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The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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Hi Cinder,I love Joe Mistletoe, the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me, thank you. I always play that wonderful snoopy laugh`-`yes I agree if you know why you are angry or sad you can decrease these feelings. I can relate sometimes I wake up, and I think screw this and just start going off, and I have no idea why I wake up so angry and why I stay like that. My emotions are extreme from crying to rage, I would like that in between feeling.thank so much for be worried, yesterday I went to the park I hear the birds singing, they should start a band:) I try to do things that I find peaceful, sometimes it works for a few, sometimes not. You know in cartoons they have nice birds singing too, maybe I could get the birds to come visit me here at home?Thank so much! I love grapes by the way`-`I am so sorry to hear that you are sick, I am sending you good vibes hoping you get better soon!Did you start treatment yet?I am glad to hear that you have a lot of people around you that will help out, I did not have that. I am full blooded Irish, makes me stubborn I got through breaking my back with no help, but with Hep C treatment you really need people around you to help out.I love you too`-`Hugs, nyOn Jan 19, 2011, at 7:16 PM, Cinder wrote:

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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Truer words were never spoken....  amazing....  all this legal crap will wait.  Get yourself well first.  The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well.  You have a statue of limitations to do something..  the good news..  its at least 2 years.  Depending on the state...  it may be more.  I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even...  getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now?  Not worth it.  Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

 

The  best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub  from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and  make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

 

 

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I kinda agree.

I do think that should be filing complaints now.

Harrass the crap out of them....do it for fun.

This will also be useful on the time limit thing....'Statute of Limitations'.

They cannot close a case once it has been opened if there is a complaint filed somewhere.

But , like Teri says, get yourself well.

That is number one.

If nothing else works out, at least you will have your health.

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don in ks

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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ny,If you have an attorney, put all this crap in his hands and you concentrate on getting well.  All that has to happen is that a complaint is filed before the 2 year time limit.  You are only a couple of months into this..  you need a real good attorney and let him do the work.  This is not someone that you are going to find thru legal aid either..  You need someone who specializes in this that is ready and willing to work.  Let the attorney do the work and you concentrate on getting well.  

Hugs,TeriOn Thu, Jan 20, 2011 at 9:12 PM, Christ <ludichrist2000@...> wrote:

 

I kinda agree.

I do think that should be filing complaints now.

Harrass the crap out of them....do it for fun.

This will also be useful on the time limit thing....'Statute of Limitations'.

They cannot close a case once it has been opened if there is a complaint filed somewhere.

 

But , like Teri says, get yourself well.

That is number one.

If nothing else works out, at least you will have your health.

 

love

don in ks

 

The  best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub  from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and  make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

 

 

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Hi Don,thanks!I wish I had the energy to do this for fun, just want the medical attention that I need, after I am better I will sue them, just for fun!yes I need to focus on getting healthy right now`-`Hugs, nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 5:12 PM, Christ wrote:

I kinda agree.

I do think that should be filing complaints now.

Harrass the crap out of them....do it for fun.

This will also be useful on the time limit thing....'Statute of Limitations'.

They cannot close a case once it has been opened if there is a complaint filed somewhere.

But , like Teri says, get yourself well.

That is number one.

If nothing else works out, at least you will have your health.

love

don in ks

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

Truer words were never spoken.... amazing.... all this legal crap will wait. Get yourself well first. The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well. You have a statue of limitations to do something.. the good news.. its at least 2 years. Depending on the state... it may be more. I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even... getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now? Not worth it. Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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HI Teri,yes I talked with , my lawyer friend, he said the same think, as I was panicked. His wife is a pharmacist, she tells the stress will weaken the immune system, so chill out. I think good advice. is just advising putting everything together, but will need a lawyer here who specializes in this, deals with copyright law, but knows a lot in general.Hugs,JojhnnyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 6:55 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

ny,If you have an attorney, put all this crap in his hands and you concentrate on getting well. All that has to happen is that a complaint is filed before the 2 year time limit. You are only a couple of months into this.. you need a real good attorney and let him do the work. This is not someone that you are going to find thru legal aid either.. You need someone who specializes in this that is ready and willing to work. Let the attorney do the work and you concentrate on getting well.

