Scared??

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Thank you Don , for ALL you do. When it is your turn, I will be standing right

beside you. Heck, if it's not icey winter time, I will drive up there and

literally stand beside you.

Yes, I quess I'm excited. It's hard to explain, but I have been under the care

of several Drs for the past year. Now I'm not gonna have the Hdoc anymore( till

6 months at least). And the others are about done with me ; dang vampires LOL.

But I was really scared when I realized this. Even tho I have been active in my

healthcare , I always felt " protected " in thier " cocoon of care " .

Its really strange how our emotions take wierd turns. I certainly expectedy I

would be excited. I was sillyy with excitement when I first heard Undetecable .

This is just another step in this journey.

Heck, it will be okay as long as this " family " is here for me.

Steve, Gloria, Teri, weigh in with your experiences at being cleared and not

under the Docs regular care. I am finding myself feeling " very needy " . Maybe

y'all can express what I'm feeling better.

Certainly thought I would be doing Happy Dance. I'm sure I will once I wrap my

head around it all.

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