happy monday ( not really )

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Hope everyone had a great weekend. I am almost done with this hell of a tx.

Febuary 17th will be shot 48 and I cant wait. What is it like coming off of the

tx? will I get sick again> How long will it take me to feel normal again? I have

been on tx for 43 weeks now. I am super dizzy alll the time, I have had an mri

ad it is normal. Trowing up and stomach pains, I have had cat scans and ultra

sounds all normal. Chest pains, and i had a stess test and echo for that all

again normal, except they say i now have a murrmer. Dry skin blurry vision, a

stye in my eye that just wont go away, even with the drops rx for the dr. hair

loss, mostly from it breaking off and becoming thin, i just cut my hair and that

seems to help. And the anxity has pretty much turned me into a hermit. Now on

top of it all I am gettting these like stabbing pains in my crotch, it really

feels like some one is stabbing me with a knfe they last for a few days and then

go away, foling about 10 days of bad leg cramps. I am 31 and feel like Im 80. I

have lost total control of my children 6 (with autism ) and 3 ( with an attitude

) I went to bed feeling like a peice of shit, and sent them off to school

feeling much worse. I just want my life back, so I hope that this fades away

quick. Sorry for ranting but sometimes i feel like im going to pop. I was no

detectiblul at 12 weeks, I have noticed that i have to many pills left over, so

i hope this works and i did not screw it up.