Hugs,TeriOn Thu, Jan 20, 2011 at 9:12 PM, Christ <ludichrist2000@...> wrote:

I kinda agree.

I do think that should be filing complaints now.

Harrass the crap out of them....do it for fun.

This will also be useful on the time limit thing....'Statute of Limitations'.

They cannot close a case once it has been opened if there is a complaint filed somewhere.

But , like Teri says, get yourself well.

That is number one.

If nothing else works out, at least you will have your health.

love

don in ks

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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I like !On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,

nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

Truer words were never spoken....  amazing....  all this legal crap will wait.  Get yourself well first.  The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well.  You have a statue of limitations to do something..  the good news..  its at least 2 years.  Depending on the state...  it may be more.  I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even...  getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now?  Not worth it.  Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

 

The  best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub  from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and  make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

 

 

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yeah is wonderful, he actually taught me how to add and subtract 10 years ago, things like 5/1=5 really confused me.I was illiterate until 30, he was the one saying dude, you can't surf forever, get to school, and i did`-`Hugs,nyOn Jan 21, 2011, at 5:54 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

I like !On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,

nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

Truer words were never spoken.... amazing.... all this legal crap will wait. Get yourself well first. The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well. You have a statue of limitations to do something.. the good news.. its at least 2 years. Depending on the state... it may be more. I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even... getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now? Not worth it. Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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yeah I have, I feel proud of it, when I think 15 years ago I could not read, write or do any math, nothing really, but I could surf.it is good I went to school to learn some stuff`-`On Jan 21, 2011, at 6:55 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

wow... you've come a long way dude... and he's right, you can't surf forever... well, ya can but you need to be able to do other things too! On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:59 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

yeah is wonderful, he actually taught me how to add and subtract 10 years ago, things like 5/1=5 really confused me.I was illiterate until 30, he was the one saying dude, you can't surf forever, get to school, and i did`-`

Hugs,nyOn Jan 21, 2011, at 5:54 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

I like !On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,

nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

Truer words were never spoken.... amazing.... all this legal crap will wait. Get yourself well first. The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well. You have a statue of limitations to do something.. the good news.. its at least 2 years. Depending on the state... it may be more. I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even... getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now? Not worth it. Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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I can so relate to this :) Sounds like what I did in my younger days too I just went here the waves where:)Now I actually live a mile or so from the beach, feels like the beach is a world away.Hugs,nyOn Jan 22, 2011, at 3:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

I have a friend that I went to HS with.. well sorta, he skipped more classes than he went to.. but we lived in California and the beach used to call him all the time to surf instead of going to class. He moved to Hawaii and surfs til today... He's in Captain Cook... He has a pool cleaning business. He works and surfs! He spent years just going where the good surf was.

On Sat, Jan 22, 2011 at 7:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

yeah I have, I feel proud of it, when I think 15 years ago I could not read, write or do any math, nothing really, but I could surf.it is good I went to school to learn some stuff`-`On Jan 21, 2011, at 6:55 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

wow... you've come a long way dude... and he's right, you can't surf forever... well, ya can but you need to be able to do other things too! On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:59 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

yeah is wonderful, he actually taught me how to add and subtract 10 years ago, things like 5/1=5 really confused me.I was illiterate until 30, he was the one saying dude, you can't surf forever, get to school, and i did`-`

Hugs,nyOn Jan 21, 2011, at 5:54 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

I like !On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,

nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

Truer words were never spoken.... amazing.... all this legal crap will wait. Get yourself well first. The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well. You have a statue of limitations to do something.. the good news.. its at least 2 years. Depending on the state... it may be more. I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even... getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now? Not worth it. Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

The best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

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He posts videos of surfing all the time...  He's on FB too!  Look for Steve in Captain Cook...On Sat, Jan 22, 2011 at 7:59 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

I can so relate to this :) Sounds like what I did in my younger days too I just went here the waves where:)Now I actually live a mile or so from the beach, feels like the beach is a world away.

