> Bizzeeboots Old English Sheepdogs

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>

> could someone help me feeling suicidal. My story is this in jan

2006 was i

> was giving three months od anticbloitics for a prostate condition i

never

> had shortly i devevopled a sever case of Candida over growth and

leaky gut i

> went too many docters most told me i it was in my head and

antibocis are not

> harmful to the body I suffer from fagitue,depression,Brain fog and

blurred

> vision. these things i had never had prior to the antibotic

treatments. I've

> tried just about anything you can imagine meds like

nystatin,diffulcan many

> herb supplements candida diets. I was in such bad shape I had to

take two

> leaves of asbensec from my job of 22 years lost my apt moved in

with my

> brother. And life has been a struggle i have spends thousands and

thousands

> of dollars trying t rid myself of this condition and as of yet

nothing has

> worked and im 100% SURE its candida.

>

> CAN ANYONE HELP ME PLEASE

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