Hugs,nyOn Jan 22, 2011, at 3:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

I have a friend that I went to HS with..  well sorta, he skipped more classes than he went to..  but we lived in California and the beach used to call him all the time to surf instead of going to class.  He moved to Hawaii and surfs til today...  He's in Captain Cook...  He has a pool cleaning business.  He works and surfs!  He spent years just going where the good surf was.  

On Sat, Jan 22, 2011 at 7:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

yeah I have, I feel proud of it, when I think 15 years ago I could not read, write or do any math, nothing really, but I could surf.it is good I went to school to learn some stuff`-`On Jan 21, 2011, at 6:55 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

wow...  you've come a long way dude...  and he's right, you can't surf forever...  well, ya can but you need to be able to do other things too!  On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:59 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

yeah is wonderful, he actually taught me how to add and subtract 10 years ago, things like 5/1=5 really confused me.I was illiterate until 30, he was the one saying dude, you can't surf forever, get to school, and i did`-`

Hugs,nyOn Jan 21, 2011, at 5:54 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

I like !On Fri, Jan 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

HI Teri,thanks!yes I know I need to focus on getting better, I talked to last night, he told me to gather everything and send it to him and for me to rest!Hugs,

nyOn Jan 20, 2011, at 4:52 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

Truer words were never spoken....  amazing....  all this legal crap will wait.  Get yourself well first.  The drain and negativity of the legal battle will keep you from getting well.  You have a statue of limitations to do something..  the good news..  its at least 2 years.  Depending on the state...  it may be more.  I would spend your energy working on getting well instead of getting even...  getting even at the cost of what is left of your health right now?  Not worth it.  Sometimes you just have to prioritize things.

Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Jan 19, 2011 at 11:16 PM, Cinder <datagrey@...> wrote:

 

The  best way to get through this is to use your head. Know why it is you feel bad. You can defuse a lot of the anger just by knowing why you feel that way. I had horrible PMS all the way up to menopause. My husband had a lot to put up with. I finally got to where I told him that I knowticed when I got up and was mad sometimes and haven't even talked to anyone yet or done anything and already felt like blowing up. So I would recognise it and tell my husband wrong side of bed. He knew what it meant and stayed out of my way. I tried harder to avoid stuff on those days to not go off on anyone. I was a little maniac sometimes.

Anyway I started doing nice things for me on those days to help myself. I took a nice bath. I got a back rub  from Rick. I slept in and watched tv. I ate ice cream. I looked at meditations on the internet. I did stuff to make me relax and decided the other stuff would have to wait for a better day. You may have to do some of this. Don't let it get you all wound up. They aren't worth it hon. You need to help yourself now. do some constructive stuff for you now. You are not done getting over tx right now. You are expecting to be over it way too fast. Allow yourself the time to get better for now if you can. I know you want to sink all that stupid clinics ship and yes they deserve it and worse but right now it may not be too constructive in your healing. I am worried about you.

I am sitting over here with 105 temp right now. Don't make me come over there and  make you take care of you. Me and Teri and Don will all come over and feed you grapes and take care of you. They had a write up in Dons and my City's newspaper saying they would have the two new drugs out sometime this summer. So may be starting this summer. After being sick today with no help and 105 fever and vomiting and chills I had a harder than hell time getting up and putting on three pairs of jogging pants and three long sleeve jogging shirts and socks and a coat so I could take the dogs out. Then back in to take some thera flu and back to bed. Now got a bad headache. I was barely able to get the dogs out today. I asked a friend today if I paid her would she come spend the night with me on shot nights. I am still waiting for an answer. I hope she says yes. Rick is going to get a second job so he won't be able to help me probably at all. Don't know what I

am going to do. He still says he does not want me to tell his step mom. She knows I got to find a way to tell him I told her. I can't go stay with her on shot nights because of my dogs and parrot. My house is not up to her niceness. She will be more helpful for grocery shopping and rides to appts. I got the lady across the fields for that too. I may ask Ricks step mom to go with me for the first shot. I don't think I will have trouble with it. I have given shots to my dogs. I gave shots to my horses too. so we will see.

Good night. Chilling again.

Anyway ny. Love you and no matter what always take time to love yourself and when you have a bad day start looking for the good in it too. It is there you just haven't looked far enough yet. Love you

 

 

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